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Gray's party lasted till morning. Everyone was exhausted but they didn't care. Their happiness had taken over them.
''Lucy wake up!'', someone said.
It took me a few seconds to notice that it was Levy-chan.
I slowly opened my eyes. Levy-chan was standing next to me. I looked around me and noticed that I was in my house.
Suddenly I remember what had happened yesterday! Gray was here….he wasn't dead anymore…..What if…what if this was a dream? What if whatever I saw wasn't real?
''Lucy! You forget?!'', Levy-chan shouted.
I was still so sleepy that it was difficult for me to talk.
''Eh? W-what are you talking about?'', I murmured.
She signed and poked my forehead.
''We had agreed to start searching for a wedding dress!'', she told me excited.
Ahhh…yes, right. I had totally forgotten. 18 days have left….Time passes really fast.
''First your wedding, then the arrival of Gray…I am so happy'', she claimed with a big smile.
So it wasn't a dream….he was back for real.
''Now Levy-chan is your turn to announce your wedding with Gajeel'', I told her and giggled.
Her cheeks took a red colour and then she looked away.
''Baka'', she murmured.
I smiled as she took me fast a big hug.
We stayed like that for a while but then suddenly Levy-chan pushed me away.
''Come on Lu-chan! You should start preparing! We should go'', she told me.
I yawned and decided that I should get out of the bed.
In about 10 minutes I had managed to get dressed, wash my face, fix my hair and give some juice to Levy-chan and me.
''Natsu was so kind yesterday'', Levy-chan told as she put her glass at the table.
''Huh?'', I asked without understanding about what she was talking about.
''You had fallen asleep in a corner and Natsu lift you up and brought you to your home'', she explained.
I couldn't remember anything. So much things had happened yesterday that I was emotionally exhausted,
''I didn't know'', I whispered.
I would thank Natsu for that, when I would meet him.
''Come on, let's go'', I said to my friend.
She nodded and followed me as I graded my bag and then went outside, locking the door.
The truth was that I wasn't really excited for my wedding. It wasn't like I would cancel it but I wasn't as happy as I was supposed to be. I was thinking about Gray all time. I just couldn't think about something else. Images from the time we were a couple started coming into my memory.
''Look this!'', Levy-chan shouted excited, showing me a beautiful wedding dress at a window display.
''It's really pretty'', I said.
Levy-chan looked at me, ''You don't seem excited'', she said.
She knew me really well!
''I just don't like it that much'', I said trying to excuse myself.
''I see'', she murmured and looked away.
I didn't want to make her worry. I had to keep everything inside me.
We kept walking while searching for a pretty wedding dress. Unfortunately, even most of them were very beautiful, I had no mood to choose one.
''I am sooo tired'', I murmured as I sat in a bench.
Levy-chan sat next to me.
''If you keep going like that, you won't choose any'', she told me and signed.
''Don't worry, I will find one'', I said and closed my eyes, enjoying the sun.
''I hope so'', Levy-chan murmured as she closed her eyes too.
I was so worry. I was afraid of my feelings so much. The ones I had for Gray in the past….what…what if they came back? My love for him….what would I do? Would also my love for Natsu stop? This was wrong. My place was with Natsu. He had shown me so many times. I had to stay loyal to him.
''Hey girls!'', a known voice said.
Just with his voice, my heart started beating faster and faster. I slowly opened my eyes with the hope that I was just daydreaming.
''Hello Gray!'', Levy-chan said with a soft smile.
Gray smiled back to her and looked at me.
''Hi'', I murmured and tried to give him a smile.
He looked me with a blank face and I wondered why he was like that. Then a soft smile appeared to his face.
''What are you doing here?'', Levy-chan asked him.
''I was just wondering around. So many things have changed since the last time I was here.'', he explained to her.
She nodded with a sad smile and Gray patter her shoulder.
''And you? What are you doing here?'', Gray asked while grinning.
No please Levy-chan don't tell him. Whatever except this. Please…
''We were looking for a wedding dress for Lucy but she won't just choose anything!'', Levy-chan said annoyed.
She told it….
Gray's grinning disappeared. Again this blank face. Then he looked at me. I had no idea about what to say and I had no idea about what he was thinking. Soon he returned to be normal. I wondered if Levy-chan had noticed this changed.
''I am sure Lucy will find one soon'', he said and smiled to me.
I nodded and looked down. I just couldn't look at him.
Suddenly I felt Levy-chan gradding my arm. I looked at her confused.
''Lucy, is this Gajeel?'', asked me while pointing a man a few meters away, talking to a woman. He was definitely Gajeel.
''Yes, what is he doing there?'', I asked back.
''I have no idea'', she whispered and looked me with a sad face, yet a little angry.
''Go talk to him'', I told her.
Levy-chan looked like thinking something and then suddenly she hugged me.
''Gray please stay with her for a while as I am away. I will come back soon'', she told Gray as she pushed me away from her hug.
Gray was ready to say something but he didn't manage to say it since Levy-chan had already left.
And we had stayed alone…..
Gray sat next to me. I could feel his warmth. My heart was beating faster and faster.
''Are you happy about your wedding?'', Gray suddenly asked me.
His question surprised me. Why did he care?
''I am'', I replied and showed him a fake smile.
''I see….I am happy for you then'', he murmured and looked down.
The atmosphere between was really awkward.
I could see Levy-chan talking with Gajeel but I couldn't see if they were arguing. They were too far.
''I knew things would have changed when I would return'', Gray told me.
I didn't say anything. I just nodded.
''I noticed that you and Edo-Lucy aren't the same…..Yet I had to stay away from her'', he said and laughed nervously.
Edo-Lucy eh? We are obviously not the same!...Why am I even angry? I don't have to worry about this. Our relationship has finished.
''I see…..But I am glad that you are back…I had truly missed you'', I said and looked away. I didn't want to show him my sadness.
''I missed you too'', Gray admitted.
Again silence….A flashback passed quickly to my mind. A kiss between us. I still clearly remember how it felt. Why did I think of that?
''Lucy…I still love you'', he suddenly confessed.
Eh? Did I hear correct? Do I have illusions? Does he still…love me? Why did he say that? He knows I am getting married. He shouldn't say those things.
Yet inside me…I had the reply ready…I still love you too…
''Levy is coming back and I should go…see ya Lucy'', Gray fast said while I was trying to say something.
Before I even say even goodbye he had left. I could see Levy-chan coming towards me.
''Gajeel said I love you'', Levy-chan shouted with a dreamy face to me.
I tried to smiled to her after my shock with the other I love you from someone else.
''Where is Gray?'', she asked me while she sat next to me.
''He just left'', I told her.
''I see…Then lets continue our search for your wedding dress!'', she shouted happily.
How? How could I search for a wedding dress while all these things happened before?! Huh? I couldn't concentrate not the least bit! Unfortunately I had to follow Levy-chan. Yet my mind wasn't at my wedding but at those five words.
Lucy…I still love you
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