Here I am again.

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Monica had just moved to Nana's apartment. It was hard to convince her parents but her and Nana did it.

Mon arrived to NYU to met Ross for them to go together to their parents house. Now that they are older, they become closer, and now they aren't always fighting like they did when they were kids.

And she knocks in the door of his brother's dorm, no one answers. So she enters the room and sits in one of the beds. She looks around and sees a diary in the table, she remembers that when Ross was little, he kept a diary, but she never thought he still has it.

So Monica stands up, pick it and starts to look a the pages and stops in the last entrance and she starts read it:

My day sucked. I had stupid, boring classes all day. And it's a friday night and I don't have plans. So I'm stuck in my dorm alone because Ross is out again with Carol.

And finishing reading this she comes to the conclusion that the diary is Chandler not Ross. So she closes it, put it in the same position it was before and comes back to bed to wait for Ross.

In the moment she sits, she starts to think and remembers that she saw her name, when she thought it was Ross's diary, she didn't care. But now it was Chandler's, the guy she likes. But then she shakes it of, it wasn't hers.

Had pass almost 5 minutes, and for most that the try to forget it, she couldn't, her mind continue to go there, so she gives up, she doesn't care, she goes picks the diary and sits in the table, and starts to look for her name. And she sees it and starts reading:

January 7

She immediately remembers that date, was a day like this, she was waiting for Ross, but that time, she wasn't alone, Chandler was with her and they went out. And she continues reading:

I just got back to the dorm, after one of the best afternoons of my life. And I'm gonna start telling her since the beginning. Monica had come to dorm, looking for Ross, he was going with her to their parents house. (I just have to say, they see their parents to much. Or maybe I'm jealous because I see my mother like two times a year, not counting the TV appearances and I don't see my father in 3 years. Ya, maybe, it's jealousy. Now let me continue with my best afternoon.) But it looked like that Ross had forget, because he had gone out with Carol in a big date, he said to me that he was going to be out for like 5 hours. And now she was mad, because she had to go back to her apartment and then go back. So I offered me to take her to the movies, she accepts and we walked to the movies, it's winter but it was a beautiful afternoon. We went to see a comedy, we laugh, talk, made fun of the people in the cinema and share a popcorn bucket and now this will sound so girly, but nobody is gonna read this,

And Monica reading this fell a little bit of guilt but she knows that now she can stop, so she continues:

So what I have to say is that I love the way that my hand brush in hers, the first time was not in purpose but some of the next ones were, but I have a good reason, I just love the way that she blushed and a little smile formed in her lips in a genuine way, it's beautiful, she's beautiful. (sounds girly, doesn't it).

And now Monica is even more blushed, her cheeks are completely red. And she turns her attention again to the book.

When the movie was finished, we still had time, so I offered to take her to eat something, even if I could see, she was hungry, I think she still resents me for calling her fat, I would love to know what to do for her to forgive me, before she could not be as beautiful as she is now, but her personally was the same and that is what I like more on her, her spirit. But I didn't push her to it so we decide to go back to the dorm, we started walking but I see her yawn, so I said it was better for us to take the bus, first she said no, I try I little bit more and finally she given up, she's really stubborn. The bus we take it wasn't direct, it took more time, 30 minutes, and that means more time with her.

And we talk for a little, but in less than 5 minutes, she fall asleep, and I just stay there looking at her. She looked like a angel, she was so calm and serene. Her head was resting in my shoulder, my arm was around her back and with her hand in her waist. And I just stay like that, looking at her like I did in that night in the Christmas break. (I wish I would be sure the meaning of what Rachel said.) And in my mind the only thing I could thing it was that I like her, I like her very much, but then it heat me she's out of my league and worst, she was ROSS'S LITTLE SISTER, and all the guys know the code, never date ex-girlfriends, sisters or mothers of your friends. The only girl I have ever care about, I never could have.

We were finally close to the college, so I decided to wake her in a very soft way, I rubbed my finger in her cheek and whispered her name very softly and she opens her eyes slowly, her eyes are so blue. We walk until the dorm and wait for Ross for more half hour, and during that name we talked about everything. And when he finally came, she lied saying that she had just wait for like 10 minutes (it's not weird she lied, we never told Ross about us being friends, I don't know why, but we did) and then they left. And now here I am writing this. So that's the story of one wonderful afternoon with the most beautiful girl I ever met.

Monica had finished but she wants to read more, she couldn't believe that he likes her, but in that moment Ross enters, what makes her remember, the reason that they kept their friendship a secret, he's over protective of her. But Ross wakes her from her daydreams.

"Mon, are you here long?"

"No. Half hour maybe."

"Sorry. I was in the library I lose track of time."

"It's not a problem. But we should go."

They walk to the car and when they enter, she casually asks:

"The dorm was empty. Normally Chandler is there."

"He was at the library with me. I was reading a article about dinosaurs and he was studying for a big test. But why do you care?"

"I was just curious. So are things going with Carol?"

"It's going good. I really like her. Are you seeing someone?"

"No."

"I know you, Mon. That no, means more."

"No."

"Ok. I understand, you don't wanna tell all your love life to your brother. So how's Rachel? Is she dating someone?"

"Ross, I know you always had that thing for Rach. But you're dating Carol. How do you fell if I ask the same kind of questions about Chandler?"

"Ok. I admit it's weird. But I can answer. He's single but I think he likes someone, he's always in the moon."

She smiles a little, thinking that her is making Chandler be on the moon.

"Ok. She's dating a guy named Barry something. I don't like him, he's an ass and arrogant. He thinks he's better than others. I'm afraid he's going to hurt Rachel."

"Oh."

"Don't be sad. I think it isn't going to last. And you a dating Carol, CAROL."

"Ok. Mon."

And they talk all the way to their childhood home, but even if she's talking about other things, her mind is still on Chandler.

They tell their parents how life is going. And finally they go to their rooms.

But Mon that night she couldn't fall asleep, she past the night thinking about him and what she would do about that.

And before she finally could fall asleep, she decides that in the next day she would confront him with the truth. She wanna heard the words he write coming from his month.

And her dreams became all about them, some good with them together and other were nightmares that finished with her getting hurt.

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