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April 30th

Dear Sakura-chan,

I looked back at the last entry, and got depressed. And then I thought of today and got happy. I suppose I should write about my shopping trip with Micchi. Oh, and I remembered what I was going to write about!

I LOVE MICCHI!

And that's pretty much it. Sakura-chan, I hope you like when I write this like a story, because I'm going to!

Ding-dong! I glanced up, slightly startled by the noise. I put down the text book and walked to the door, slowly opening it. In front of the gate stood Micchi, grinning. Upon noticing me, he grinned even larger.

"Hello, Himeka!" He exclaimed. "Are you ready to go shopping? We need to hurry if we're going to get back in time for dinner."

Right. I was going shopping for food and manga. With Micchi. My crush. This was terrible, horrible, a huge mistake. I swear, that was the first time I was going to faint that day, and it wasn't going to be the last.

"R-Right." I said. "I'll be there in a second. Would you like to come in?" Micchi nodded and walked in. Karin-chan happened to walk in at that moment, much to my dismay.

"Hanazono-san!" Micchi exclaimed and gave her a big hug. Jealousy clawed at my stomach, making me wish I was as breathless as Karin-chan appeared. I quickly pushed that anger and spoiled feeling away and pulled on my shoes, ignoring it as I would have before.

"M-Micchi!" Karin-chan exclaimed. "Let... go! I can't... breath!" He did as she asked, grinning.

"Whatever you say, love! Are you quite ready for your special little date with Kazune-kun?" Karin-chan blushed at this and looked down.

"Um..."

For that instant, I hated Karin-chan. I know, Karin-chan is my best friend. I love her more than I love myself. And yet, I hated her for that instant. She kept stealing all of the boys that I wanted. Why was it that all of this had to happen? I could have probably had either Kazune-chan or Micchi if she wasn't constantly standing in the way... boys loved her, and liked me.

I shook those thoughts out of my mind and stood up, feeling guilty for even thinking such a thing. Karin-chan was the best friend that I could have ever asked for, and I was willing to mistreat her like that?

"I'm ready to go, Micchi." I said simply. Micchi sighed exaggeratedly.

"Au revior for now, Hanazono-san! I'll see you tomorrow, love!" I felt hurt again. Love. Not me.

As we walked to the local store, Micchi seemed excited about everything. The cherry trees, ramen, bugs, briefcases, and even one person's hair. However, I had to concur with him about the bugs. I love bugs. They're so cute.

"Can we get some ramen?" Micchi asked, putting on his puppy dog face. "I'm so hungry, Himeka... please?"

"You're paying." Was my only answer. "I only have enough to pay for food for dinner, no matter what you say." Micchi sighed.

"I only have enough to buy the manga." Instantly after this, he brightened up. "But that's okay because I'm still out here with you, Himeka! Let's hurry and maybe we'll have some money left over for ramen afterwords!"

I'm sorry for interluding, Sakura-chan, but nothing really interesting happened after that until we got home. I mean, like, nothing whatsoever. I swear...

This is making me go insane. I'm listening to the ending theme for Vampire Knight, and I really can't stop. I'd like to write down the lyrics to it right now because, like, I need a break from writing about Micchi. I love him and all, but I don't think it's good for me to have him be the center of my life.

Anyway, here are the lyrics. They also kind of explain how I'm feeling.

Hi Miss Alice
In your glass eye
What sort of dream
Are you seeing
Are you entranced
Once again my heart has split in two and is pouring out
The repaired memories are there in the space left behind
Still you do not answer
Still you do not answer

I don't know why I like that song so much and why I feel like that right now, but I am. Am I crazy? That seems fairly possible.

Grah, I keep going off track! Listen, here's what happened:

I walked in, tired and totally out of it. I glanced at the ground. Oh good. Karin-chan and Kazune-chan were home. Maybe they could help with carrying these bags...

"Karin-chan? Kazune-chan?" I called sleepily. Both appeared within an instant of my calling.

"What is it?" Kazune-chan demanded and then saw all of the bags. "Oh."

"Well, I should be getting home after I help you guys with all of those bags." Micchi said, sighing. "But I could always stay here and sleep on your couch!" After saying that, he glomped Karin-chan.

"Two things, Nishikori. First of all, get off Karin." Kazune-chan growled. "Secondly, there is no way in heck that I'm ever going to let you sleep on our couch."

"Fine." Micchi said, pouting. "Then I'll leave you with all of the bags." He then turned to me. "Thank you for today, Himeka!" He patted my head, gave me a quick kiss on the forehead, and then left, just like that.

My face turned bright red and I told everyone else I was sick.

I need something happy before I tell you about today. Oh, I know! I'll listen to Boku Wa Kuma! That's a really funny song by Hikaru-san...

There we go, Sakura-chan. Now I can continue with today's events!

"Himeka-chan!" Karin-chan exclaimed, bursting into my room. "Miyon-chan's here! Isn't that great?! Now we can go shopping!" She practically sang the last part and I could only smile and nod at the hyper active girl.

"Yeah, Karin-chan. Let's get going." I stood up and brushed off my clothes quickly. I followed her downstairs to where Miyon-chan was waiting.

"Good morning, Himeka-chan." Miyon-chan said with a little wave, smiling.

"Morning, Miyon-chan." I then turned to Kazune-chan, who was leaning against the wall, watching us. "If we're not back by six, come looking for us. We can only hope that we haven't run out of money by then." Kazune-chan nodded, rolling his eyes.

"Whatever, Himeka. Be careful." Karin-chan was staring at me as we left, her eyes slightly sad.

"I think that... even though Kazune-kun said he loves me," She said after I asked. "He still loves you more than anything in the whole wide world. Sometimes I still can't except the fact that he loves me. I thought that he always loved you."

That surprised me.

"Oh..." I said blankly, looking down.

"I'm not really sure that I know what you're talking about!" Miyon-chan said, laughing slightly. "Let's just hurry to the mall."

As I walked down those streets, my mind wandered constantly to Micchi. How in the heck was I suposed to keep my mind off him all during this? I wasn't really sure, but I think that Karin-chan tried talking to me at a certain point. Eventually, Miyon-chan got me attention.

"Hey, Himeka-chan, are you thinking about Micchi?" I blinked slowly and then my face turned bright red, as it had the night before.

"Wh-wh-wh-what!? What do you mean by that!?" I squeaked out and Miyon-chan laughed nicely at me. Karin-chan smiled at me and I wondered if they were going to both make fun of me.

"Well, I've seen the way that you look at him, Himeka-chan." Miyon-chan murmured, looking at the sky. "You were pretty good at hiding your emotions up until this beautiful British boy came along and wrecked every little orderly thing that you knew. I always knew that you liked him, but you liked Kazune-kun so much more so you didn't pay much attention to Micchi."

"How did we even get on this subject?" I mumbled. My face was still red.

"Oh, don't be shy!" Karin-chan said, giggling. "You two make a very cute couple!" I stared at her for a moment and then realized that we had arrived at the mall.

"So many cute clothes..." Karin-chan mumbled, twirling. Miyon-chan and I watched, slightly amused by the other girl's happiness. However, I was rather relieved that we weren't talking about Micchi anymore. Was it possible for your face to turn so red that it exploded?

Needless to say, we bought almost every cute outfit that the mall had to offer. If Miyon-chan wasn't there, I probably would have sold our house just to buy this certain outfit. It was very expensive.

We bought some cake for ourselves and, as we walked home, the subject of... boys went up again. But... it went about the same as the other conversation. My face turned so red that I could no longer speak.

OMIGOSH! This is bad, this is bad, this is bad! I just looked at the time just now, and it's nearly one!

And I have exams in the morning!

Hoping she doesn't fail, Himeka

A/N- Ah... R&R!