when suddedly something happened ..

OMG I 'm in my bed ! how CAN I be in my bed??

I was with Ellen , she was in front of me , and she was telling me something that could changes my life forever!

Or maybe she wasn't with me and she wasn't telling me anything .

It was a DREAM! a DREAM??? i can't believe that !! it was too much amazing , i was happy and I left my wife , ex wife now .

It seemed real , really real !

I feel like an idiot , I believed that I could finally live with the right woman .

I could not , I was condemned to work forever with the woman that i can not have

and live forever with the woman that i don't love anymore .

It 's unfair , really cruel but that's the Life and sometimes suks , but i had found the most perfect woman in the earth and i'm lucky because i spend the most of my time with her .

My life isn't too much bad , I could love her secretly , kiss her, hear her giggle , watch her smiling .

That's what makes me happy ! ANd that is what give me the strenght to hope everyday .

And maybe someday I will tell her what i feel and then my life will change forever!

True Love , this is what i'm talking about !

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So i decided to end it in a" real " way (:

new fics coming soon .. i'm working on a Merder fic (:

thank u for all the reviews and don't hate me for the end (: