Your Insecure

Your Insecure

Emma sat there tapping her foot impatiently. What was supposed to be the best night of her life, ended up being a disgusting show, as Joe once again kissed his date Anna right in front of her. Emma's boyfriend, just kept singing onstage completely unaware of the anger building up in his girlfriend.

"So, Joe. Any other plans for tonight? I heard there's a party over at make out park." Emma said, desperate for any way to get Joe and Anna out of her face. Joe gazed at her innocently.

"I like it here, good atmosphere. What's wrong Emma? Can Alex not give you a good date, I always had a vibe about him." Emma scowled.

"I'm actually enjoying myself perfectly if you must ask, but I just think Anna would like it better somewhere else. Her outfit might make it a little…drafty in here." Emma said looking at Annas mini skirt showing off perfectly tan legs, and her Hollister tank pulled so low her boobs were practically popping out. Anna scowled.

"I happen to fee fine, thanks. Don't you feel a little overdressed in that rag of a dress?" anna asked from Joes lap. They both laughed a little and Emma covered herself with her arms.

"It's funny you say that, this dress was actually picked out by Joe."

"Well now that anna mentions it…" Joe said and they began laughing. He went from make me jealous to just making me mad. What kind of best friend insults another? How dare he invade my date and verbally abuse me the whole time.

"Well Joe, now that we're confessing, those jeans make you look like a girl. Your hair is too long, and whats with the tie? It doesn't even match, Anna must have dressed you." Emma said throwing back the best comeback she could think of. Alex finished up on stage for a break, and began walking over.

"Alex, you were wonderful!" Emma said getting up and rushing over to kiss him. She deepend the kiss, hoping joe was feeling her previous jealousy.

"Thanks, uhm why is Joe here?" Alex asked confused.

"I don't know, supposedly he likes the 'atmosphere'." Alex rolled his eyes.

"Whatever, do you want a drink?" Alex asked. Emma nodded and Alex disappeared at the bar ordering her coke. Joe glared at her.

"What are you staring at?" She asked.

"The way you kissed Alex, you seemed a little…desperate."

"Excuse me? He's my boyfriend, what's wrong with kissing him?"

"Nothing, it just seemed like you wanted some if you catch my drift." Now he was really pissing her off.

"Joe, you think I want some? Your hand has practically been up your sluts skirt all night, right in front of me. That's gross and rude!"

"She's not a slut, don't listen to her babe." Joe cooed in Annas ear, when in reality Anna wasn't even listening. "As for you Emma, you need a reality check, I don't want some because if I wanted some I would already have it, I'm Joe Jonas." That certainly got annas attention and another make out session began. Alex returned carrying a coke for Emma and a water for himself, sitting down besides her and wrapping an arm around her. He saw Joe and Anna and frowned.

"That's gross." He said. Joe looked at him.

"you don't like kissing girls? Are you gay?" joe asked. Alex was taken aback.

"No dude, why would you ask me that, I'm dating Emma. Your being really rude, macking on your girl right in front of us."

"Oh, I get it, your not a good kisser and your intimidated by mine? Don't worry Emma wont come running to me…yet."

Why was he saying this, he was supposed to be my best friend! He was ruining everything.

"Why don't you shut up Jonas? Go home with your skanky girlfriend."

"She's not a skank, and are you jealous that I get some too? Dude you must be gay." Before Emma knew it, Alex lunged over the table at Joe knocking Anna off his lap and punching Joe square in the jaw. Joe retaliated with a punch in the eye and stomach at the same time.

"STOP! GUYS STOP FIGHTING!" Anna just stood there.

"Anna call joe off!" Emma yelled. Anna just looked up innocentlty.

"I tried." She said. Emma rolled her eyes and grabbed her coke dumping it on the both of them. Joe, noticing hi 'perfect' hair was wet stood up and glared at Emma.

"Hey my hair!"

"Whose gay now Jonas?" Joe punched him again.

"JOESPH ADAM JONAS STOP THIS INSTANT!" Emma said through tears before rushing off outside the pub. Joe ran after her.

"Emma wait!" He called. Emma walked down the sidewalk faster, attempting to get out of his grasp but he eventually caught up.

"Emma I'm sorry, I really am."

"How dare you Joe, you ruin my date, bring a girl I hate, your incredibly rude to me and then my boyfriend! You ruined everything." She cried.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to but I'm better than that guy."

"What does that have to do with anything? He's nice to me, he doesn't tell me I look bad in lilac, he doesn't hurt me like you do, how does that make you better?"

"I didn't mean to hurt you." Joe whispered, making Emma roll her eyes. Joe slid down the side of the concrete wall and buried his head in his hands.

"I'm sorry."

"Why do you do this? How could you do this?" Emma said calming down a little and kneeling beside her best friend.

"I don't know.. I guess I'm just…" silence passed over them.

"Just what? Dumb? A Jerk?" Joe looked up, his brown eyes watery.

"Insecure." He answered.

"Your insecure?" Emma said in disbelief. He nodded.

"I see you having fun with some other guy, and I don't know…"

"Do you like me Joe?" Emma said, her voice shaky and unsteady. Joe looked at her, her brown eyes meeting his and leaned in. His breath was warm on her lips and anticipation filled her body. He leaned up and their lips met. It was warm and gentle, and Emma felt her body get heated and her head go crazy. She was kissing her best friend.

Joe was kissing me. I was kissing Joe. Alex was inside with a bleeding lip and a slut, but I kept on Kissing Joe. Until something made me pull back.

She looked at him, gasping for air, and got up tossing her heels over her shoulder and ran, and kept running.