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The early spring sun had started to set as the two boys made their way onto the train…
Somehow Hinata had managed to spend the entire day searching for Kageyama, only stopping for lunch and when he did eventually find him, pacing up and down one of the corridors of the laser tag centre, Kageyama had refused to look his direction and stormed away towards the train station…
'Something must be bothering him' Hinata thought to himself but thought it best not to pry. If it had been any normal day he would have questioned him without hesitation however after the events of last night Hinata's response to this kind of situation had changed as Hinata didn't want to worry or embarrass Kageyama anymore than he already had, that is, if it did have something to do with that. To be honest Hinata didn't know what to think anymore…
He had tried to think more about it. About him and Kageyama together but it had been too hard to concentrate on while he was playing laser tag and Hinata was enjoying himself too much to let his mind wander to anything other than the game.
However, after Kageyama had disappeared Hinata had had plenty of time to think about how he was going to tell Kageyama about how he felt… About the whole dating thing. He just hoped that that was what Kageyama meant when he had said… 'I never hated you, just how I felt about you.'
Hinata just hoped that he hadn't misunderstood.
After the partially taxing game the two boys were now completely exhausted. They slumped down onto the train seat, Hinata's head hidden under the hood of the Grey jumper that Kageyama had let him borrow that morning. Kageyama was still looking everywhere except Hinata…
Unlike this morning the train carriage was now almost empty with now only an old man with a six pack of beers at the front of the carriage and a mother cradling a sleeping toddler at the back of the carriage.
Hinata huddled up to the banister and pulled the hood further down to cover most of his face as he tried to word what he was about to say in his head… The more he thought about it the worse the whole idea sounded. He again recalled what Kageyama had said to him 'I never hated you just how I felt about you…' That was a confession, it couldn't be anything but a confession, yet this didn't calm Hinata's racing nerves… Hinata just wanted to make sure; make sure that was what Kageyama meant before jumping to conclusions and giving a reply where a reply wasn't needed, or even wanted…
The train stopped at platform. The two final people on the carriage disembarked leaving the carriage completely deserted apart from the two young boys that sat awkwardly alone on the seat… Kageyama shuffled slightly, moving away from Hinata a little almost as if being completely alone with him made him uncomfortable, clearing his throat as he did…
This made Hinata reconsider again… Now would be the perfect opportunity to ask him and he may never get another chance with the two of them completely alone together. He had to ask; nothing too serious, just enough to confirm what Kageyama had meant the night before.
Kageyama couldn't even look at Hinata without getting angry with himself… He hated it how much he loved him, yet he just couldn't bring himself to properly clear up the situation… He just wanted to shout it as loud as he could… 'Hinata I love you! I know you don't feel the same way but please don't ever leave me…' That's what he wanted to say but he didn't have to confidence. To say it, or hear what Hinata wouldn't inevitably say afterwards…
So the boys continued to sit in silence until Hinata finally spoke…
"About last night…" His voice surprisingly clear and loud… thankfully there was nobody else left on the carriage to make this moment anymore embarrassing, however Kageyama still kind of hoped that there had been people still here, as it probably would have prevented Hinata from talking in the first place…
No! Kageyama didn't want to hear it. He didn't want Hinata to say it, he didn't want to get rejected... again…
He knew it was all impossible… Impossible that Hinata would like a guy… Impossible that Hinata would like him of all people… Impossible that things could stay the same between them after this… He didn't want to hear what Hinata was about to say… He didn't want to know… He had to stop this.
"It's fine… I don't want an answer!" Kageyama replied desperately, his head still turned looking away from Hinata.
'An answer?' Hinata thought to himself, 'He was expecting an answer? So it was a confession and Kageyama was expecting a response? Why did he always have to be so cryptic?'
"But I want to give you an answ-" Hinata didn't have time to even finish his sentence before he was cut off by Kageyama's sudden, desperate shouting.
"No seriously Hinata! I don't want to know!" Kagayama pushed himself to his feet. He had finally turned around and was now staring angrily towards Hinata's eyes… No not angrily, desperately… Kageyama was desperate!
Hinata could feel the colour changing in his cheeks… His heart was already beating faster than it needed to be but now it was in overdrive! Hinata stared back at Kageyama towering over him and tried to reply however the only sound that escaped his lips was just an inaudible squeak…
"What?" Kageyama shouted back almost twice as loud as before… He bent down slightly… Now their faces were only inches apart… 'Why is Kageyama so upset?' Hinata thought to himself, his heart in his throat. He could feel tears swelling in his eyes and the cold, wet sensation as one rolled down his cheek…
Hinata wasn't crying because he was scared of Kageyama. It was just thathee just looked so sad and scared, and that made Hinata sad too… 'Why was this happening? Why is Kageyama suddenly being like this?'
He didn't care what Kageyama wanted… Hinata was going to comfort him, to stop him from being like this… He took a deep breath… He felt just as nervous right now as he did just before he served at a crucial point in a game… He could mess it up before it had even started but he wouldn't mess this up!
"I said yes!" Hinata shouted back, tears now streaming down his face…
Kageyama's heart flipped. His whole body suddenly felt warm and his anger and fear seemed to disperse completely… He stared down at Hinata wide eyed, Hinata's cheeks soaked in tears as the orange hair boy stared embarrassingly at Kageyama… Had he just heard that right?
"Yes… What?" Kageyama asked almost as a whisper, not wanting to get his hopes up.
Silence…. Hinata wasn't even looking at him, just staring at the floor.
The train rocked slightly… but before Kageyama had a chance to regain his balance Hinata had suddenly grabbed his shirt, pulling Kageyama towards him… Instinctively Kageyama put his hands out to stop himself as he lost his balance and tumbled towards the seat, however instead of his hands finding the cushion of the seat, one found Hinata's thigh, the other Hinata's shoulder, pushing him into the back rest; his knee resting on the seat in the gap between Hinata's legs…
And Hinata's lips against his….
Hinata's hand was still gripping hard to Kageyama shirt as the sudden realisation of what was happening struck Kageyama, his heart now beating faster than ever… Kageyama couldn't help himself, even if it had been an accident he couldn't help himself… He kissed back… He clenches his hand hard against Hinata's thigh as his other hand makes its way from Hinata's shoulder towards his soft, orange hair.
Hinata pulls the hand that isn't situated against Kageyama chest around his waist… Kageyama deepens the kiss, pushing back a little against Hinata…
Hinata had grabbed Kageyama… he didn't mean to, he just did it without thinking. However he hadn't expected Kageyama to fall on him with the force he did (The bump of the train was too blame for that) however he couldn't say that he really minded. It was only meant to be a peck but instead they had their lips held against each other's…
The two boys eventually, tentatively pull away… Hinata speaks a little breathlessly, staring up into Kageyama dark blue eyes, determined to finish answering Kageyama question… "Yes! I accept your feelings... and…" Hinata's glances away for a second before looking back… more confidence in his words this time "…And… I return them!"
Both boys glowing red with embarrassment, but in a good way… Kageyama was glad there was no one else on the train.
"You Dumbass!" Kageyama says as he wipes a tear away from Hinata's soft face as the orange haired boy continues to stare at Kageyama, a smile slowly stretching across his face…
"Sorry for… grabbing you like that." Hinata whispers, but without any further words Kageyama grabs Hinata, lifting him slightly so that Kageyama is now sat on the seat with Hinata sat sideways on his lap…
Kageyama wraps his arms around the shorter boy as Hinata buries his head into Kageyama's chest…
"Sorry for grabbing you like that!" Kageyama replies with a chuckle but Hinata just curls up even tighter lifting his legs onto the seat.
Quiet spreads through the train carriage "Why do you do this to me?" Kageyama questions quietly.
All he gets is a muffled whimper as a response… Kageyama can feel his top getting slightly damp and a stunted sniff from Hinata proves that he boy is crying again… Kageyama squeezes the boy even more, nestling his head into Hinata's shoulder…
"I don't hate you, you know?" Kageyama whispers again, quietly into Hinata's ear and he feels Hinata shiver before Hinata suddenly finally replies…
"I love you too…"
"I never said that Dumbass!" Kageyama replies quickly, quite taken aback by this sudden declaration…
Hinata removes his head from Kageyama chest and looks up, longingly towards Kageyama's stunned gaze…
"But you meant it…" Hinata says softly, completely calm although the red tinge on this face would suggest otherwise… Hinata keeps staring until Kageyama finally breaks down…
"Fine! I love you… too" Kageyama blurts out, stuttering towards the end but even he can't hide the small grin spreading across his face… Hinata buries his head into Kageyama chest again…
"Yeah… 100%" Hinata too grinning uncontrollably as Kageyama touch warms his entire body…
The End...
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