Chapter 4 Guilty

So after 4 days ...we found out who drank from me...The same Bitch that pulled the chair out from underneath of me. She got really sick with what i had while i was attacked. She is now sentensed to death. Which right now she would enjoy becasue thats what she already feels like.

- I feel alot better, most of the symthoms have gone away, my stomic is settling. Also that bitch was locked in the dongeon for he rest of her 2 weeks.

and get this, i didnt know there was a dungeon! you learn so many things when your almost killed..or murded. alwell what is done is done , i was kind of exspecting this from a vampire, and its my fault for being in a vampire school for the 'Talented" Yeah talented in drink ya'll's blood!

Me and Dimitri have been getting closser and closer , im afraid to find out what will happen, i mean i want something more emotinal, (oh yeah ..more emotinal than a vamp boyfriend . ) I was leaning on the balcony railing outside my bedroom, when i felt these warm (with a cold tint , but warm to me ) hands go around my waist , and hug my from behind. Oh my sooo adorible , i could not believe my life is now this great , terrific, and just stunning..Do i deserve it ?

"Dimitri?" i asked in the softest voice i could. "Yes Mi Love ?" He answered in a calming voice. "Do you really love me? .. like Love, Love me?" i asked trying to get my point to him.

"Yes, of course i why would you think i didnt ? i love you, your my first true love i have had in a long time, well ever! " He anwsered ...i knew ..just knew ,well hell KNOW he loves me, i have never felt this loved in my life!

At that moment i felt tears rolling down my face, at the feeling of love, he twirled me around , grabbing my waist , kissing me , and sending me into a deep deep surrender. He then slowly picked me up, at that moment my legs instictivly wraped around his legs, and keptmyself from hitting my tounge against his fangs. He than did something i wanted! but was deeply afraid of. He gently laid me on the bed ,are lips were still locked , in an never ending connection.

He moved so slowly, and put so much passion into what he did. Everything he wore was soon removed and he was slowly moving next to me. He pulled me into his arms and started rubbing everwhere on my body. I could feel his un-dyeing love and protection for me. He kissed me softly on the lips and we pulled each other more closly together. He trailed his kisses down my neck and in between my chest. He soon moved and started playing with one of my breast and licking the other one. I moaned lightly in pleasure and he smirked a little and continued to pleasure me. After about ten minutes he moved back up and kissed my lips again. He licked my bottem lip asking for entrance, and i granted it. We explored every inch of each others mouth and sooon broke apart for air. "Are you nervous?" He asked in a sexy, but concered tone. I know he wasen't afraid of what might happen, he was only concered for my safety. "A little, but i know for a fact that you wouldn't do anything to hurt me. I'll be ok." I assured him. He knodded and put his arms in between my shoulder blades under my back and held me close. "Are you sure your ready?" He asked one last time. "I'm sure, its with the person that i love, i could never be so sure about anything in my life." I say. I wrapped my arms around his neck. I flinched alittle when he entered me, but i adjusted and lossend up after a few seconds. He started moving slowly pulling out and thrushing back in gentaly. The pain soon went away and turned into full pleasure. I moaned his name and he moaned mine. The paced started to speed up, and our bond with each other grew. I knew that i would be connected with him forever. We reached the climax and his sweaty body gentaly fell on mine. We kissed passinately one last time and he laid down next to me and pulled me in close to him. "Did i hurt you at all?" He asked. "No, it was amazing." I say. "I love you with all my heart and soul. I never want to lose you. You are my only love." He said in a sweet pasionate tone. "I love you to. I swaer to you i will never leave you. Just promis the same for me." I say starting to fall asleep. "I promis. Lets get some rest." He said and kissed me lightly on the fourhead. Then, with me in his arms, and my head on his chest, the sounds of his steady beating heart soothed me to sleep.