Smiling Equals... Chapter 4
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"Welcome to Namimori Chuugaku Tsunayoshi-kun." She hands me back the sticky pad.
"I'll just assume that you're not here for medical attention and you're actually lost." She winks.
"So I'll just ask you some questions and get you to where you need to go, alright?" I nod.
"Do you know what class you're supposed to be in?" I nod and write it down.
"That's great." She reads the note.
"Hm? You must've passed the classroom on the way here." She laughs a bit.
Standing up she grabs her white lab coat, quickly tying it around her waist. She walks pass me, heels clicking.
She opens the sliding door.
"Well, come on." She smiles, beckoning me over.
I can't move.
"Sawada Tsunayoshi-kun?"
And my whole world comes crashing down.
She knows!
She knows… my name… and it means absolutely nothing. Fuck my life.
I'm hopeless aren't I?
I'm stupid, and useless, and an idiot, and-
I don't know how to swim and I can't even ride a simple bike.
I fail at everything I do.
I can't even understand what's happening right now.
Well, that's not so unusual.
But this is different. Something is actually happening.
There's a change.
Before I know it I'm through the door and walking down an empty hallway with the nurse in front of me.
I hate it.
It's heavy and suffocating. I'm burning and I feel like dying. I can't see what's gonna happen next. I'm lost and confused… and it feels...