"Welcome."
A woman with a doctors coat greeted when the teens got off the bus. Emma was feeling trapped, and they all leaned on the bus just outside the hospital. There was fence around the hospital and Emma just felt so, claustrophobic.
Emma felt a hand on her shoulder and looked up to see Snake. He gave her a reassuring smile and frowned when she gave a weak one back and tried to focus on the woman. The Doctor had vribrant red hair, rather pretty actually, and wore a blazer and a tight long skirt under the doctors coat.
Behind her was a few guards and nurses all dressed in white or blue.
"First of all do any of you have any questions? I'm Allison." the woman introduced herself.
Ellie had to raise her hand as she was feeling trapped as well, "We can leave for sure by the end of the 6th week, right?"
Allison smiled softly, "yes, you guys aren't a harm to society just some of you may be a harm to yourself. We are here to help you with that."
Ellie frowned at that and turned to Sean, hoping she won't get stuck here.
Emma noticed Ellie clinging herself to Sean and she wanted to roll her eyes. The girl went around thinking she was some bad ass girl yet every decision she made was based on or with Sean.
"It's usually 1 out 5 people who have to stay a bit longer." Allison admitted.
Everyone looked around, and Craig muttered outloud in a paranoid way, "There's 6 of us."
Snake patted his back, trying to make him feel calm about this, Joey had told him about his bipolar disorder, "You'll be fine Craig."
Craig exhaled, nodding.
Spinner swallowed the fear in his throat though. What if it was him? He was pretty messed up now. He was the reason someone was dead, the reason why Jimmy was shot... why these people were here-
"What's the food like here?" Jay asked.
Even Emma rolled her eyes at him and Sean caught that and it made him wonder. How could two people who insisted they hated another, suddenly like another?
Allison laughed, "Why don't you guys grab your bags and I'll take you now to the cafeteria? I'll explain the rules there."
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The food was gross, but whatever, no better than school cafeteria food, and Allisons rules were pretty obvious rules: no pointy objects, no fighting, no boys in the room after 9pm and there was no going outside without a guard. Great. Complete lockdown.
"Alright." Allison said at the end of it, facing the long table they all sat on.
Ellie, Sean, and Spinner sat on one side while Jay, Emma and Craig sat on the other. This made Sean sit right across Emma and he tried hard to stare down or over her head at Allison.
"So, all you filled out the application and now we need you to fill out this." as she spoke, some nurses went around the table handing them papers and pencils, "Please return the pencils as soon as your done. It's a privilege to get to hold a pencil.." she explained.
They just nodded and began to go over the sheets.
Emma read down at her paper and reached for a pencil while eyes still on it and her hand bumped into someone else s. She looked up and then her hand shot back when it was Seans. He looked at her with an unreadable look on his face and then looked away, grabbing another pencil. She eyed him, then grabbed her pencil, and got to answering questions on the sheet.
It asked the same old personal questions a doctor would want to know..
Allergies? No.
disorders: No.
Age: 15.
Sex: ...Yes please.
Ofcourse Emma didn't write that..but she was craving it. It seemed she wanted it a lot nowadays. She felt like a whole new Emma, old Emma would of wrinkled her nose in disgust to a 'dirty thought' of a craving like sex.
Sex: Female.
Diseases: No.
Number of Sexual partners: ...
Emma paused, slowly glancing up to just make sure nobody was looking and most importantly, Sean. Coast was clear. But as she looked down, he had done the same thing, curiosity getting the best of him as he eyed Emma on the same question he was wondering about.
'please don't put a number.' he thought.
Sexual partners: 1
Ellie looked up, hearing Sean's pencil break. Emma looked up and she froze, seeing him stare right at her paper and she gasped in sharply when he threw himself up and charged around the table.
"Sean?" Ellie asked, her eyes following him wondering what had just happened and why he was shaking in anger suddenly.
Allison looked over and saw this raging boy walk around the table and she just knew by the look in his eyes that he was not happy, "security!" she yelled.
Sean had just grabbed Jay who didn't see him coming and tightened his fist. Emma got up quickly, not understanding why he was so mad. He was suppose to be over her and them, and he had no right to get angry about what he saw.
"Sean!"
He threw his fist back, sending one hard shot to Jays face and everyone around the table cringed, hearing that nose break.
Sean was then pulled off by three men, but Jay cursed out, clenching his eyes shut and holding his nose, "Ahh FUCK! What the fuck, Sean?!" he yelled.
He sat on back down at the table for a moment and cringed and whined, "I think its fuckin' broken!"
"Good!" Sean struggled as two guards held him back at both his sides and he gritted his teeth, "suits you well since you like to break everything you touch!"
Emma flinched when he looked at her next and she tried to fight back tears. Oh god, he knew. He had to of known.
Sean shoved one gaurd off him and Snake tried to yell at him, "Sean! Stop!" it only looked worse for him. Sean had anger issues, but Snakes never seen him like this. Allison wouldn't let it down.
"This is going to get you a whole days isolation." Allison warned Sean and he spat at her feet, glaring madly.
Emma numbly turned around from the scene, and tried to distract herself as she looked down at Jay, checking his nose.
Ellie looked to Emma slowly, and back at Sean, putting the pieces together. This was about Emma. And watching as Emma 'aided' Jay, Ellie put those pieces together too, eyeing them closely. How odd.
"Bring his bags to his room," Allison told the guards, "Where he will stay the rest of the night." she warned Sean, raising an eyebrow, "You're in my house now."
"Oh shucks," taunted Sean sarcastically, "I can't sing, hold hands and com-ba-ya tonight?"
Spinner had to laugh, and Craig did too from across him but the guards then pushed Sean forward to lead him to his room.
Snake turned to Allison, taking a deep breath, "He's..got a temper. Real nice guy though, I've never seen him do that." he insists and looks where Sean left, "Don't know what got into him."
Emma smiled weakily when Jay took her hand off his nose, insisting to her silently that it was okay and squeezed her hand. She shook her hand out of his thought and looked away distantly as Jay frowned.
"Yes I see that. Anger is one of the deadliest sins you know." Allison chimed with a slight joke.
Ellie stood up and walked to them, "That's my boyfriend." She said, "He's a sweet guy I swear, he wants to change."
Emma tried not to look over as she heard that, but narrowed her eyes.
"yes well.." Allison glanced at Jay and slowly at the blonde girl in front of him, looking rattled up. "Something sure did seem to set him off."
Emma's eyes connected to Allisons when she said that and quickly she looked away. Allison could see a secret hiding upon her face.
"Can I see if hes okay?" Ellie asked Allison.
Emma's heart felt as if it was peeling, as if slicing apart and wishing she could go see if he was okay..but she wasn't the girlfriend anymore. So why did Sean hit Jay?
He couldn't care. Could he? He was still with Ellie. Never even tries to talk to Emma. .. he must of done it out of - Emma stopped looking for an excuse. It was confusing her too much and causing her to even feel the hurt again. She wanted to stop hurting.
She numbed herself all nice and snug and tried to finish off the rest of her sheet. She then noticed Sean's still there, open, in front of her and it also read:
sexual partners: 1.
What a complete hypocrite. Emma angrily glared at it until it was swiped up and Ellie stood above her, glaring down. Emma swallowed a little, shocked her and Ellie were not just LOOKING at another (since they never did, they pretended the other didn't exist) but now Ellie was actually GLARING and had caught her looking at HER boyfriends personal information. With that, Ellie turned and walked off.
Craig whistled lowly next to Emma, seeing that little scene and she shot him a look to shut up.
Then, they all were shown to their rooms. The girls were just around the corner from the guys' rooms, still allowed to socialize but not sleep in the same room.
Emma was exhausted by the end of the day. After she brushed her teeth for bed, she walked from the bathroom back to her room. She had to pass the guys' rooms in between and she noticed Sean's door still shut and wondered if he was in it...still upset-
Emma gasped in sharply, someone had pulled her into a room and when the room door shut after her, Jay pushed her up against it.
"Jay." she breathed, awfully jumpy, "We can't be in anothers rooms after 10."
"Look at my nose, Greenpeace." he taunted and she looked up, it was pretty bad. Jay's eyebrows raised in sheer amusement when Emma even lightly laughed and then stopped at his glare.
"Sorry." she said. Sometimes she couldn't help but know he was an ass. He deserved it.
He pouted a bit, running his hands up her shirt, "I need you to make me feel better." he ran his hands back down and unzipped her jeans slowly..
Emma sighed, closing her eyes and he watched her darkly as he pushed his hands into the front of her jeans and rubbed her intimately as she moaned. She reached her hands out and unbuckled his belt around his jeans. She knew it was wrong, but she didn't stop it.
Jay fucked her on that door that night.
Hey
You're crazy bitch
But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it
When I dream, I'm doing you all night
Scratches all down my back to keep me right on
Hey
You're crazy bitch
But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it
When I dream, I'm doing you all night
Scratches all down my back, come on
(buckcherry-Crazy)
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Sean seemed to be just dandy the next day, but not once did he looked in Emma or Jay's direction all day. They had their classes, which was in a room that really did look like a classroom and with a real teacher.
After classes though, was when they had to go to their 'group' share.
Nobody had anything to say.
"Nobody wants to open up today?" asked Allison, sitting in the circle.
"is that your book you write in and make diagonoses for all of us?" Spinner taunted, eyeing the notepad on her lap.
Allison tilted her head, "Does that bother you?"
Spinner chuckled, "Nice try." he joked and everyone around the circle either chuckled as well or smirked.
Allison smiled and rolled her eyes, "Okay, I get it..no sharing today." she narrowed her eyes, "Not even you Sean?"
Sean was leaning back in his seat and he cornered his eyes at the doctor. Did he look very sharing right now?
"Maybe later, one on one." Allison seemed to tease. She didn't get a laugh from him, but he didn't glare either. Progress?
Allison looked around and eyed the blonde. She seemed...quiet. Yet also seemed to be the cause or at least may know something about the fight yesterday.
"Emma, right?" Allison asked her.
Emma snapped out of it and looked up from the hands on her lap and instantly sighed, "I don't want to talk today."
"tough." Allison said back. She wasn't trying to be rude, but she could see something was on this girls mind and she was quite curious.
Emma seemed to be taken back by that reply and she narrowed her eyes, "I don't think you can really force me to talk about anything." Emma taunted her.
Allison raised an eyebrow and Emma tensed when she saw her write something in her stupid little notepad. Sean seemed to even eye it when she did. Allison was taking it to mind though that Emma was not a typical girl.
"I'd like to talk." Ellie spoke up.
Jay chuckled a bit seeing Emma look annoyed when Ellie spoke up. Nash annoyed him too. It wasn't a shock SHE wanted to talk..
"Go ahead Ellie." Allison said.
Sean took a deep breath, hoping to god Ellie wouldn't drag him into this.
"I don't think I belong here." she confessed and they all looked a bit shocked, "Sorry, it's just.. I wasn't involved in the shooting."
Allison nodded, but she knew Ellie's case...wrist cutter.
"Ellie, you and me both know why you are here." she gave her a look to end it with that, not wanting to bring up personal things right now. Not today.
"Everyone knows she slits her wrist." Jay spoke outloud. Sean tightened his fists.
Ellie blinked and darted her eyes around at everyone who seemed to know too. She went completely red, trying to hide her tears and then got up, running out of the room.
"Nice going asshole." sneered Sean at Jay.
Jay snickered at him, "We all know your anger directed at me right now isn't toward what just happened." he winked at Sean.
"SEAN!" yelled Allison and Emma even sat up in her chair quickly, her palms sweating.
Sean had sat up to lunge but stopped when she yelled at him. Lastnight sucked being stuck in a room all night so he tried to hold himself back, plus he can see Jay may be wanting to purposely get him back into trouble.
Allison took the silence to eye between Jay, Sean, and Emma ... there seemed to be something there.
"Emma." Allison noticed her tensed up, "Are you okay?"
Emma looked wildly into her eyes, "..fine." she shrugged innocently and tried to relax. Why couldn't Allison shut her friggin mouth?!
"Alright.. seems there is still a lot of.." Allison looked for a word, "Tension? Lets skip the rest of the day and start fresh tomorrow."
They all rolled their eyes but nodded and got up.
Sean was last out the door and Allison called him back, "Not you!"
Sean stopped and shut his eyes, no .. "ofcourse not." he taunted out loud and turned, sitting back in his chair and gave her a 'what?' look.
Allison glanced at the door, making sure everyone was gone, "You need a one on one today."
"nobody else has to." he said, feeling this was unfair.
"Nobody else almost broke Jay's nose." she said, giving him a crazy look, "You cannot do that to people, Sean."
"Not even the ones who ask for it?" Sean snapped back.
"What did he do to make you do that?" Allison asked.
Sean tried to count to 10, rolling his eyes and sitting up, "It's just Jay alright? He's a smug, lying, stealing asshole. He lives off peoples misery."
"I believe that."
Her reply shocked Sean. He merely nodded and looked down.
"Is he dating Emma?" her next words made him shoot up.
"Screw this." he said, storming towards the door to leave. He would NOT talk about this with her. If he couldn't even trust his 'best friend', who could he trust?
"You dated Emma." Allison was trying to figure out and he stopped at the door, back still turned. "You and Emma have a thing ? Am I close?" she was desperature to help Sean.
Sean slowly turned back, eyes avoiding hers but admitted, "Emma is my ex.." he finally walked back but didn't sit down, "From forever ago, we're over."
Allison tapped her pencil on her notepad... ah, there it was.
"Doesn't look very over." she noted and he did what she thought he would, turned and left without turning back this time.
