I do not own Twilight I just like doing fun things with the story line. I'm not a writer; I know this so please forgive any mistakes you see.

I had this idea in my head for a while, and wanted to finally but the story down. I'm not giving up on my other story BYOM just doing two at once. I hope you all enjoy.

BPOV

He has red eyes, I can't believe it. I gasped and he curled back up. What the hell happened? I was stunned into silence. Just then my front door slams open and two red eyed vampires are standing in front of me. Before I can even blink Carlisle is crouched down in front of me growling. The more he does the more he pushes me back into the corner of the room. Oh hell my apartment is so not built for this shit. "Hay any fighting is done outside" i yelled. The tall man looked a lot like Jasper, he said "now we aren't wanting No fighting call him down please. We're friends" I looked to Alice and she nods yes. Well here goes nothing. I put my hand on his back and softly said "Hun they won't hurt us, there friends, please calm down".

It took a few Times but finally he calmed down. That was a relief, but now he was back to being curled up in the corner. I was starting to really get worried. I mean he was never a dad to me, but someone I was close to all the same. This hurt; it was like something was ripping me apart. "Ok someone want to fill me in on what the hell is going on, I am so lost. Why is he like that what's wrong with him." I looked around the room and everyone looked like they didn't want to talk. "Well Bella it's like this, Edward and Esme have left the family, she divorced him and his beast took over and brought us to you, On the way he found a hiker and feed. He has been in pain since you left, he won't really feed, and he hasn't worked. It's been a mess Bella. He…" That's where I stopped him, "Wait so if I get this right he has been a mess since leaving me. But the only time that happens is when….Fuck Fuck Fuck…No that can't be." Ok wow this is too much; I need more of my jack. I took a big drink shaking my head and looking at the big group of sad vampires in front of me. "Oh hell will you cheer the fuck up. Im here you're here I can guess you're not leaving since you tracked me down this far. So my place is to damn small where the fuck are we going then."

I stood up and looked at the group who all stood open mouthed at me. Well all but Jasper and Carlisle. Just then I was being picked up and hugged "thank you thank you thank you Im so sorry darling. I'm so sorry." I think Jasper has lost his damn mind. I just patted his head and told him I was never mad at them. "So are we going somewhere or not?" Just then I was in Carlisle's arms and we were running. He would not look at me. Damn he has strong arms; I ran my fingers over his arms, and suck a kissable neck. I just want to kiss my way from his face to his neck, down his chest. Damn it now I'm horny. Oh this is just great. Wait he single now, wonder if…No there is no way in hell he would want me. I'm nothing to the vampire women he could get. That and he thinks of me like a child. That thought hurts; it makes my chest feel as if my heart is being ripped out.

His inner vampire thinks I'm Esme, this cannot be good. Just thinking of her makes me jealous. I can't let me self-do that, I can't feel this way. It's not right, I'm just going crazy, I really am. I'm turning into a lust filled, crazy women after the doctor. Oh I wonder if he would middle just his doctor coat. No bad Bella, don't think that way. I'm pulled out of my thoughts when we stop running and enter a beautiful hotel and go up to a room. Hell this is a home. Hot damn I'm in heaven. Or I guess I will be when he puts me down. Oh fuck what is doing now. He starts licking me on my neck and arms and rubbing on me. I'm sure I'm shocked. He's like a damn cat. Maybe if I pet him he will calm down. So I do and he fucking purrs.

So what do I do, I giggle. I'm drunk, horny, and been licked by a fuck hot man. The rest of the group is looking at me like I lost it. I guess I really have lost it, padded walls are in my future. "Ok what the hell is the giant cat doing to me?" just as I said that Em and Alice start laughing at me. I swore they have to be stupid ass vampires. I mean he is a cat. With that last thought running through my mind my drunken ass finally passes out.

So drunk Bella thinks that he is a cat wow what thought. Think she can pick up what he really is to her when shes not so drunk? Any ideas that you would like to see me use please let me know. I will be more than happy to use them if I can.