A/N: Dude you guys will never guess what happened lol. I had chapters 4-6 complete and when I went to go get them... The file was corrupted and un-readable DX. So I had to rewrite chapter 4 again DX... o well... I think this versions better anyway lol. O and for all you guys wanting to know who 'advances' on him you find out now YAY! *Party* Thanks for all the reviews they actual help alot when I have writers block. I read them and go YAY people like my story XD. 3

Summary: Noah is having a hard time suppressing his feelings for cody… some one who he actually enjoys spending time with… but because no one truly knows he's gay at home he tries to hide it because his parents would disown him if they ever found out… dealing with Izzy's constant Nagging, Cody's adorable obsession with fixing the friendship and one other camper's advances he is thrown into the midst of confusion... a confusion that logic won't be able to help him with.

**Don't read if you don't like Boy love… seriously**

(Do not own Any of the total drama Island/action/world tour characters.)

Rated T for teen

Chapter 4: Hey Sexy

Noah sighed as he leaned back in his beach chair laptop carefully perched on his lap. This was his favorite time of day, early morning. The glow of orange in the sky as the sun began to peek through, making the ocean shine. It was as though the atmosphere itself was mirroring his new found good mood. He loved getting up before the sun. And though he didn't get much sleep the night before, getting up before everyone else was worth a day of lacking sleep. He could always just lie around, and no one would be the wiser because of his lazy nature. Back at home this was the only way he could ever really get some time alone. But he didn't mind getting up, listening to the silence as the only sound that could be heard was the distant song birds, he knew it was worth it.

"Just as we see in our current society, one person (usually female) transforms herself in to the "queen bee" using the others around her as pawns. And it is strange how most people despise said queen bee, and yet they all long for her approval and praise. Allowing themselves to be used as pawns…"

Noah smiled softly to himself, finally he could get back to his writing. Izzy was right, though he would never admit it to her, he did need to admit it to himself. His affection for Cody though, condemnable by most standards, was part of him. And it was a waste of energy trying to suppress it the way he was. Though he was not ready to admit it aloud, nor would he ever act upon it, this was one step closer to accepting who he was. He lifted his fingers off of his laptop and gazed up at the sky sighing. Even with his good mood, one thought still plagued his mind… What was he going to do when he saw Cody?

This one situation was more drama than he's had in his entire life. He always avoided drama of his own. Though he did enjoy watching other people's drama play itself out, usually exploding in their faces. And when it did he always had a front row seat to the action. But this was different, it wasn't like when his older twin sisters found out that they were dating the same guy, or when his second oldest brother wreaked his dad's car. No this was different, those things were fights waiting to happen, this on the other hand was nothing but silent pain that lead to disappointment. Laughing dryly to himself he thought, figures a show called total drama would add drama to even my life.

"What are you laughing about?" Noah jumped turning to find Justin standing there in all his glory. His body Silhouetted perfectly by the sun behind him, his broad shoulders smoothly leading into his narrow hips. His glowing blue eyes a perfect contrast to his dark skin. Physically Justin was perfect.

But even so Noah was not going to turn himself into a screaming fan girl like Katie and Sadie. And that was with out noting the fact that Justin's pretty boy lack of intelligence was a major turn off. Groaning he gazed back to his laptop. "Figures, when I finally have some time to myself some one has to come by and ruin it…"

But to his dismay Justin didn't get the hint, but instead placed himself down in the beach chair directly beside his. "I know what you mean… I never get anytime to myself…"

Noah spoke sarcastically showing every ounce of disdain for his current situation. "I figured you loved the attention. After all you rip off your shirt at a moment's notice to show off your rock hard abs, your over all 'sexy' body." He didn't have time for this, Cody would wake up in the next couple of hours, and he still hasn't decided what he was going to do when he saw him. "And with your shirt on you are willing to flash your 'Dazzling' smile at any girl willing to look at you…"

"You really think I'm sexy." Noah turned back in shock to find Justin smiling at him. Obviously his sarcasm was lost on him. Groaning Noah turned back to his laptop. Why couldn't people just leave him alone? Was that so much to ask? But to his dismay Justin just moved in closer smiling at him. "You know I think you're sexy too." Noah jerked back nearly falling over. Did he really hear that right? Justin the male god, just called him sexy. It had to be a joke.

He would have to be blunt. Inhaling deeply he spoke in his usual monotone fashion as he gathered his things. "Obviously my sarcasm was lost on you. So I will have to be blunt. I do not find you attractive, mostly because I'm not gay…" He stood up and began to walk away as he spoke.

Before he could finish his sentence Justin let out a laugh of his own. "Not gay… are you sure about that…" This caused him to stop. What was everyone's obsession with his sexuality?

Noah glared at him, insulted hand on his extended hip. "What makes you so sure I am gay?"

To his dismay Justin walked over to him and ripped off his shirt. With a quick flip of his smooth dark hair, Noah was soon reminded of why everyone fawned over him. His body was perfect as his tan skin glistened in the sunlight. Every muscle of his body accented by the shadow and light of the sun rise, his face's perfect bone structure, his strong arms, his well molded pecks, his perfectly defined abs, Noah felt his face grow warm as he took it all in. "Not gay huh?"

Blushing he shook his homoerotic thoughts away and glared directly at Justin, his face solid. Speaking with his usual sarcastic tone he answered him back. "It's like a train wreak… no one can look away."

But instead of taking the bait, Justin just walked closer to him. "Why do you feel the need to lie to me…" Noah's body tingled as Justin's blue eyes were gazing into his. Justin was so close he could feel his breath on his face.

"W-what are you doing?" And just like everything else, it smelled like mint, perfect. Noah stood speechless unsure what to do, no one has ever come on to him before. All he could do was blush as Justin gently held his face one hand moving to play with his hair. And slowly Justin's face began to inch slowly closer to his. Noah falling under his spell closed his eyes slowly. There was something about those eyes blue and beautiful… just like Cody's.

Noah snapped back into reality quickly pushing Justin away. What was he doing? This was the very thing he was trying to prevent. Noah spoke monotone glaring up at Justin. "What the hell is wrong with you? I'm a guy."

But to his surprise Justin just smiled down towards him. "You didn't seem to have a problem with that a few minutes ago."

Noah glared showing all his irritation. "I'm not gay." The last person he wanted to know about his 'problem' was Justin. Least of all on a reality show… Why did they all pressure him to come out? He wasn't ready. At least Izzy just wanted him to admit it to himself. But why was Justin so interested now? He had to get him away, out smart him. And with that simple thought he remembered the one thing Justin held over all else. His good looks. "And if I was… I don't think I'd find you attractive. I wouldn't be into pretty boy morons like you."

"You don' t find me attractive?" To this Justin glared falling right into Noah's trap. Justin would get the idea he wasn't interested and move on. And if it is a game like Noah knew it was he would give up knowing Noah won't fall for it. Justin seemed like the kind of guy who always got what he wanted, but never had to work for it. Plus with his observations from the show he also noticed that because of how easily everything came to him, he would give up if things required effort. So with all he knew, now was the time for him to leave and never look back. But to his surprise Justin just smirked. "Leme guess you are only into geeks like Cody." Noah was taken back by his statement but held his face firm.

Justin had no proof and though Izzy had told Eva, she hadn't told anyone else. For now it was just between the three of them. "I don't know what you're talking about…" He was obviously playing off the incident on the show. "Look the incident on the show meant nothing… and if you are playing off of that than you are dumber than you look…" Noah smirked sarcastically when his statement was complete.

But to his surprise Justin just smiled. "I'm not as dumb as you think I am Noah…" Noah's body froze in shock as Justin reached out for his hand. "I saw you last night… Crying out to the sea, in a desperate attempt to get over Cody…" Noah tried to pull his hand out of Justin's grasp but couldn't. Justin just brought his trapped hand it to his lips. Smiling against them he spoke softly. "You just looked so lonely and sad… so beautiful." Noah's eyes widened in shock, did he really hear that right? "Noah, I thought you were just a sarcastic jerk. But when I saw you, the moon glowing off of you the way it did. I just knew I had to have you…" Noah blushed as his hand tingled from the kiss, he had never heard anything so sweet in his life. And the glow in Justin's eyes caused his body to melt. But no he couldn't have this.

This was a game it had to be, he didn't know much about Justin's personality other than his observations. After all the boy barely spoke. But it all seemed too perfect. And that was out adding the fact, he couldn't reveal his orientation to anyone…. Least of all on a TV show. Yes they were out of the competition but there could still be cameras lurking around. Noah pulled at his hand finally freeing it. Keeping his face solid he spoke firmly. "I don't know what you are talking about… Leave me alone… I'm not gay nor do I find you attractive." Smirking Noah waved Justin off walking away from him. "After all the only reason you want me is because you can't have me…"

He made his way into the hotel holding himself firm as he stepped in to the elevator. It wasn't until the doors closed that Noah finally lost his composure. Realizing how close he came to revealing his secret. Exhaling he leaned back onto the elevator wall gripping his chest. Whispering softly as he released his breathe. "That was too close."

A/N: Noah admits it to himself... but not ready to admit it to others yet... poor Noah :(... any ways R&R and Interweb cookies and love 3 to all you guys who did X3 (:::)-Ritz XD