Chapter 4
"See?" He asked with a grin worse than death on his face, as he pulled out a camera with various pictures of me and him me naked him in his boxers. I felt my stomach sink to the pit of my gut. I was so embarrassed. Why did I drink so much that I can't remember a single thing that happened those photos. Man I hope I didn't say something stupid. Oh who am I kidding. It's me of course I did. Why else would he have that look on his face for? He got up and turned around. " Thanks for the fling. See you in the studio. Brat." He then swayed away sexily to the shower his hips swinging like…. WHAT NO!" I thought mentally as I tried to shake those thoughts out of my head. "Since it was a fling I guess I should be gone before he gets out. Too bad I'd love to see him in the… NO STOP IT EREN BAD! BAD! BAD!" I scorned mentally at myself as I left without a sound. I spent the whole day trying not to think about it but I couldn't help it. " I mean what is wrong with me Reiner? I hate the sight of guy he is selfish, egotistic malicious, spiteful , rude and a major ass!" I ranted to my oldest friend who was also a writer like sat there in silence for a few minutes. "You know it sounds like to me you've got it for him bad. I mean you haven't stopped talking about him for 3 hours straight I haven't seen you in moths and he is all you've talked about." He stated. I stared at him in shock he was right since this morning he has taken control over me and my mind but I apparently developed strong feelings were as he thinks of me merely just as a one time deal. Which when I really thought about was far too depressing. Then the time came to rehearse at the studio but I dreaded it deeply for fear of seeing him. " Ugh I need to get these feelings under control!" I screamed in my car as I set off my car alarm. In a fit of frustration I started crying out of complete and udder frustration of having this job and dealing with people ever since my mom passed and my dad abandoned me I don't like dealing with them now here I am with feelings ive never had to deal with and I am overwhelmed by it all but I had to suck it up and be a man. I dried my eyes and walked in full of fake courage and self confidence the smallest thing could shatter it like a mirror. I went through the day emotionless avoiding his gaze as much as possible. As everyone finished up the day it was just me and him left. I sat there typing nonsense waiting for him to leave it seemed like for ever when he finally stood up he walked by my walk station as he walked by he slapped my on my ass I jumped plum to the moon I heard him laughing out the door. I sat there half crying half laughing at my pathetic situation. I regert this 100%.