A/N: Thanks for the support, any mistakes are mine. Did anyone else catch the season 3 premier? It was awesome-sauce!

Walking in the front door Lauren Lewis couldn't contain the huge grin that spread across her face at the sight that greeted her. Bo was standing over the island in her kitchen wearing a pair of Lauren's sleep shorts and one of her tank tops deliciously undersized for Bo's ample assets, mmm…yummy bra-less Bo boobies, drinking coffee from a novelty mug that said "Doctors Cure What Ails You". Lauren set her briefcase down on her desk and walked up behind Bo wrapping her arms around her and kissing her neck, "Hey you, feeling any better?"

Bo leaned into the embrace, setting the mug down on the counter, "Yeah, I slept most of the day; I only dragged myself out of bed an hour ago."

"Hmm, you must have really needed it. Does this happen often?" Lauren leaned in, nuzzling Bo's neck and inhaling her scent. Bo's hair still smelled of Lauren's shampoo from her early morning, very early, shower, but her skin felt greasy, like she had been sweating at some point during the day. Not sweating like she had just ran a marathon, but still, Bo had been cocooned in bed when Lauren had come home for lunch so maybe her body naturally ran hot being wrapped up like that. It could be dream related, maybe she had a nightmare? Lauren sadly didn't have much experience actually sleeping with the succubus so this could be perfectly normal, though since when was sleeping for twelve straight hours normal for anyone, let alone Bo. Ugh, another thing to add to the list.

"What do you mean?" Bo placed her hands on top of Lauren's encouraging her to hold her tighter. "You feel so nice."

Lauren kissed the back of her neck again, "Sleeping for that long; is that common after you are injured and have to heal." Lauren paused, "What I mean is; I ran tests on the clothing you were wearing last night, the results showed there was trace amounts of blood from several different humans and a significant amount from an ogre mixed in with your own." Lauren sighed, "Are you sure you don't remember anything? I mean other than passing out and being weak, I couldn't find any physical signs of damage when I examined you so you must have healed somewhere."

Bo groaned obviously frustraed, "What do you want me to say Lauren? I don't remember what happened and I already thanked you for helping me so can we just leave it already. Lets just enjoy being together tonight, I've really missed you."

Lauren rolled her eyes, "Uh huh, I got back in to town Friday morning yet you missed me so much that you couldn't be bothered to return any of my phone calls or stop by before last night." Bo balked but Lauren shushed her and continued undaunted, "Later, right now we need to figure this out so get over it." Feeling her emotions bubbling at the surface, Lauren stepped back and allowed Dr. Lewis to take over. The doctor spoke using her most calm and professional voice, "Based on the evidence, I have a hypothesis about what happened to you last night. Do you want to hear it?" Bo nodded, "OK good," The doctor continued, "I believe your succubus was hungry so you and Kenzi went to a human club. Why you chose a human instead of a fae establishment is unclear. Maybe you wanted a variety of feeds or just a change of pace, either way that is where I believe you ended up. While engaging in your ritual, you must have fed off the wrong person, someone became jealous or maybe you were too aggressive when feeding and a fight broke out. The ogre was probably a bouncer at the club and he stepped in to break up the fight. He would have recognized you as fae and probably dragged you outside to avoid a scene, where the two of you fought. I know you were injured severely at some point, as was he, during the course of the fight and you mad to have healed yourself somewhere, either from the ogre or from someone you picked up as you were walking away. The blood loss you suffered caused your baser instincts to take over and you sought shelter somewhere you felt safe, which led you to me." The doctor paused, "How am I doing so far?"

Bo turned around to face her, "It's a great theory, sounds very possible, but I don't remember anything before waking up on your cold floor surrounded by your white walls." grinning slightly, "I mean seriously babe have you ever heard of color?"

Lauren knew Bo was trying to lighten the mood by teasing her, but Dr. Lewis was having none of it, "Can you be serious please?" Bo nodded sheepishly. "Thank you. OK, then I need for you to tell me the last thing you do remember before waking up here in my boring, everywhere white apartment?"

Bo inhaled deeply, "Alright I will try," She closed her eyes, rubbing her temples, willing her mind to remember, "Yesterday afternoon, I remember I was eating Chinese food in the kitchen of the clubhouse. Kenzi was there I think. Yeah, she was definitely there, she wouldn't shut up about her new boots." Bo's eyes flew open, "Where's Kenzi?"

"I don't know, I was going to ask you if you had heard from her. I've tried calling her a couple of times but it goes straight to voicemail."

"Fuck!" Bo pulled out Lauren's grip and started frantically pacing around the apartment. "Where did you put my phone?"

"I didn't, it wasn't on you."

"Not on me? I always have my phone. I lost it, shit!" Bo paused, "Wait did you try calling it, maybe Kenzi has it on her?"

"Yes I tried; yours went straight to voicemail as well."

Bo slammed her hand down on the counter, "Fuck Kenzi! If something happened to her- Lauren, we have to find her."

"And we will, but first you need to calm down and tell me whatever else you can remember." Bo gaped at her, the doctor's soothing voice seeming to further agitate the seething succubus so Lauren decided to step back in. She stood in front of Bo, placing her hands on her shoulders and staring directly into her eyes, "Bo, listen to me please. We can't just charge out of here without knowing the enormity of the situation, for all we know the police are looking for you."

Bo nodded trying to process the information, "OK."

"I'm sorry baby, I know you want to act, but for right now I think we are better off staying here." She paused, "We will figure this out, but I need your help, lets get back on track. Ok, so you and Kenzi were eating Chinese food and talking about her shoes…"

Bo took over, "Yeah we were talking about her shoes; her stupid over-priced, uncomfortable, ugly shoes. She wanted to go out and show them off I think. She wanted to go somewhere different, not the Dal, somewhere she would fit in. She was making all of these sexual comments." Bo smiled, "I think maybe she was horny."

"So she wanted a hook-up?" It made sense, everyone knew that in a fae bar Kenzi is more likely to be eaten for dinner than get lucky. "Did she want to go to a goth club?"

"Yeah, yeah!" Bo was suddenly very excited, "she had heard about this underground club in the warehouse district, near the waterfront. She got the address from one of her cousins."

"Do you remember any street names, any land marks?"

"It was abandoned building; the entrance was in an alley off Cherry St. near Eastern Ave." Bo stopped, "There was a weird looking doorman, we were laughing about him. He was this big oversized hulk, he never said a word to anyone, and he was wearing sunglasses even though it was already dark out."

"Hmm..." Lauren considered this, "That was probably the ogre then, their eyes have a reddish glow to them visible in the dark."

Bo rubbed her temples and closed her eyes, "The place was dark, and it was too crowded inside. I was feeling overwhelmed by the heat and sex inside. I desperately needed to feed, my hunger was throbbing. I left Kenzi at the bar and headed out on the dance floor."

Lauren steeled her jaw, "Did you have any trouble finding feeds?"

"No, when I get like that it's almost as if people are drawn to me like I'm a magnet. They hunger for me the way I do for their chi." Bo looked down, "Sorry."

Lauren rubbed her hands lightly along Bo's shoulders for comfort, "Its fine Bo, I promise, you're doing great please continue."

"I kept reminding myself to be careful and focus on maintaining control since they were only humans. Kenzi and I have done this type of thing before so I knew what to do." She sighed, "I was making the rounds, dancing with different ones, taking little sips of their chi. I felt different this time; it was like I couldn't get enough from them. I needed- I had to have more, so I grabbed some kid off the dance floor and dragged him in to the bathroom with me. I didn't even really look at him I swear." Her eyes pleading with Lauren to understand, "I never need to have sex just to feed only to heal, but I couldn't help it, nothing was filling me up. I needed sex; I had to have him inside of me right then. I let him push me up against the wall; I drained him while he fucked me until he passed out. I remember panicking after I came back down to earth when I saw him just lying there on the bathroom floor. I was sure, I thought I'd killed him, but no, he was still breathing and he had a strong pulse. I remember reversing some chi into him just to be safe. Then I walked out and left him in a heap on the dirty floor." Bo appeared to be in shock and disgusted by her behavior. She trembled and pulled away, "Oh Lauren, I'm so sorry."

Bo collapsed on the floor sobbing, Lauren buried her hurt feelings and gathered her broken lover in her arms, "Shh, it's ok, I'm right here. I love you."

Bo froze, looking up eyes ablaze, "Don't you ever say that to me. I will never be worth your love."

"I think that is for me to decide." Lauren said softly.

"How can you be so fucking calm?" she demanded choking back tears, "I don't get it, how does this not bother you? If it were you, if you slept- fucked someone else- there aren't even words. God I love you so much, it would destroy me."

Lauren watched as Bo broke down crying again, "Bo just stop OK." She sighed, rubbing Bo's back gently, "I never said it didn't bother me or that it doesn't hurt, but I knew who you were from the beginning. I told you remember? Our relationship is hardly conventional and we will both have to make compromises, a lot of compromises, for this to work." She smiled, "Anyways, lets not get into this now, we will discuss it later, I promise. Right now I need for you to calm down, take a breath, focus, and tell me what happened after you left the bathroom?"

"Ok, later then," Bo looked into Lauren's eyes and took a deep breath willing herself to focus, "I stumbled out of the bathroom and there was this crowd of people staring at me. I recognized some of them as my feeds from earlier, but their face all looked weird, distorted somehow. I thought it was the lighting or maybe I was high from all the feeding. I don't know, but I remember feeling suffocated and I needed air. I tried to cut through, but they had surrounded me, blocking me in. I could feel it then, this fire building inside me, out of nowhere filling me with rage. I think someone shoved me; there was a lot of shouting. Someone yanked on my hair, I was so angry, I was boiling." She shook her head, "Everything went dark, I can't see anything else. Then I was here and you were kissing me, we were kissing, everything was calm and I felt safe."

Lauren could see the fear in her lover's eyes, "Bo, I, uh-"

Bo cut her off, "Something is wrong. The hunger, I have felt that. Before I knew I was a succubus, I used to starve myself for as long as I could to avoid feeding and killing, but I haven't experienced hunger like that since I learned control and started taking those injections. That anger though, I have never in my life felt anything like that before, then blacking out, abandoning Kenzi, none of that is like me. What is happening to me? Lauren, please help me." Bo broke dissolving into sobs.

Lauren cradled Bo in her arms, murmuring comforts and rubbing small circles over her back. Bo just sobbed uncontrollably, completly wrecked. Bo had filled in a lot of blanks for her, but there were still so many questions. Where is this insatiable hunger and volcanic anger coming from? What happened after Bo Blacked out? Why did she black out? Where was Kenzi? Occupied with her thoughts, Lauren lost track of how long she sat there holding her broken lover until a knock at the door brought her out of her daze.

"Lauren, open up its Dyson."