Hey guys! Sorry, it was a very long break… -.- But you have to know that I am now in England for a year, so I had to get used to everything, School etc.
But finally, here it is: CHAPTER 4!
They walked in silence. But it was a nice kind of silence. Both of them knew that they didn't have to talk to each other. They just walked. After a while they passed a small café. Kyoya looked at her. "Do you want a coffee?" he asked. Haruhi looked back. "Actually I do, but you already paid for the meal and everything, so it's my turn to pay now." He smiled. "Oh Haruhi, you haven't changed." She smiled back. They sat down at a table that was apart from the others. The waiter came and they ordered. Haruhi smiled. "What is it?" Kyoya asked. "It's a strange time for coffee, isn't it?" Kyoya grinned. "Indeed it is. But I don't know when I will get the chance again to drink coffee with the wonderful Haruhi Fujioka." Haruhi looked at him in surprise. "I didn't know that Kyoya Ootori was making compliments to other people!" she said, grinning. "Oh, it depends who I'm talking to." He answered, also grinning. After they finished, they sat on their seats, looking at each other and listening to the music that was played by the little band. Suddenly, Kyoya stood up and came round the table. "May I have this dance?" he asked. Haruhi stared at him and blushed. But then she smiled and stood up. They walked over to the little space between the tables and the band. They started to dance. After a while, Kyoya pushed her closer, in a gentle but decisive way. She blushed again and was happy that he couldn't see her. She leaned her head against his chest, and so they danced. When the band finished the song Kyoya bowed. "It has been an honour." He said, smiling softly. Haruhi blushed. 'Again!' she thought. 'I should really stop that!' They continued their walk around the lake. "Kyoya, can I ask you something?" Haruhi asked. "Of course" he said. "Umm… was there ever something in your life, a decision or something you said that you regret?" She looked at his face but it was hidden in the dark. "My dear Haruhi, that question has the same answer as the one you asked me a few hour ago" he said after a few moments of silence. Haruhi looked at him with a questioning look. "What do you mean?" she asked. He smiled. "I'll tell you." He said. "But not yet." Inside of him something was screaming 'Tell her! Idiot, tell her!' But he ignored that voice. It was not the right time, and he wasn't sure whether there would be a right time at all.
They didn't talk on their way home. When they reached Haruhi's home, they sat in silence for a while. At last Kyoya said "I think you sould go. It's late, Tamaki will be worried." "… I think you're right..." And then, not thinking about was she was doing, Haruhi bent over and kissed Kyoya on the cheek. "Thank you for the evening" she smiled and went out of the car. She didn't turn around as she walked towards her house; she opened the door and went in the corridor. She closed the door behind her and leaned against it. 'What did I do? Why did I so that?' She tried to calm herself down. 'It was just the cheek' she told herself. And she tried to ignore the other part of her head, which was whispering 'Too bad. It should have been… BE QUIET!' she told herself before that picture could appear again. The picture that confused her since she saw Kyoya in her office for the first time. The picture of Kyoya and her, kissing.
In the car, Kyoya sat as straight as a pole, not moving because he was scared of destroying this moment. After a while his hand touched his cheek where Haruhi's lips had touched him. He smiled. Then he drove home, with a feeling he never felt before. It was love.
However, Haruhi laid on her bed, watching the sleeping Tamaki who laid next to her. And in the emotional chaos that was in her head, there were two feelings that were fighting. Love and guilt.
Alright, that was Ch. 4, I hope you enjoyed it!