Hey another chapter up. There will be some Leddie but they don't stay together because I already planned Eddie with someone else I hope you understand that. There will be a story with Loren to after I finish this one.
Previous chapter:
"you don't have to say anything, just stay with me" I say a weak smile on my face.
And he did.
This chapter:
Eddie was around me when I wasn't with my other friends. I started hanging out with Loren to and I found out that she was a songwriter to I loved her song: might as well be mars. I told her she should join the songwriting contest next year.
Later on me and Loren started going to Eddie together she even went to him on herself once.
Eddie started liking Loren too. My life went great my friends liking each other and one of my two best friends is a rock star. I also hang out with Rose a lot we have a lot fun together. But I also spent a lot of my time home alone writing my new song about a certain girl it was almost finished I wanted to sing it to Eddie tomorrow. Today were the finals of the songwriting contest. I was really nervous.
I was in thoughts but suddenly the bell ringed a very happy came bouncing in.
"woah calm down kangaroo" I laughed
Loren stopped jumping up and down "what are you so happy about?" I asked her.
"I'M DATING EDDIE" she yelled I smiled but deep inside my heart was breaking. Loren didn't notice my weird smile she thought I was happy.
"that is amazing" I screamed fake happy
I hugged her and we we're talking for hours (mostly about Eddie)
After we talked we got dressed for the finals
"come Loren we have to go" I yelled at her
"I'm coming" she yelled back and came running (as fast as her heals allowed her to)
We got into my car and drove to MK.
As soon as we arrived Loren jumped out of the car and pulled me inside. I started laughing
"Loren let me go" I laughed she let me go she kept saying I had to hurry. But honestly I didn't want to go inside, it would be hard to see Eddie.
"Loren go and find Eddie I know you want to I'm going to talk to Max see you later okay?" I say smiling the fake smile I was wearing this whole day
"okay" I just heard Loren say before she disappeared
I went searching for Max and I saw him standing at the bar talking to Grace.
"hey Max" I smiled to him he also didn't notice my fake smile
"hey how are you doing today" I really liked talking to Max he was like a second father to me and Nora was like a second mother.
"I'm feeling great, why wouldn't I" I responded
"well I thought you would be very nervous" Max says
"I am, any tips?" Max was thinking but finally said
"look at one of the persons you trust, like Eddie, Loren or me. Where is Rose I thought you would bring her to" Max says that last part looking around
"she couldn't come she had to go to a party with her parents" I hate it that she couldn't come. It was going to start now I knew I would be preforming as last the first person was a guy named Tatum he was really good. After him the girl Blanca had to preform she was good to. Why did I had to go as last one.
Eddie stepped on stage and announced me. As in a blur I walked to the stage and grabbed my guitar, but as soon as I started playing I didn't feel nervous. I imagined it was just me and my guitar.
(original song: impossible Shontelle)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
I did
You were strong, and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now, all is done
There is nothing to say
you have gone so effortlessly
You have won, you can go ahead tell them..
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible x4
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst.
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love in worst
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know
And now, when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrasing me
On your own you can go ahead and tell them..
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible x8
Yeah Yeah
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible x8
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did...
After I sang I opened my eyes I didn't even notice that while I was singing I closed them. I put down my guitar and while everybody was clapping I walked of stage.
Eddie came on stage and told that there would be a short break and that he would talk to the judges and that they would decide who won.
In the break I was just staring at nothing.
Just looking forward.
I saw Eddie kissing Loren.
I felt my heart crush even more.
I was hurt.
I was broken.
My expression turned angry when I felt a tear.
I wiped it away.
I don't want to cry about a boy never again.
I don't want to get hurt again.
Eddie looked in my direction.
He looked worried.
I didn't care.
I was tired of faking.
I was tired from everything.
The announcement started and I walked to the stage putting my fake smile on my face again.
"And the winner of the first Eddie Duran songwriting contest is…" Eddie started
"Melody Wyman" he finished.
I started acting like I was really happy but I think Eddie saw how sad I was on the inside. The paparazzi took pictures of me and I pulled the other finalists in a picture to. This was supposed to be the best night of my life, but it wasn't.
"Melody can I talk to you for a moment" Eddie came walking up to me.
"sure" I followed him backstage.
"so what's up?" I ask Eddie
"I would like to know that you look so sad this whole evening. Did something happen" yes Eddie something happened, you crushed my heart
"no, I just miss my parents very much this evening" I lied easily
"hey I told you before I stay with you no matter what, why didn't you tell me?" I like him so much but that hurts me even more
"I just started missing them and you were so busy" I looked to the ground
"okay, but you have to know that I would always make some time free for you. I thought you knew" I just couldn't look at his face
"no I didn't. Eddie I have a new song would you like to hear it?" I say changing the subject.
"I would love that are you coming to my penthouse?" Eddie asks
I smile my fake smile "of course" and after saying our goodbyes ( it was so hard to see Eddie kiss Loren it looked so cute but it hurt) we went to his penthouse
"will you sing your song for me?" Eddie asks when we arrive
"yeah sure" I start singing:
( Kesha – Backstabber)
Back- Back- Backstabber
Back- Back- Backstabber
Back- Back- Backstabber
Bored, stoned, sitting in your basement
All alone, cuz your little conversations
Got around , now look around what we all found out
(look at what we found, look here we all found out)
That you have got a set of loose lips
Twisting stories: all because you're jealous
Now I know exactly what you're all about
(what you're all about)
So this is what you're all about
Girl, you're such a backstabber
(stabber, you're such a backstabber)
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it
Girl
(oh girl)
You're a such a backstabber
(stabber, you're such a backstabber)
You run your mouth more than anyone I've known
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it
Back- Back- Backstabber
Talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk
I'm sick and tired of hearing all about my life from other bitches with all of your lies
Wrapped up, so tight
So maybe you should shut you mouth
(shut your mouth)
Shut your f*cking mouth
Honestley
I think it's kinda funny that you waste your breath talking about me
Got me feeling kinda special really
So this is what you're all about
Girl, you're such a backstabber
(stabber, you're such a backstabber)
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it
Girl
(oh girl)
You're such a backstabber
(stabber, you're such a backstabber)
You run your mouth more than anyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it
Katie's just there ripping my style
Damn, Jeanie, why you gotta tell the secrets of my sex life?
All I ever did was drive your broke ass around
Pick you up, take you out when your car broke down
Back- Back- Backstabber
Stabber (stabber)
Back- Back- Backstabber
Girl, you're such a backstabber
(stabber, you're such a backstabber)
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it
Girl, you're such a backstabber
(taking and twisting and telling, so manipulative)
You run your mouth more than anyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it
Talk, talk, talk
Back- Back- Backstabber
(taking and twisting and telling, so manipulative)
Oh girl uh huh
You're looking like a lunatic
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it
Everybody knows..
(back- back- backstabber)
Yeah..
You're looking like a lunatic
And everybody knows
(back- back- backtabber)
Yeah..
Everybody knows..
(back- back- backstabber)
"its about Chloe, isn't it" Eddie says.
I just nod