Nope I still don't own Twilight
Edward POV
She was yelling when I first pulled up to the house. It was the sweet voice that I loved to hear not necessarily yelling, but still that voice made me crazy in a good way, I smiled to myself just thinking of her. There was something different about this type of yelling coming from my sweet angel's mouth. It wasn't angry or bitter or frustrated, it was shame and guilt. What was she blaming herself for?
Before I really started to pay attention to the detail of their argument I tried to picture the inside of their house. I wanted to try to visualize what exactly was going on. I heard her footsteps first. I could tell she was coming down their stairs to the front door. Boy, do I have good timing or what? I also noticed that she was crying.
'No don't cry love it will be alright. I will do what I can to make it alright. I promise,' I thought to myself. I heard Charlie's footsteps follow after her and they stopped. He must have stopped her before she made it all the way out the door.
"Bella wait,"He was only starting to find his voice, it was still thick with confusion. "Sweetie, where is this all coming from? I t sound like you've let this build up for a while. Why didn't you just let me know when you first started feeling this way?"
I couldn't agree with Charlie more at this point. And I mean fully agree with my whole heart not just agree to try to make him like me more. Usually she vented to me, but I knew her and Charlie. I always encouraged her to tell him how she was feeling and she wouldn't. I didn't understand why either, well I did to an extent. She didn't want to hurt Charlie's relationship with Sue. She meant to much to him and he was happy. She was completely selfless. That was Bella she had always been this way. Her selflessness had brought her to Forks in the first place. I could never have been happier of that fact because now she was here with me and has changed my life for the better.
"Because dad you love her and I would never make you choose. I didn't want to be rude and now it's too late I'm upset and I have been. But it's not only her it's Edward too and I know that dad. You would never make me choose because you love me, and I would never make you choose. And now I think were coming to a point where we cannot continue like this sooner or later we will have to choose."
Bella answered Charlie's question with her full honest opinion and it killed her to hurt him as much as it killed me to hear. Oh No, this was all my fault. She was fighting with her father of their relationships with Sue and I. But I knew deep down as well as Bella that it was mostly on me and not Sue, Bella could say it was Sue and blame her all she wanted but that didn't make it true. I left her torn and broken. I killed everyone's Bella. I later returned thinking I could take it all back. I not only had to make my amends with her but with everyone else who I'd hurt because of hurting my Bella. I had thrown everything out of whack all of this. Even if Bella forgave me 1,000 times over, I would still always be guilty especially in the eyes of Charlie, as well as my own. He had to watch the pain I put her through.
"Bella," Charlie started.
"No dad I can't. I just can't be here right now okay? I'm sorry. I'm sorry this is hurting you." She hesitated then to talk to someone else, I assumed Sue from what was being said, but when had she joined the conversation? "I'm sorry for how rude I've been to you, blaming you when this clearly has been my issue all along and never your fault."
Bella don't apologize you haven't done anything wrong my love I created this situation. I was causing her pain again just like when I had left. Then I come back and put a strain on her and Charlie's relationship and it leads to this fight. It wasn't even a fight it was a realization of fact and a harsh one at that. In her head Bella had committed to forever so much that she was detaching from Charlie now using Sue as an excuse. She was distancing herself because of me. She wanted eternity with me and this was the cost. Was it worth it? I don't think it is. I don't know why it is to her. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself here.
So instead of listening I looked up towards the door to watch. She was coming out of the door now. She was wearing exactly what she had to my house earlier, a long sleeved shirt jeans and sneakers. She was walking across the lawn, her face contorted with pain, guilt and despair time to make my entrance. I picked up Alice's sweater and got out of the car. By the time I looked back up she had fallen to her knees and was completely breaking down in tears as sobs rocked her full body. There was nothing to do now but go to her, I had fix this, I had to make this right and okay again.
"Bella!" I screamed as I picked up to a pace of a human run to get to her. I needed to make sure she was okay. What was she doing out with out a coat on? I assume when she existed the car she had a plan to go some where, and this was Forks it was always rainy and cold. At least it was always cold enough that she should have had some type of coat with her. So I took off mine and wrapped her in it where she sat.
"Bella?" I tied again but I was still getting no answer out of her. I was rubbing the coat against her to have the friction create even more heat I wouldn't let her freeze. It was driving me insane that she wasn't answering. How could I know she was okay? She didn't have to answer just respond to me in some way, she didn't. Now I was completely scared and needed to know what was going on.
"Charlie, what's wrong, what's happening, what's going on?"
A/N Sorry Guys I know it's really boring and short right now. I'm just trying to give the background of where things are coming from and get the story line all set. LONGER CHAPTERS ARE COMING. I don't mean to end the same place the other chapter ended or leave you hanging in the same place but it's 1 a.m. here and I'm too tired to keep going. But i already have the next chapter in mind and can hopefully get it up and maybe another after that tomorrow? I don't know I'll try. Thanks for reading! Enjoy!-Mia