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"Close your eyes! Stop cheating Aurox I can see you are peeping" Damien has been acting giddy all night which is exactly the reason why I love him, his passion for life.
It has been around a month since we started going out, some people still are not exactly happy about it, I don't know whether it is because we are gay the fact the I was created from Darkness. I spend most nights down in the tunnels with him and tonight was one of those nights. We were all having a Borne marathon snuggling up on the limited amount of couches. After all the films were finished and we were all tired Damien decided to cover up my eyes with his soft hands and lead me to somewhere. I always got lost in the tunnels so ultimately I was putting all my trust in him.
"We are here!" Damien peeled his hands away from my face and rested them on my waist. I gasped. We were stood in the doorway to his room and laid out in front of my eyes was a perfectly clean and tidy room with many bookcases. The part that took away my breath was a giant mahogany four-poster bed sat in the middle of the room. Damien stood up on his tip toes and whispered in my ear
"Stay with me honey. Don't go out on the streets for another cold night, I'll keep you warm…always. His kissed my neck tenderly as a smile crept across my lips. He thought of lovely things such as this which made my life worth living. He really cared about me and nobody ever had before in my life, I had only been used to gauge out somebodies eyeballs but I have never shared a bed with the boy I love.
I turned around slowly and his hands stayed planted on my waist. I leant down and kissed him softly on the lips and murmured
"Thank you love, you do not know what this means to me. I am eternally grateful". Damien's hands slipped from my waist to my hands as he gently led me to the bed. We sat down on the edge of the bed and the smile on his face had been exchanged with a sombre expression.
"Honey I haven't told you everything about myself. I try and lock this certain part of my past away; I try and hide from it." Damien's eyes were becoming wet with tears.
"What is it love? You know you can tell me anything, right".
"I have loved another man, I still think a part of me loves him even now. It has only been a few months since Jack died. I will never get over his death and it will always upset. I loved him very much and he was stolen away from me before we could start our lives together…" By this point Damien has tears freely rolling down his face and I reached out to wipe them away.
"Love, I don't care if you have loved hundreds of other men and you have nothing to be ashamed of. As long as right now you love me and nobody else then we will be together. I cannot fill the hole in your heart that Jack left behind but I will spend the rest of my life trying to." Damien looked up at me and said
"Honey, I love you".