Love's Unwanted

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Chapter 4: Angela

I woke up in the morning feeling very uncomfortable. I had fallen asleep on my desk, to tired to move to my bed. I spent six hours putting my treasured pictures back together, piece by tiny piece. All the while, silent tears were streaming down my face. It was hard for me to see him, but at the same time, I needed to.

I was suddenly grateful for Renee's puzzle phase. Everyday she would come home with another 1000 piece puzzle, determined to finish it that night. Without all that practice, I don't know if I would have been able to rescue my pictures.

Suddenly I heard Charlie's sharp knock on my door. "Bella?" I picked up the taped pictures carefully, threw them in my desk drawer, and slammed it shut. "Yea Dad?" Sleep evident in my voice.

"Are you up? Angela just called, she's on her way over to help you do your hair and makeup."

I gasped and stood up, nearly falling from the abrupt movement. Today was my wedding! I felt horrible, I slept very uncomfortably, and for a very short period of time. I still had to take a shower and get ready for Angela. This was no way to start your wedding day.

I ran to the door as fast as possible without falling over and swung it open, into a very surprised Charlie's face. "Sorry Dad, I have to get in the shower, NOW!" Without waiting for him to answer I rushed to the bathroom and got in the shower.

Just as I was exiting the bathroom I heard Angela knocking on the door. I ran to my room and let Charlie answer it. I threw on my favorite sweatpants and a button up shirt, so I could take it off easily without messing up my hair, and opened my door for Angela. She was just reaching the top of the steps.

"Bella! Today's the big day. Did I ever thank you for making me my maid of honor? So what are we going to do with your- OH MY GOSH! What happened to you Bella? Did you get any sleep at all last night?"

There was no point in trying to keep something from Angela, she was just so perceptive.

I sighed and told her what happened. By the end of my story I was in tears. I was not able to think about Edward, let alone talk about him, without crying.

Angela walked over to my desk and pulled the pictures out of the drawer. She gasped. "Wow" she was very quiet, " You weren't kidding. These were in so many little tiny pieces." She ran her finger over the lines of one of the pictures and put it back in the drawer.

She sighed and walked back over to me. "Are you sure you can do this?"

"Yes. I can." I wouldn't cancel the wedding now and hurt Jake. Not for someone who was never coming back.

"But do you want to?" She must have heard the resistance in my voice. I wasn't as sure of that as I was before I found the pictures. I loved Jake, but I still loved Edward so much more. Would marrying Jake really be fair to him? Or was it just another of my selfish acts, so that I wouldn't hurt as much.

"Yes, I do." I answered half truthfully. "Now let's get this over with. The limo will be here in 3 hours." I walk over to my desk chair and sat down, Angela was going to do my hair and makeup.

She nodded her head and got to work, sensing that I would say no more on the subject.

A/N: Sorry it's so short. I'm trying to make them longer but it's just not working.

I was going to make this chapter the wedding but I didn't have it in me. Next chapter, I promise! I'll update as often as possible, but reviews make me faster. They encourage me to keep going. J