A/N : I am a big fat jerk. Anyways here is an update I'm going to watch the movie again and hopefully have this done by July 19. I pick that day because my cousins birthday besides I'm still going to high school online during the summer, lucky me right? HAHAHA I'm a jerk I know Thanks for all the reviews and for waiting.

Rin stood her feet felt heavy under her she felt overly ground her knees began to shake as she felt them buckle under her as she fell to the polished wood floors of her apartment. She could feel the nervousness running through her veins.

"You're Aunt Asuna's disease has gotten to the second stage." the nurse had said on the phone. Asuna and Kagome were the only family she had left after her parents had died, after she had lost her son. Her precious baby. Rin felt the tears leaving her eyes freely. Kagome had just gotten back early from her honeymoon with Kouga, she had been in the hospital ever since. Asuna hadn't spoken to Rin since she stopped playing her cello. Rin was hurt, she fell into a deep depression that is until she started teaching music to the young children. Rin put on a brown cardigan and pulled on a pair of beige slacks. She had to get to school on time.

Rin walked into the room that was filled with eleven years who were all eagerly waiting for their birthdays to come so they could be twelve. The age her own son would have been turning in a few months. Rin sat down at her desk the kids walking in.

"Ms. Higurashi, why don't you have a husband and a baby?" a curious little girl asked Rin. She looked up at her hiding the pain her eyes.

"I don't know, I'm having to much fun with you guys." Rin said to the little red head with a forced smile. She knew that if she had those she would still be playing her cello, she'd still be happy, she wouldn't feel so empty inside.

Sesshoumaru sat at his desk, all of his proposals had just been approved. He could see that his phone was ringing as the secretary scrambled to answer the phone. She looked up at him, mouthing the name of his fiancé. He nodded at her, she forwarded the call to his official line.

"Hello, Kagura." he said almost bored.

"Hey baby, are you ready for that reunion at you're brother's house?" her voice came through the receiver. Sesshoumaru had seen his brother since he left the band to find her, since he became a boring businessman like he said he would never do.

"Yea, I'm ready. Listen I have to go. I'll pick you up at six." he said to her.

"Ok, see you then babe." she said. Sesshoumaru looked at his watch he had an hour before the party at his brother's house, how was he going to face him after he had made such a big deal about having to find her, and becoming the man with a desk job. Sesshoumaru ran a hand through his hair with a sigh, he worked over what he usually did and was almost was late to get Kagura. He beeped in front of her house, she was a beautiful woman, but nothing in comparison to the one he'd fallen in love with years earlier. The one who had made his heart soar, the one who'd made him truly happy, the one that made him feel complete.

Kaileb was sitting in the park, Spider had taken him out for pizza, he had a whopping five hundred dollars, he was playing for only a few hours in the best spot, the spot that used to belong to himself when music had been enough to make him happy. He became bitter, the way he was treated had ruined Spider. Kaileb smiled at Spider who gave him a smile in return.

"You did well today, I really like you kid, you need a stage name my boy" he smiled at him. Shippo stood outside. When Kaileb and Spider were finished Spider handed Shippo a container of leftovers. Shippo looked at Kaileb's back bitterly. This Kaileb was stealing everything from him, he was Spider's favorite, he used to be making the most bread but he wasn't bringing in nearly as much as he used to and he couldn't beat Kaileb. Spider had pulled Kaileb onto his back giving him a piggy back and spinning around with a smile He hadn't gotten that kind of treatment since he made his first hundred. Now he was pulling fifty on a good day.

"We'll call you, Crushed Velvet, since you're melodies are just so smoothly played." Spider said putting Kaileb down on his feet.

Sesshoumaru sat in his car beeping, Kagura walked out to the car with a small smile on her lips, she looked at Sesshoumaru as she got in the car and kissed him on the cheek. She sat in the passenger's seat with the mirror down as she applied make up it was the first time she was meeting his family and she wanted to make a good impression on them. As they arrived at the party he could see that it was just like a musician's party, he could hear music playing already, and then he recognized it was him. He began to fill with nervousness as each step took him and Kagura closer to the party, as he walked down the stairs into the basement. They were playing a video from one their old shows. He caught sight of his brother who was drunk. Inuyasha looked at him slurring as her wrapped an around the couple.

"Hey there, long time no talk." he said to Sesshoumaru who looked at him.

"What the hell is that you're wearing a suit! HAHA boy this sure doesn't look like the one true love you left us looking for." he said looking at Kagura.

"What is he talking about?" Kagura asked him.

"Nothing." he said trying to avoid a fight with her.

"What he never told you he abandoned his family to find a woman who he had a one night stand with eleven years ago." Inuyasha said to her.

"Shut up!" Sesshoumaru grabbed Inuyasha by the collar and shoved him against a wall.

"Why because you still love her? You wouldn't have left us if you didn't, she really made you fall." Inuyasha said pulling out of his grasp. Kagura ran up passed the car and was calling a taxi to pick her up.

"Kagura wait!" he yelled going after her.

"Do you still love her!" she asked she looked like she was going to cry.

"It was eleven years ago" he said.

"Do you still fucking love her?" she asked him yelling.

"I am…but I'll never find her." he said to her, she threw her engagement ring at him he caught it, as she dashed off in the other direction. Sesshoumaru got in his car and drove to his apartment. Where he took out his old guitar case. He moved a lot of performance photos and found the one he treasured the most, Rin and him asleep on the couch on the roof of that New York building. He knew he had to find her because his heart fluttered when he saw her face.

"I'll find you…I promise" Sesshoumaru said