Omg, so gutted Victoria Atkin is leaving the Oaks, she will be missed, hoping this isn't the end of Jason, maybe they will bring him back after he leaves the show, and get a guy to play him, meaning that he's gone through with the sex change as Vic was not fired but chose to leave the show. Maybe they won't bring him back but I'm really hoping they do, though it won't really be the same, hoping the rumour that Silas kills him is not true. What do you guys think? Review your ideas please. Also don't want this to be the end of Bart and Jason, but probs is, Oh well their love still lives on in the world of fan fiction.
Bart POV
"Come on just for like an hour," I literally begged.
"Bart, I've had a really long day, all I want to do is just go home and relax," Jasmine said obviously
declining my offer. We continued walking toward the gates; I had about 10 minutes to persuade her
to come and hang at mine for a bit.
"Yeah, you can relax at mine, I just want to hang out and talk," I now begged.
Jasmine sighed; I knew she was so close to saying yes.
"Please," I smiled.
"Fine, but only an hour," She told me sternly.
Yes! "Deal," I told her.
We got to house and as soon as I opened the door Jasmine threw herself on the couch.
"Hello anyone home?" I called out. No reply.
"Urggggh" Jasmine groaned.
"What's up?" I asked putting my bag down and sitting next to her.
"I'm such an idiot," She said her head in her hands.
"What?" I asked surprised by her sudden outburst.
"What am I doing Bart?" She asked her head still in her hands.
"Trying to live a normal life," I answered.
"You know seven people asked me today if I was that freak who wanted to be a boy" Jasmine whispered her voice breaking.
"Look, you knew today was going to be hard, and yet here you are, you got through it, and sooner or later people are going to find something new to gossip
about, you just gotta stay strong, Jason is the past ok, so just stop worrying about it, you are Jasmine Costello and you are not a freak," I told her removing
her hands away from her face.
She looked up at me, I was crushed that she just wanted to be friends, I was never going to be comfortable with it, and Jasmine knew that.
"Thank you," She smiled weakly.
"Now come on, I thought you were here to relax, not stress yourself out," I joked.
"Ok, Ok," Jas laughed.
We both sat back and I flicked through the channels on TV.
"Oh just pick a channel already," Jas laughed.
"It's not my fault that everything that's on is crap," I told her.
"Here, just leave it on that," She said.
"Really, you want to watch Two and a half men?" I laughed.
"Yes," She said.
Every so often I would look over to her, and every time she was staring straight ahead at the TV screen, she stayed silent throughout watching it, but she
didn't look that interested. Soon I found myself fascinated with the rise and fall of her chest and she breathed in and out. My mind flashed back to when we
were in the cellar,
"I was lying before. I'm never going to be cool with us just being mates. I was gutted when you ran off with Sinead. Cried myself to sleep and everything. Pathetic
isn't it? I've tried to stop thinking about you, but it's like trying to stop breathing. I still love you. I always will."
I was the idiot, for not being with Jasmine even when she wanted to be Jason. She still loved me even though I had hurt her so many times, and no doubt
about it I still loved her too.
The whole friends deal slipped out of my mind and before I realised what I was doing I took Jasmine's hand in mine. Jasmine froze.
"What are you doing Bart?" She asked removing her hand from mine.
"What? friends can hold hands cant they?" I answered her question with one of my own.
"I don't see you holding hands with Jono or Neil," She told me.
"Look I'm sorry, I was just thinking about what you told me in the cellar," I admitted.
She looked away. "Don't start," Jasmine told me.
"What do you mean, don't start, look I'm telling you I love you! Why can't you just listen to me," I asked standing up.
"Because I don't want to hear it Bart! It's the same crap every time, you tell me you love me and then you hurt me again," She yelled standing up to meet my
level.
"I am so sorry, but I can't help it, I can't stop loving you and you know what I don't want to stop!" I needed her to know.
"What and you think I don't love you? You know I do, I've loved you all this time and you just blew me off for Sinead, because you were afraid of what
people would think!" Jasmine cried.
"I don't want Sinead! I want you! And I'm not afraid anymore, because when I'm with you everything is right." I told her grabbing her hand.
"I don't want to hear it Bart, I can't be with you right now, so it's your decision, you either be my friend or you have nothing to do with me," She said, and
once again removed her hand from my own.
"I love you," I repeated
"Friend or you have nothing to do with me," Jasmine repeated.
"I can't just be your friend and I sure as hell can't not have anything to do with you," I told her. I pulled her towards me and touched our lips together. I
kissed her slowly and soon enough she was kissing me back, I deepened the kiss and moved my hands to her waist, Jasmine moved her hands around my
neck, she stopped kissing me and looked me in the eyes.
"WHY are you doing this to me?" She asked her voice breaking. I brought her lips back to mine and the kiss turned hungry.
"Stop, I can't do this, I'm sorry I need to go," Jasmine cried pulling out of our embrace.
"Wait!" I called but it was too late she was already out the door.
GOD why the hell was this so difficult?
