FINALY I did it! I did a chapter I hope you guys like it :)!

I don't own him but I would love too! I'm talking about Inuyasha :D

I don't own any of these songs

"Welcome home" kikyo said standing out of the fridge "where were you all night?" she asked walking up to kagome, "you don't have any friends, there for you have no life, who would want to be friends with you" she started to get in to her face "you're just a dumb fucking cunt!" she said spiting in her face, kagome backed up and wiped it off her face, feeling kikyo's anger rise she looked at her and saw her raise her hand to slap her and dragged her nail's down her face.

Kagome gasped in pain and brought her hand to her face, and brought her hand out to see blood, "what the fuck you looking at fugly" kikyo said grabbing Kagome's throat and squeezing harder. It was getting harder for kagome to breath and she was feeling weaker harder for her to get the hands off her neck, every time she tried kikyo squeezed harder. Kagome could see a small smile on kikyo's face and that scared her and made her sick, starting to feel numb the dark overcoming her.

Waking up, feeling the floor, she opened her eyes and saw that she was still in the kitchen, she pushed her self up but fell back down grabbing the side of her rib's with horrendous pain she laid there for a moment trying to forget the pain, 'just like kikyo, kicking me when I'm down' kagome thought, holding her side tight as she tried to get up, slowly standing to her feet she walked to the stair's she walked up and looked at the top and saw Kagura about to go down,

"Hey kagome, how are you doing?" she asked Kagome's eyes widen as she saw Naraku come behind Kagura, "I'm fine" I said and walked up the stair's walking past Kagura, opening my door and closing and locking it, I put my back to the door and closed my eyes 'why would she asks me that' I thought as I walked to the bed 'all of his other girls have hit me like he does, she even put bandages on me' I felt tears to blur my vision, I looked at the clock '12:30 so I was out of it for an hour' "why am I even hear" I said grabbing my knife from under my pillow taking it out of its sheath the 7 inch knife

I never thought I'd die alone I laughed the loudest who'd have known I traced the cord back to the wall No wonder it was never plugged in at all I took my time, I hurried up The choice was mine, I didn't think enough I'm too depressed, to go on You'll be sorry when I'm gone

BACK FLASH

"Hear take this" Sango said handing me a black knife holder " what is this for?" "To keep you safe, it's a survival knife" she smiled " I want you to use this to keep safe, and If you need to hide some where you could always come to my apartment" she put her hand on my shoulder "Thanks Sango" I smiled and put it in my backpack

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I never conquered, rarely came 16 just held such better days Days when I still felt alive We couldn't wait to get outside The world was wide, too late to try The tour was over we'd survived I couldn't wait till I got home To pass the time in my room alone

Staring at the knife she looked at the clock it was 1:30 "what was I doing?" I walked up my clock and set the alarm, I still having the knife in my hand as I entered my bathroom that I had in my bedroom, 'I am glad I got my moms room', I shut the door and looked in to the mirror, disgusted with what she looked liked, I grabbed the knife out of anger and slid it accost my arm 'now I look worse' this pain was different it was a different Kinda pain

I never thought I'd die alone Another six months I'll be unknown Give all my things to all my friends You'll never set foot in my room again You'll close it off, board it up Remember the time that I spilled the cup Of apple juice in the hall Please tell mom this is not her fault

' I just can't explain this' thinking felling something slip away, 'would this make me feel better?' I looked at the cut 'will more make me feel better?' I put the knife back and pressed harder on my skin and gliding it down to make the cut, I looked and saw a lot of blood,

I went to get my drugs out to use I started to freak out 'what do I do?' tears falling; I looked over and saw blood slowly coming out.

I never conquered, rarely came 16 just held such better days Days when I still felt alive We couldn't wait to get outside The world was wide, too late to try The tour was over we'd survived I couldn't wait till I got home To pass the time in my room alone

Hearing a muffled beeping sound, I opened my eyes I looked around seeing that I was in the doorway of my bathroom in my room I slowly got up but my hand slipped in a thick thing of liquid I looked to see what it was and saw red my eyes widen! 'What happen?' freaking out I felt this pain on my left arm and lifted it up to see a dark red dried up bloody crusty scar, coming back to the sound I put all of my weight on my right arm and got up grabbed a towel and raped it around my wrist and went to turn off my alarm it was 7:30 and if I didn't hurry I would be late but I didn't care anymore

After the shower and drying her hair she put a bandage on her wrist and put on a blue t-shirt and dark blue jeans, she put on her coverup to hide the Bruises on her neck, Slamming the last of the rocks she stumbled and grabbed her gray hooded jacket, she left her hair down and went down stair's to look for her books and then I remembered that they where at Koga's and just went out the door.

I walked down the long step of stair's and walked down the street looking behind me I could see a vague small red dot down the street and then I started to freak I think its Koga, so I ran down the street to hide in a bush, I heard the car zoom past and I was going to get up and run but then I heard the car come past the bush and stop, 'should I run?' I thought ' but he is fast ill never out run him' so I stayed in the bush, I heard some one get out and my heart started to beat faster I could feel it pumping hard.

"Hey I saw you kagome, now come out!" I heard the girl say and her voice sounded familiar to me, I poked my head out to see Sango smiling " there you are, I knew I saw you" she said stepping to me giving me her hand taking it "why did you come hear?" I asked,

"Well I wanted to give you a ride to school to make sure that you where ok, and Inuyasha and Miroku wanted to tagged along" Sango said pointing to the car walking with me to it

"This is not your car"

" Yea Inuyasha said we should take his because his car is faster"

She said as Miroku got out and opened the back seat for her to let her in, kagome was about to get in but he stepped in front of her ' ill sit in the back' he mouthed to her as he wiggled his eyebrow at kagome, he got in the back sitting with Sango

I know that Miroku likes Sango and she likes him but she is just a little too stubborn, the car started and we where off to school, I heard a loud slap and looked to my side and saw Inuyasha's doggy ears listening to what was going on, and his eyes looking in the review mirror to see, I looked back and saw a red hand print in Miroku's face.

"Sango I'm sorry my hand is cursed" as he raised his hand, Inuyasha started to laugh and that put a smile on my face but just a small one but I looked out the window, as we got to school no one was out side "fuck we are late" Inuyasha said turning off the car and getting out at the same time, I got out and waited for Sango and Miroku to get out, as Sango got out I looked at her " I don't have my books" I said looking down " I think they are still at Koga's" and after I said that I swear I could of heard Inuyasha growl

"We have the same classes" Inuyasha said walking over to me " hear take Mine" he put his books in my hands " I'll take them back at the end of the day and I'll go get your books form Koga's" he said his name with a low growl, I gave him a small smile "thanks" Sango and Miroku looked at me with wide eyes, I looked back at them and my smile faded, Inuyasha looked at them "What is your problem"

"Nothing" they said at the same time, he looked at them and raised his eyebrow at them questionably. The wind started to pick up and Inuyasha started to sniff the air 'shit' kagome saw what he was doing "K lets get to class" the worried girl said looking at them, every one nodded and started to walk up to the school, Sango looked at me 'do we need to talk?' she mouthed to me I shook my head 'are you sure?' 'Yes' I mouthed back, I looked forward and saw Inuyasha's ears back listing behind him and then they when back to normal.

(Last class and then lunch)

'I Kinda like math' I thought to my self 'but only when I get the problem' looking at the last math problem 'I don't get it' slamming my hand down "hey do you need help" Inuyasha whispered I almost didn't hear it, I looked at him and shook my head he looked at my paper and started to Wright on his paper,

he tapped his pen to get my attention I looked at his paper and he wrote the problem in a different way I smiled at him and wrote my answer down, 'thank you' I mouth to him, the bell rang and some people got up and ran out, I put my problem sheet on the teachers desk and walked out the door.

" So I take it that helped you?" Inuyasha said slowing down at his locker, he grabbed the books from my hands and put them in his locker "yes it did, thanks" I looked at him and he looked back " No problem" he looked at me looking me in the eyes I couldn't look away I felt like he saw right though me,

I felt someone put there hand on shoulder I flinched putting my arms up form the un-expecting hand, I looked over to see that it was Miroku "what you guys talking about?" he asked looking back and forth to me and Inuyasha "nothing" Inuyasha said looking away form me

"Kagome come walk with me" Sango said grabbing my Wrist and I yelp in pain and Sango looked at me with sorrow in her eyes " sorry I didn't mean to grab you that hard" she said letting go "its ok" I said looking at her

"Do you guys smell that?" Inuyasha said with wide eyes and his face up in the air "smell what? We are not like a Puppy" Miroku said with a smirk on his face as he punched him playfully, Inuyasha looked at Miroku and Miroku's eyes widen "Dude your eyes" Miroku said pointing to his face, I turned to looked at them and they where a light pink " what's going on"

Sango asked looking up, I slowly felt my self backing away from the group I guess I wasn't looking where I was backing into and hit a hard heated body I turned around to see that it was Koga I gasped "Hey slut, watch where your going" he said grabbing me by the jacket, he looked at me and started to sniff at me, his eyes widen as he smiled, he grabbed my wrist and I tried hard not to scream but let out a loud gasp

"Hey what the fuck are you doing to Kagome?" I heard a heavy voice yelled, I tried to look back to see who it was but I was thrown to the ground, I looked up and saw Sango grab me and cover over me and then I felt more weight pressed on me, I heard Miroku "we have to move its not safe hear" I felt the weight lesson and then I felt my self being pick up off the ground I opened my eyes and see that Miroku who was the one holding me and running away form the demon's that were about to tear each other apart.

I felt a tear fall from my face 'this is my fault' I saw Sango to the side of me and Miroku turned around when we heard the sound of some one being slammed in to the lockers, I looked to see Inuyasha in the lockers with Koga's hands raped in Inuyasha's shirt, Inuyasha lift his arms and pushed the wolf into the wall in front of him, the dog got out of the dented lockers and walked up to the wolf, he grabbed his arm and swung him around flying up and with all his force he pulled the wolf hard to the ground the hall way shook as the hard floor crumbled all around the wolf and dust flying in the air.

I watched Inuyasha fall to his knees I tried to get out of Miroku's arms until I felt this warm wrap around my stomach, I pulled my left arm looking at it seeing the dark crimson color I pushed on Miroku until he let me go, I put my legs down " he's still dangers" Miroku said grabbing my right arm "I don't care" I said as I yanked my arm away to brake free.

I started to run to the silver hair boy, I didn't feel my feet fall from out form under me as I felt the air breeze of air looking at the floor a warm body holding me as I closed my eyes, Inuyasha looked up at Miroku "we need to leave" he looked down at kagome in his arms, he stood up with her,

He started walking "where are we going to go?" Sango asked walking up to the boy "we could go to my place" Miroku said standing for his words "that's a good idea, you live alone" Sango said walking towards Miroku "we need to take care of kagome" she said looking at Inuyasha "lets go" the hanyo said waiting for them to fallow.

"Hey set her on Miroku's bed" Sango said fallowing Inuyasha up to Miroku's apartment, Sango had a bag of bandages with her, Inuyasha placed her on the bed and stood back to let Sango jump in "hey you guys need to go out wile I clean her up" she said pushing them out "but we want to see if she is ok" Inuyasha said "not now" she said and closed the door.

Sango looked at kagome sleeping body, she walked up to the bed and grabbed the bag and polled out a box of gauze and tape to help it stay on, she poled off Kagome's jacket, trying to be careful she cut off her shirt. She felt the tears starting to build up from what she saw, there where dark bruises all along her side and it looked like she had a broken rib she looked at her left arm and saw wrist and her tears fell, she took a wet cloth out of the bowl of warm water and started to wipe off the blood, she put some disinfecting on the cuts and grabbed the gauze and wrapping some cohesive bandage around Kagome's wrist,

Sango couldn't stop the tears from falling like rain from a cloud, she wrapped her ribs up so they could heal, Sango pulled the covers up on the bed and put it over kagome and took the bloody bandages and put it in the bag she had, she opened the door and went in to the living room and into the kitchen "hey how is she" Inuyasha got off the couch and fallowed Sango

Inuyasha was really worried about kagome, ' why does that girl make me want to make me feel?' he thought, he looked at Sango "I'm sure she'll get better after some sleep" Sango couldn't look him in the eyes "Sango what's wrong" Miroku asked grabbing her shoulder trying to her to look at him " what is going on Sango, tell us" Inuyasha said in a serious tone getting closer, "she…. She…. She…." 'I cant tell them she needs too tell them Its not my place to say' Sango thought, "she might have lost a lot a blood pail white" she said with half truth.

Inuyasha left the room and went to Miroku's room and opened the door to the room, what he saw made him growl a loud growl, he walked up beside her and he felt something like he did when he was fighting with Koga but he felt more out of control, his demon side, he looked at her face and felt peace, content and at ease, he sat on the bed next to her 'why would he do this to her?' he looked at her arm and saw how it was bandaged up, there was a softer growl coming form Inuyasha, then he saw that her chest was rapped up and he looked at Sango who was with him the hole time.

She knew what he was thinking but didn't know how to tell him.

The 2 standing by the bed looked at Miroku, Inuyasha was holding Kagome's hand in his hand not letting go as Kagome stirred in her sleep

"We should get her some medicine," Inuyasha said " Miroku come show me where they are"

"We will need to go to the store" Miroku said grabbing his keys, the front door close and kagome woke up looking at Sango "what did they see?" she asked looking down " I pushed them out before I started" she sat next to kagome "oh thanks" she said sitting up and looking around "where are we?"

"At Miroku's, he doesn't live far from my apartment. Funny!" Sango said getting up and looking out the window, she turned to look back at the girl in the bed "I could go get you some clothes from my place" she said walking back to the bed and sitting next to her, "sure" she got up out of bed pulling the purple sheet from the bed and saw some clothes on the floor close to the door "I would Expect Miroku's room to have naked girls posters all over his wall" kagome said walking out of the room, she walked down the hall and in to the living room she saw dark purple couches and a 72" plasma TV at the top and all around the room "what does he do?" she asked looking back at Sango, she shrugged her shoulders "I am going to get some clothes for you, k?" she walked up to kagome and put her hand on her shoulder "I'll be right back" she said and then walked out the door.

'Maybe ill take a shower' I thought now looking for a towel, I looked in a closet and found magazines of girls 'so much for being clean' I saw the towels and grabbed one, I found the bathroom at the end of the hall on the right side and opened the door and locked it, I put my towel on the rack and turned on the shower and I took the bandages off and my pants too, I got in to the shower and turned the cold water on high and dipped my head in to the spraying water, I saw my left arm when I opened my eyes and there where cuts and nail marks that cut in my skin, I closed my eyes and tears fell from the coffee color eyes 'I hate this life, I hate that mom is gone, that I live this kind of life, kami must not care or hate me' she thought as she started to hum a song.

"Hey Miroku lets hurry and get this shit and get the fuck out of hear" Inuyasha said looking at some medicine to get kagome, he found something that would help her grabbing it and went to go find Miroku and saw that he was in the magazines and looking a maximum magazine "hey lets going perv" he said grabbing the magazine and saw just a little familiar face, "OH MY fuck!" He ripped it out of the perv's hands "That's what I keep thinking" Miroku said, "Wow she's hot!"

"Fuck! She is gorgeous" Miroku said taking back the magazine "its mine!" Inuyasha started laughing at Miroku's words "I'm telling her what you said" Inuyasha said smirking as he dodged his punch " your walking home right?" he said walking right in front of Inuyasha as they walked out of the store with there bags in there hands walking to Miroku's gray with purple stripes two door car "Are you going to say something to her?" Inuyasha said looking over the top of the car putting his arms on top looking at Miroku, Miroku looked back at him "I will but not at this time, when she likes me" he said looking up "she is going to be my queen, I can feel it" he said shaking the magazine, Inuyasha just shook his head and got in the car "what? I'm just telling the truth" he said following lead.

I heard a knock at the bathroom door and before I could answer the door opened "hey I put your clothes on the sink" Sango said and left, I peeked my head out to see if she was really gone, I turned the shower off and grabbed my towel.

I came out of the bathroom with a long sleeve shirt with black and gray strips and blue jeans that hugged my curves "Sango?"

"I'm in the kitchen" I went in to the kitchen and watched Sango make coffee "do you want some?" I grabbed a cup as she poured it in the cup and filling it "where's the cream and sugar" I said watching as Sango set them on the table I grabbed the cup and made my coffee I looked at my sleeves and started to roll them up from not wanting to get blood on it "I'm sorry Sango" I said looking up "its ok, let me bandage that back up" she said as she left to get the stuff she came back and put the bandages on the table and sat down next to me.

When she got done "are you feeling better she asked polling my sleeve down, she looked at me "yes that shower helped me" I said looking and giving her a small smile "that's good" they both tuned there hear heads to see who spoke, they saw Inuyasha "you jerk!" Sango yelled "what the fuck did I do?" he said raising his hands up in the air "you scared us" she put her hands up like a gun and shot him "thank you for killing me!"

"Any time!" Sango said smiling and moving past him "so how is your arm?' he asked sitting at the table next to Kagome "its better" I said looking at my arm "I should get home" I said standing up "why do you have to go?" Inuyasha asked getting up and walking towards me and looked at me, I looked away "I have get my homework done and then clean the home" I said looking back at him I saw a shocked look on his face as I gave him the best face smile he didn't say anything.

Sango walked up behind me and grabbed my hand and started to pull me in to the bedroom "are you going to be ok?" Sango asked looking me strait in the eyes "yes I will call you if anything happens" and I gave her a small smile.

"I'm sure I'll be fine it isn't a long walk" he said moving to me the second time to day "I'll be fine, Sango tell Inuyasha I'll be fine" I said calmly looking at Sango "I'm not getting in to this" Sango looked at Miroku "ok ill see you guys tomorrow" I said walking out the door, I stopped at what I saw I heard the door behind me open and saw Inuyasha and heard him growl.

One of Koga's friends Hakkaku was in front of me "what do you want?" Inuyasha said with a growl "I was sent hear to give kagome a message from koga" he said looking form Inuyasha to me moving closer to me, Inuyasha grabbed me in a way that I almost didn't notice now behind him, he had his hands out on the door way to the side of him to block anyway to me. I looked behind me to see Miroku and Sango's eyes widen, Miroku was in front of Sango, he came from inside and moved next to Inuyasha and folded his arms like a tough guy,

"What do you want to tell kagome?" Inuyasha said through his teeth "that koga is in bad shape" Inuyasha smirked "So I did that to him, he should be dead" Inuyasha said smiling, "well there was an arrangement" Hakkaku said looking back a me, my eyes widen I put my finger over my mouth to shut him up, thankfully the boys in front blocking him didn't see " what are you talking about? Who arranged this?" Inuyasha said growling, I shook my head to tell him no,

"I don't know that's why I came hear" 'he lied! He did what I tolled him' "what are you doing" I herd a whisper I looked to see Sango to the side of me now I looked at Sango right in the eyes 'ok' she mouthed me "I'm going now sense no one knows" Hakkaku said baking away, Inuyasha walked up to him and "you find out anything about the arrangement tell me" the angry demon said in his face and nodded and walked away, Inuyasha turned around and looked at me "are you ok?" he asked walking to me " yes thank you" I said looking up at him

" I am going to take you home" Inuyasha said, "You can't walk home now that they found you hear" he pulled me with him out the door "Wait I want to say goodbye" I stopped in my tracks turning around pulling Sango in to a hug whispering "I may not be in school tomorrow" I hugged her tighter then I did before looking at her smiling softly I looked to Miroku

"Thank you for letting me sleep in your bed and use your shower" Kagome went to hug him

"Anytime!" he raised his arms up and hugged her back

Waving goodbye Inuyasha grabbed her hand and leads her to his car "I would feel better if I stayed with you" Inuyasha said opening the passenger door for her "Thank you, I would love too but.." she couldn't finish her sentence when he finished it for her "I know I know you have to clean" he looked away she got in and he went around and got in starting the car they drove in silence

He stopped at the same spot, "Thank you Inuyasha" Kagome reached over and hugged him and hurried and jumped out running down the street till he couldn't see her he started the car driving home

Walking up the steps to the house I saw a few cars parked with Naraku's 'is there a party going on?' I opened the door slowly listing for who was there I could hear 6 or 8 people in the house talking and laughing peeking my head threw the door no one was there taking my chance I hurried taking my shoes off running upstairs to my room closing my door

Looking out my bathroom window seeing a few people I didn't know but 2 guys Akago who Is Naraku best friend, we go to the same school but rarely talk, and his father Hakudoshi Aka The "White Child" the biggest drug dealer and crime lord are friends and partners in crime, I felt my hands start to shake I knew what I had to do to get what I want and he was facing the house so I closed the window and flashed the lights a few times so he could see

That was our code that I was in need I listened for him to excuse him self and come up stairs, I quickly got undressed and sat on my bed as I did I heard a quiet knock at my door "Come in" I said loud enough for him to hear

He came in and closed the door and stared at me with a smirk on his face "So your out already? And you want some more?" he spoke with laugher in his voice holding a bigger bag then last time "this is some new stuff and it should last you till next time" he threw it at me it's a lot stronger so be careful I got a new cook" he said taking off his gray tailored custom blazer

She watched him walk over to her undoing his tie getting up I wrapped my arms around him pulling him in to a deep kiss, this is the way he wants me to thank him I'll do it, with out removing my lips I unbutton his shirt pulling it off he gently pushed me to the bed reconnecting the kiss

I pulled his belt off and shoving his pants off kissing all the way back up to his neck I shoved my hands down his pants and played with his balls feeling his throat moan I made my way back down to his hips Kissing all the way around, he pushed his hips up He didn't like teasing he shoved my face in to his crouch I Lightly bit his thigh pulling his boxers off him He smiled and grabbed my hair in his fist yanking

I put him in my mouth sucking up and down moving my hands to his cool balls he let go when I put my hands down there grabbing on to the sheets it took him a few minutes to but when he did he shove his dick further down my throat and blew his load

He quickly pulled me to the bed face down in the sheets roughly shoving his still erected dick up my Ass he covered my mouth so when I screamed so it was muffled he bit the back of my neck as he pumped himself in and out of me feeling the pace quicken I moaned and we both where close to exploding out loads

Biting harder as he pumped harder muffling his and mine moans Cumming together he fell on top of me and relaxed pulling him self out "That is so worth the pay, I'll be coming over tomorrow" he grabbed his clothing and went in to my bathroom to putting his clothing back on I pulled my self under the covers and waited for him to leave

I put some pj's on before grabbing my kit and putting my rocks in there but a medium size rock crushing it up I smiled and slammed it down, 'he was right this stuff is a lot stronger' laying down with the needle still in my arm a rush of intense high 'I'll fuck him all day for this' pulling it out and putting it away in the hole behind my dresser I went to bed.

I hope you guys liked enjoyed this chapter! Ill try and hurry and fix the next one as fast as I can

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