When Life give you Lemons throw them back and ask when the Hell are Lemons going to fix?
Ziva's POV
I don't know why I agreed with Ray to invite Tony to dinner. I knew it would only hurt Tony. Maybe because I'm scared of Ray or because he knows more about me then Tony… What I thought would never happen… As we get to the restaurant I see Tony with Lait and I hate the was jealously bubbles in my stomach going directly to my heart.
Lait's POV
I laughed when I heard Tony begging be to tag along but I knew it was only fair to agree because he's changed. He's cold like Ziva was when she first joined NCIS but also warm and sweet. I always wondered why she never saw that.
When we arrive at the restaurant I see Ray and Ziva I go to grab Tony's hand because I know what it feels like. It happened to Malachi and me. Tony changed that. Malachi and I are a couple. I own everything to Tony to US its just another undercover operation but, that doesn't mean it hurts any less because what I have found out is that when it comes to the hurt it hurt more then a bullet ripping though your body. I kiss Tony on the check going up to his ear saying "We will get though this." And I kiss his check one more time before coming to the door meeting Ray and Ziva at the same time.
Ray's POV
I see the heart break in Tony's eyes when he sees Ziva in the dress with me. I laugh only to be asked by Ziva what's funny I just say I joke. She nods her head ending our talking. Finally we all go into the restaurant. Get a table sit down and talk. As we are talking I grab Ziva's hand and put it on the table for Tony to see. He sees are had connected but only blinks and turns to Lait asking a question. She replies Yes. Next to me I hear ziva draw in a shaky breath. My anger boils more. Then I plan my next step and tell Tony that Ziva and I have sex daily and I'm the best she ever had. Ziva stares at me. Then we hear Tony reply. "Ray sex is an action with no emotions behind it. Making Love has love, passion, heat everything. I don't know WHY you hate be but I'm trying okay? I'm trying to push my feeling aside! I'm trying to run away! And some days I do stupid shit hoping to fall into coma because I bet its god damn better then having to hear for the WHOLE damn agency where ever I go that Ziva and Ray are perfect for each other. I love your wife Ray yes, BUT, you would never understand what un-required love is. Ever hurt her Ray Cruz and I'll kick your sorry ass but not only me but Malachi, Lait, Abby, McGee, Gibbs, Eli and Vance." I start laugh after the end of his speech. As he walks away with Lait in tow. I yell "Well go for you! Loving a another mans wife! What the hells wrong with you!" I see Tony stop walking. Now that's he's standing I see he's shaking. HE doesn't raise his voice nor is it a whisper. He sadly replies with "I don't know but all I know is that I hope I die soon because lifes to hard to handle. I having nothing to love for so why should I try?" Tony walks away and I'm shaking with laughter.
Ziva's POV
I could only stare at Ray. He was laughing at Tony's speech the came from the heart. What Tony also said about wanting to die got to my heart. Before I even knew it myself I slapped Ray and called him a bastard then ran out to find Lait trying to counsel Tony who hard tears streaming down his checks.
I wish that I could have know never married Ray and married Tony