Thana was siting up in his room in anteiku that the ghouls let him use. he was trying to find a way back to satoba, I can't just walked back to satoba with these humans out there plus that would be one hell of a walk he thought in despair. also the problem with his new powers was getting worse he was starting to here a voice. wen ever he went to sleep he would dream about this kid with white hair. the kid called him self kaneki he kept telling thanatose to do things and would sometimes even take over him wen he got hungry. thana noticed that this kid almost looked like him but with a much darker personality. as thana sat there trying to think kaneki began to talk to him, thana you look hungry lets go out and eat he said in his head. thana just shook his head, you are not real your are just in my head. kaneki grinned, oh I'm just as real as you are thana now come one lets go out and play, you did it in satoba he said trying to convince thana to kill. thana hasn't eaten in tow days and it has shocked the other ghouls. normally it would be hard for a ghoul to go this long with out a meal but thana was no normal ghoul. with his jinro powers mixed with his ghoul one's he can go much longer with out food. plus his healing and durability are much higher then any normal ghoul. it turns out that metal cant brake a ghouls skin and just like shiki the heal faster then humans. but thana was different, he had the durability of a ghoul and the healing of a shiki making him almost invincible. thana had learnt this wen he met one of these doves.
A few weeks ago
thana was walking around late at night. he had been told to be careful of the men with the silver briefcases but he wasn't all that concerned about them. lately he had problems with controlling his ghoul side so went out to hunt. this wasn't something he liked to do often but it was starting to get painful. so went out hunting he wasn't new to hunting humans because he did it all the time in satoba with megumi and junko. he had been walking around for a while wen he finally spotted his target. it was a middle aged man in his late forties thana was drooling just thinking about his meal. thana stalked the man until he got to his apartment and thats wen he struck. the man didn't even have time to blink and than was on him. as soon as thana had him he sunk his fangs right into the mans neck and started to drain him dry. but that's wen the ghoul side kicked in. as soon as the blood hit thanas mouth that triggered the transformation from shiki to ghoul. thana started to turn into his new form and started to devour the man alive. in his feeding state thana failed to notice some one walk by who saw the horrific sight and called the CCG. by the time the man had arrived thana had finished his meal and now had blood dripping down his horrifying face. the dove stopped wen he saw just how big thana really was, thana turned to the man and whipped out a long tong and growled. this made the dove shake in fear thana then looked at the sky and saw the sun coming up. hmm, lungs eyes and and heart so many snacks so little time he said and lunged for the man. thana knocked the dove's weapon away and lifted him up by his throat. the dove shook in fear and asked, what are you?'' thana grinned, we are toxen he said and the man with his long tong. the man reached in to his pocket and grabbed a knife stabbing thana with it. but it didn't work the knife just broke into witch scared the dove even more. thana just grinned even more and then out of no ware bit into the doves right shoulder making him scream in pain. soon though he stopped moving not because he was dead because he was paralyzed thana's bite had injected a venom. thana then through the man one the floor, what did you do, why cant I move the dove asked worried. thana just smiled a toothy smile, that simple our bite has a neurotoxin in it that paralyzes you it makes you more easy to devour he explained. it also slowly kills our pray over time, nobody will find you until its to late but if they do, tell them that toxen was the one who did this to you he said and ran of into the night. he headed to anteiku to get some rest, never in his life had thana been this vicious. not even wen he was after ozaki this was something different and he new it. wen he got to anteiku he transformed back to normal, wow that was weird, I have never been like that before it was like i was another person he said to himself. no its just my body adapting to the me being half he said trying to brush it of as something normal. he walked in and the sat toka with curios look. thana looked at her, whyare you looking at me that way? '' he asked bluntly. she smirked, well for one ware were you and tow why6 the hell do you have blood all over you she asked in sarcastic tone. thana growled, none of your concern now leave me alone hye said annoyed. she got up and walked over to him, look I don't know what kind of family you came from but here at anteiku we watch out for etch other she said in anger. thana's eyes turned red he was pissed, look little girl in case you haven't noticed I'm been taken away from my family he said angry. my wife and daughter back at home fighting a war all alone with out me to help them he said. toka was taken back by this and felt bad for the way she acted, look I sorry okay your right I have been acting selfish lately she admitted. thana calmed down, toka my family is the most precious thing in my life and all I wan't is to go back to them he said almost in tears. toka felt bad for him here is a guy who is stuck miles away from his home. plus his wife and kid are all alone to fight a full on ware all by them selves it truly was a sad sight. she walked up to him and put her hand on his shoulder, thana look I'm truly sorry about what I said but if there's one thing I know it's that you have to be strong she said trying to make him feel better. he smiled, you know I think the reason I hate you so much is because you remind me of her he said with a sad smile. she looked at him with a curios face, what so you mean I remind you of her who are you talking about she asked. he smiled, you remind me of my wife she always had this never give up attitude he said smiling. this made toka blush, ha '' ha you don't say well whats your wife like she asked. thana just smiled, well its hard to put in to words how amazing she is he said smiling. she is beautiful with skin as white as the moon and eyes as red and black as blood he siad with a dreamy look. I knew her before she became a shiki and she was beautiful then to. wen she died I was crushed but I was soon reunited with her wen she rose up. it was at that moment that we both knew that no matter what happened we would never give up. so we joined up with the shiki and started to kill of the villagers one by one and turning them. it wasn't long before me and megumi came onto a problem we realized that while she would live forever I would not thana explained. toka smiled she was really enjoying this story of his, so how did you deal with it?'' she asked. thana sighed but smiled, well we did the only thing we could do I had her turn me. we didn't want to do it because of the risk and that's that not everyone rises up. but we did it anyway because we didn't want death to tear us apart ever again. as with everyone who gets bit I past out and because she loves me so much megumi never left my side. she sat at my bedside for days and it seemed Iwould never wake up. she was about to give up hope wen she heard my voice and I asked her, whats wrong?'' I asked smiling. she gasped and hugged me crying tears of joy. it took me some time to get used to being a shiki. but it turns out I was a special kind of shiki called a jinro witch for me was a good thing. this men't I could walk around in the sun with out burning up and also I could eat normal food. but like all shiki I did have to at some point drink human blood so it was up to megumi to teach me how to hunt. it didn't take me long to learn and soon I was killing almost every night. I would always have megumi with me and we had so much fun together. however it would soon be cut short wen one night we had some fun in bed, after witch megumi got pregnant. we were both happy yet worried about this, happy because we were gonna be parents but worried because it turns out that there's a reason that shiki don't have kids. toka was just captivated by his story, why don't they have kids is because they are dead/''she asked curios. thana shook his head no, no its because in order for the baby to be born it needs to feed of its mother. but not from food but from blood, we were told that the baby would drain megumi of her power and her body would give give out before she could deliver. but she was willing to take the risk to make sure our baby came into this world. in the days to come you could tell she was slowly losing strength but she didn't care, because despite her pain she was happy to bring our baby into the world. however it pained me to no end knowing that if she died this time she was gone forever. though shiki cant't die of age or illness wen it came to giving berth they can, because they are basically giving all ther string to the the person growing inside them. by the end of her pregnancy megumi was almost completely drained of all her strength and looked like she was about to die. it broke my heart to sse her like that but to my surprise she was smiling. but that didn't last long all of a sudden she screamed in pain and puked up blood. I knew what was happening the baby was coming, I ran down stairs to get our friend chizuru she rushed to megumi and told me to wait out side. I didn't wan't to leave but I knew she needed to help megumi so I did as told and left. I at down stairs one the couch with all our friends and family around me. all i could think about was megumi and our baby, I guess in this kind of situation what ells is there to think about. all we could hear was the sound of megumi's screams. but then it stopped and we heard a baby's cry, I saw chizuru come down the stairs with blood all over her and a sad look on her face. I only had one question, is megumi okay?'' she looked down, thana dear I don't know if she is or not she passed out from all the pain, but if I were you I would go and see her while you you can chizuru said sadly. this just broke me and I ran up the stairs to our bedroom. I ran in to our room and there I saw her lying on our bed asleep. next to her was a crib with our daughter in it, I ran over to he side and tryed to shake her awake, come one megumi you have to survive what about all our dreams and our little girl I cried. I gripped her hand, do you remember wen we first started dating we told each other our dreams I said with a sad smile. you told me yours was to go to the city and be a model, and mine was to one day save animals I said laughing a bit. just then I felt her squeeze my hand and I looked up un hope. I kept reminding her of our dreams and our baby and it seemed to be working, she's not gonna give up I wont let her I said. the more I talked to her the more she got better util finally her eyes opened. it was like our love its self saved her, wen she opened her eyes she smiled up at me, hay hansom she said weakly. I smiled back and hugged her crying into her shoulder, oh megumi I thought I lost you again I said crying. she hugged me back, don't worry thana I'm not going any ware she said crying. then we heard a little cry and we remembered our baby, I walked over to her and picked her up. I held her in me arms and brought her over to megumi who took her with a warm smile. I laid down beside her, so what should we name our new little bundle of joy I asked smiling. megumi thought for a moment, hmm'' what about junko she said smiling down at of little girl. I smiled, alright junko enoshima shimizu it is I said happily. the rest of the moths were spent raising our rapidly growing daughter. shiki offspring grow up very fast so by the time she was a one month old she was already the size of a four rear old and by three months she was already a teenager. she also had split personality's witch could switch between at will, she also was unbelievably powerful some say she could even over power me wen she gets older. we first found out how much power she had wen we invaded our enemy's house to try and end him. we were at a stand still I tried to make peace with him but he kept resisting and cutting me off. this upset junko greatly she told him to shut up but he wouldn't listen to her. she walked towards him and we noticed that junko had a purple ora around her and her eyes were black with blue rings in them not red. I also noticed that as she walked the grass beneath her feet began to die. it was like she was death its self, she walked up to ozaki and lifted hum by his neck. she was about to bite him wen I stopped her. it wasn't long after that me and megumi became the king and queen of the shki. we led them and started to kill of the humans one by one but that went both ways, with every villager we killed they kill one of us. but we were not gonna give up they were gonna pay for there disrespect and for all the shiki they killed. we were gonna launch full scale attack on satobba and kill them all. sadly my plans were ruined wen I was knocked out and sent here thana said finishing his story.
toka was in tears at hearing thana's story this guy had truly been through hell. oh my god thana you really went through all that for them she asked shocked. he nodded, yes they are my world and I would give anything to be with them again he said looking down. toka knew what it was like to have someone you love taken away from her. wen she and her brother were just little there dad disappeared. they were left to fend for them selves and it was long before her brother went of one his own. she smiled up at him, look thana I know your hurting but like I said, you have to be strong and I promise than we will do every thing we can to get you home she said encouraging. thana sighed, thank you toka and I'm sorry I snapped its just all the stress I've yhad to deal with he admitted, and to answer you question I was out hunting he said. now if you don't mind I would like to get some rest he said ajnd walked by her. he headed up stairs and passed out on his bed. all he could think about was his family and how they must be dealing with him being gone.
present
time
thana still couldn't believe the way he had acted while he was feeding, I have never been that evil wen I feed something isn't right he thought. but he wasn't the only one doing the thinking, the voice in his head was still whispering things. thana held his head in frustration, stop telling me to do things I can't just hurt people like that and devour them he said in anger. the voice just chuckled ha '' ha look into my eyes thana it said. just then thana felt really cold annd then a dark shadow came out of him and flouted in front of him. wen it took form there standing was a kid about his age with white hair and black finger nails. we can do what ever we want do we have a deal he said to thana smiling evily. thana stated to back away from this evil version of him shelf, what do you want from me? '' he asked scared. the other boy smiled, I want to do what you cant to get us back home and to do that you have to stop fighting me the boy said. thana shook his head no, no your a monster last time I let you out and transformed we devoured a person thana said scared. the boy sighed look you have to eat if your gonna be a ghoul other wise your gonna go insane from hunger its just that simple the boy explained. plus in case you haven't noticed there are people out there willing to kill us, so we need to do what ever it takes to get stronger he explained. thana just sighed why me why to I have to be the one who has to live this curse he asked almost crying. the boy sighed, I don't know but this is what your life is now we are one and theres nothing you can do to stop it the boy explained. thana sighed again, then I guess I only have tow choices, ether I work with you and face this like a man or I try to fight you and lose everything thana said thinking. he really didn't have a choice he3 had to just deal with it. okay I'll work with you but only because I have no choice and I need you to help me get home he said. the boy smile, you made the right choice thana and trust me everything will go right in the end the boy said with a evil grin. thana looked at him with question, by the way whats your name if you don't mind me asking thana said bluntly. the kid smiled, my name is ken kaneki but you can call me ken he said with a smile. ken then turned back into a shadow and went buck into thana. this whole thing was just to much for thana to handle. he was starting to wonder if he would ever see his family again he knew was that he missed them dearly. but he had to wonder what would they think of him wen they saw him in his new form. he guessed he would find out wen that time come, but for now all he could do is hope that there okay and that one day soon the would be together again.