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As his deep voice echoed through the thin wooden door the urge to unlock it ran through me. I lifted my self off the floor and unlocked the door. I pulled it open so Dimitri could step through. I shut it again once he was in and locked it. I slid back down to the floor and laid there as he sat opposite me. He smiled at me before he began to speak.
" Roza? Are you okay?" I let his words hang in the air for a while, I watched him as he awaited my answer.
" No, I have done so much to try to forget. But then he goes and brings it up. He carries around this pile of guilt, as if it were his fault. But it's not. It's not his fault he wasn't at the ball to look after me, He was at the ball with a girl, to have fun. It wasn't his fault what happened" Dimitri stared at me as I had a rant. When I finished, I waited for his reaction. His mouth opened as if he were going to say something but before he could a loud bang erupted through the bathroom.
"What are you doing Rose? You let Belikov in?" Andre's voice boomed through the door and I just sat there.
"Are you going to let me in?" He asked. I waited for him to leave himself but I could see his shadow near the door. It hadn't moved not one inch.
"NO!" My voice came out loud and firm. I waited until his figure had retreated before I turned to look at dimitri once more.
"Roza, what happened? What is he taking the blame for?" Dimitri's words came out slow and calming.
"I'll tell you, if you tell me why you got angry when we almost kissed" His jaw clenched and he made no movement. He waited a few minutes before he let out a sigh and gave a nod. I looked at him once more before I launched into the story.
"Jesse's arm was wrapped firmly around my waist as he lead me away from the gym where the ball was and towards the back oval of the school. He smiled down at me, when I looked up at him. I thought everything was okay. I thought it was a kind smile, But as we took a few more steps it changed. The smile grew into a grin. A sickly demented grin, I tried to pull away and even started to thrash around but he grabbed my wrists and held them behind my back. He dragged me across the oval and behind the garden shed. He pushed me to the floor. He kicked me over and over again, until I couldn't move then finally he tried to force me to have sex but luckily a student reported us and a teacher came to find us and the teacher heard my screams. Jesse had me naked and was ready going to rape me but the teacher managed to get him away from me and knocked him unconscious before using his phone and calling for help. I passed out due to blood loss just before the ambulance arrived." I beared my heart and soul to Dimitri. I had never repeated what I had happened to anyone other than Lissa and Christian, Adrian found out after he over heard mine and Lissa convocations. But I didn't like people knowing. It makes me feel weak that he beat me so easily. That if the teacher didn't come after us, He could have gotten away with it.
Dimitri stared at me with sympathetic eyes. Tears swelled in my eyes at the memory. I hadn't cried about anything since that night and now as dimitri pulled me into the safety of his arms, I just let it all out.
I don't know how long we sat in silence, my head pressed up against his chest. His arms keeping me safe, wrapped firmly around my waist. His breath hitched just before he began to speak.
"I wanted to kiss you" I smiled and my heart started to beat a bit faster.
"Why didn't you?" My voice came out loud and strong which surprise me, I thought it would come out as a mere whisper.
"I-I just moved in and I thought if I kissed you it might make it awkward, cause what if you don't like me and last time I kissed someone it ended with my heart broken" I tried to hold in my laughter but, it just poured out. I leant back to see his face, He stared at me in shock as I laughed.
"Dimitri, You don't have to worry about me not liking you. I liked you the minute I saw you perving on me " This brang on another set of laughter and a wide smile crossed his face. I moved back closer into him and snuggled in close. "And I won't break your heart, promise" I looked up into his eyes. They stared back at me. His big Brown pools of chocolate, as if they were looking at my soul. I leant in close and waited for him to make the move. He didn't move at all and when I was going to pull away his lips crashed down on mine. His tongue darted in and out of my mouth each of our tongues fighting for dominance. He won our battle but that didn't stop us. I we just continued and a steady pace. His hands moved to my hips as I brang my teeth down around his bottom lip.
I broke apart from the kiss at the sound of a gasp. I turned to see Lissa, Andre and Christian. Christian held a smirk that filled his whole face. Andre's hand was tightly clenched around the key which I guess they used to unlock the door and Lissa stood there shocked but he face held a small smile.
I rose from where I sat on Dimitri and reached out my hand. Dimitri's hand surrounded mine and I helped pull him up. Although I don't think it count's cause he just stood up no help needed. I waited for him to let go my hand stayed firmly wrapped in his. I waited for someone to say something. I saw Andre open his mouth to talk.
"Don't say anything Andre!" My voice came out firm and clear. He shut his mouth as I walked around him Dimitri's Hand still wrapped around mine. I looked up at Dimitri once more as we walked down the stairs.
We entered the kitchen and by what the adults said they knew nothing of my where abouts for the past hour. I saw Yeva eyeing dimitri and I, But paid no attention to it. I walked to the far side of the room and sat at the dinning table.
"Thankyou so Much Rhea the food was amazing!" My father gave her a small hug while I hugged Lissa goodbye and promised to come over and talk tomorrow.
As we climbed into the car and Viktoria went to slide in next to me Yeva held her back. I slid on to the seat closest to behind the driver and waited for the others to climb into the back of the limousine. When everone else slid into the car, Dimitri slid in next to me. I sighed as we pulled off the drive way and started the drive home. Dimitri's hand rested on my thigh, my hand on top of his. I fell asleep with my head on his shoulder wondering what this thing with dimitri would turn into.
I know it took a long time and I'm sorry, But I had writers block. I would've put up an authors note but then you would have gotten excited and thought it was a chapter and I know I hate it when other writers do it. So I don't do it. I hope you enjoyed this chapter, please review and tell me what you think. I will be updating as soon as possible.