Hey guys so here it is another chapter. Hope you guys like it. So theres a slight change in the format of this story its… casual. Its from my point of view. So plz forgive me if I say something to offend anyone.

Jo just stood there standing for what seemed like hours, though only a few minutes had passed since Castiel had left her.

She was tired so badly tired… so terribly tired. Tired of crying and weeping. Weeping for all the things she remembered and now she knew that she would have to explain each and everything to Sam and Dean. But not right now she was just too tired, she just wanted to go to sleep. Just one more day where she knew the Winchester boys would look at her like she really is. Ones they knew the truth. Ones she told them who she really is they would look at her with pity in their eyes. The last thing Joanna Beth Harvelle wanted from Dean Winchester was his pity.

Jo was scared. Scared to look up and see that they were expecting her to explain. These were the moments when she missed hi so much. Her father. God.

'Care to explain what the hell is going on?' Dean said in a harsh tone. She could hear it and she knew she deserved it. But she couldn't take it anymore.

'I'am yours.' Jo said simply 'I don't know how to say it any other way Dean. You and me we're meant to be together. So… yeah… I'm yours- in every sense of the way.'

'That's intresting… I guess.' Sam said looking at Jo and Dean back and forth like Jo was going crazy.

'Intresting? INTRESTING? What the hell is going on?' dean said now getting angry

'I would tell you everything if you just stopped screaming at me like a freaking crazy person.'

'You know what Jo… Fine. I'm all ears. Explain. Start with how your back from the dead?'

'Why Dean did you think that the Winchesters were the exclusive part of the group. Well don't worry. There's nothing you need to worry about because you know what I'm kind of a Winchester myself so…' that's when Jo realized what she had said without even thinking and she mentally slapped herself for it.

She looked at the boys and saw that Dean was staring at Sam and Sam was staring at Dean secretly both thinking if the other had done something stupid.

'Oh don't beat yourself up for it. Just let me rest and I'll explain everything first thing tomorrow. And no this is not u for discussion.' Jo added when she saw sigh of protest from the older Winchester.

Jo was dreading the morning. She didn't know how she was gonna do it. Tell everything hat she had leart during her trip to hell. She herself had been shocked.

When she had died that day she was all ready to go to heaven. Well she had hoped at least, but instead of going to heaven she had ended up in the cage.

Michael and Lucifer had welcomed her as if welcoming an old friend.

She remembered being confused and scared. She cursed herself for thinking that she would get to go to heaven though she couldn't imagine why God would do something like this to her. Hadn't she saved the life of many people.

She had looked at them and now she laughed thinking how scared she had been.

Well… the thing was that Jo was what normal people might call the "daughter" of God.

She was supposed to be the last Angel. But something went wrong. She heard (even she didn't know if this was true or not) that she had been left way too long to be prepared that what normally took an average angel.

A normal angel took 3 months max 5 months to grow. Well that's how long God let them rest before He assigned them duty and what not. But not in the case of Jo. Well what happened was that when Jo was being made God apparently had been very busy. He sort of forgot about her. Jo personally thought that He was trying to experiment a little with her.

What God did was He let Jo, the supposedly last angel rest for longer than He would let a normal angel rest. Almost 9 months. And coincidently that's how long it takes for a living thing to develop emotions. Actually Jo was the one who gave God the idea for mankind.

Now that Jo thought about Michael and Lucifer she didn't think of them as perhaps the rest of the world would. she thought of them as friends. Lucifer had been the first angel who had seen her. Immediately she had realized that he had been God's favourite. It had been quite obvious even as a person who didn't know anything at the time it had been obvious that she had been a big deal. Then when Lucifer had told Michael she had realized that Michael was important to Lucifer.

Jo still remembered how she had spent time with both the brothers. But even then she realized she had loved Lucifer but she had been in love with Michael.

But everything had gone wrong and then before she knew it Lucifer had told her that he loved her. That's how she knew that angels had feeling because Lucifer had fallen in love with her. But she had been in love with Michael and that's when the two angel brothers that had ones been inseparable started fighting and when God had told her that she was to choose Michael of the two but no one was to know she had been confused but very happy.

They had been so in love. He had been so nice to her throughout the entire years that they had been together. But then Lucifer had seen them together ones talking and holding hand and sneaking kisses.

That's when the real fight between the brothers had started. Then Lucifer's humiliating comments had also started. Till then God had started the making of Earth and its creatures.

When Lucifer first realized that God was creating more of the thing that Jo was…well just without the powers and with emotions. And his wrath and tantrums when he had realized that they could produce and make their own offsprings.

He had been so sure that human beings would be corrupt it had been like someone had stabbed Jo at her back. A friend at that. It had hurt so much to know that he had hated her that much.

Michael had then come to her rescue. Comforting her and keeping Lucifer in control. But in the end Lucifer stopped listened to him.

Then when God had started making humans Lucifer had went on and tortured the human soul and tempered with it in such a way that she had become from a priest's daughter, Lilith to a demon.

When Jo had heard what he had done she had wept and wept. It was the first time she had discovered that emotion. It had rained on Earth that day. In fury God had put Lucifer in a horrible cage. Later which she had discovered was Lucifer's own creation. He had planned on trapping and torturing Michael his own brother there. While all of this was going on in Heaven she had been so depressed. Michael had given her a suggestion that she could forget all that pain. She refused.

Michael had wanted her to take a human form forget all the pain.

She couldn't have lived without Michael so Michael had given her an essence of his own grace and put it in a pregnant women's belly. His name was William. The year had been 1859. it had been in London.

Now the year was 2012 and she had for the first time after being born almost 7 times remembered everything.

Yes, the year was 2012 and the name of Michael's grace this time was Dean Winchester.

So… I hope everything is now clear. I really have tried to put up everything. I hope I made everything clear now. Plz let me know if I forgot to put up anything or if I didn't make something clear. Ill be waiting for your review.

N I know what you guys are waiting for. The story is rated M after all. Just one more chapter and then you guys will get what you wanna read. Smut between Dean and Jo…

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