11TH GRADE
This summer sucked ass. I had to give up the house because my dad was not returning. It's like he disappeared off the face of the earth. Whatever. The house has gone into foreclosure. It's not like I could sale it because my name is not even on the damn thing. I tried working that summer to see if I could pay the mortgage but minimum wage doesn't exactly get the job done. I had to let something else go that reminds me of my mom.
I moved in with the Tuckers because they were willing to take me in. The state considers me to be their foster care. They had to fill out a ton of paperwork and they had to check the house out and all this extra bullshit. I am glad the state will at least be giving them a check for my stay because I know things are hard enough.
Craig and I actually have to share rooms. Since he took my virginity we haven't really talked. I don't know what he has been up to but apparently, I have been the least of his concerns. If not for football I would be toast. I am taking all my energy, angry and putting it into football. I almost feel bad for the opposing team but not really. I am a wide receiver so it's not like I get to hit anyone. Anyway, I would hate to admit it but things are so awkward now.
I was in bed reading a manga when Craig walked into the room. He is wearing a frown so something must have happened today. I roll my eyes not really giving a shit like he hasn't cared about me for the past couple of months. He throws his jacket across the room. I haven't seen him this angry in a while.
"What's wrong?" I couldn't help but ask.
"That bitch was cheating on me." Wow someone cheated on Craig?
"I didn't know you were dating anyone"
"I wasn't"
"Then how did she cheat on you?"
"It's complicated okay!"
Whatever dude, no need to yell at me." I bury my nose back into my book shaking my head. I hear knock at the door. "Come in"
"Hey boys, I just wanted to check on you" said Mrs. Tucker.
"Everything is fine thanks" I replied. Craig didn't say anything. She looked at him and knew not to say anything else to him.
"Alright, well just so you know we are saving up to get two twin beds so you guys don't have to share. It is just going to take some time."
"I understand" I explained. "I would get a job to help you out if I wasn't on the football."
"Awwww, you are too sweet. It's okay. Maybe with football you can get a full ride with room and board." Shit, I wish like hell I could get something like that. "I will see you boys tomorrow. Have a good night and don't stay up too late." Mrs. Tucker closes the door and I go back to my book.
"You are such a kiss ass" said Craig taking his shirt off.
"Am not" I replied. "I would get a job if I wasn't on the football. I busted my ass this past summer and it was for nothing because I still couldn't save the house. I have no problem working. That is you with the issues with getting a job." Craig rolls his eyes. "Yeah go ahead and act like I am not telling the truth. I am not in the mood to argue with you tonight."
Craig was now only in his boxers. He cut the lights off and turned the tv on getting under the covers.
"Dude, I am reading"
"You were reading, I am tired as fuck and I want to go to bed so yeah the lights need to go off." He is being such an asshole tonight. I sigh as I close the manga. I wasn't going to continue the fight with him. I got dressed for bed and got back into the bed. I grabbed the remote to see what was on TV. I far from sleepy and it is only a little after 9:30pm. I decided to go to Hulu to watch Rick and Morty, one of my new favorite shows. I find myself laughing out loud a lot.
"Seriously man, your too loud" said Craig. I rolled my eyes and went back to watching the show until it was time for bed. I miss the old Craig. The Craig that showed me he cared about me not this selfish ass hat. I finally roll over getting cozy on my side of the bed.
I drifted off pretty quickly which is expected since I am really tired. Usually when I go to sleep nothing can bother me. I was awakened with this warm feeling. I flutter my eyes bit. I moan as I adjust to the darkness of the room. Craig must have turned the damn TV off. He knows I like to keep it on. I get a glimpse of the clock and it's 3 in the morning. I look down and I can make out that Craig is blowing me. Before I get a chance to say anything he swallows me whole.
I gasp but I recover quickly. "Craig, what are you doing?" He doesn't say anything but continues to go down on me. Don't get me wrong, this feels great, really great. I haven't hooked up with anyone since him. I haven't found the right person. Craig slides a finger inside of me causing to cry out. He covers my mouth with his left hand as he continues to work his mouth and finger. I squirming around as the pleasure intensified. After some time it feels like Craig has managed to get in 3 fingers.
I moan loudly into his hand and arch my back as he touched something that I can only describe as white blinding lights. Craig touched the spot again causing me to come into his mouth as I bit down on one of his fingers. Craig released me hissing.
"You fucking bit me!" he whispered angrily.
"Sorry" I whispered back. "The orgasm caught me off guard." Craig climbed on the bed hovering over me.
"I need to fuck you." I just nod because I am at the point I want him to. I really shouldn't but we have come this far. I close my eyes embracing for the feel of him. Craig leans over me to suck my neck. "You are so tight. It took me a while to work you open." I am blushing hearing this. I moan as I feel him slide inside of me. "So much easier to get inside you today."
He starts to thrust into me. I am working hard as hell to keep my voice down. Easier said than done. I was managing to do just fine until he finds that spot he found earlier with his fingers. Craig leans down kissing. Dear god, this spot is so sensitive. I can feel myself on the verge of coming again.
"Yes" whispered Craig. "You feel so fucking good. Are you going to come for me?" I didn't get a chance to answer his question because I am coming so hard. I can feel some of my come hitting my upper chest. I had to shove my fist in my mouth to keep my voice down. Craig leans over me burying his face into the crook of my neck. "Fuck Clyde." I can feel him filling me up inside. I moan because I love the thought of him coming inside of me.
Craig rolls onto his side taking me with him before pulling out. He quickly hands me a napkin. I wipe myself and get up to toss the away the evidence. I am more confused than I was a few months ago. This time I am asking questions.
"What hell was that?"
"What was what?" asked Craig.
"You just attacked me, like while I was sleeping after not paying me a bit of attention for months."
"Whatever Clyde, it's almost 4 in the morning and we have school. We can talk about this later."
"No I want to talk about this now. What exactly is your problem?"
"Clyde serious, you're being a total dick. You should be thanking me. You were totally backed up. Jesus are you not fucking anyone else?" Of course he would try to turn this around on me.
"You know what" I said pulling back the covers. "Don't ever touch me again. If you do I will tell your parents." I walk over to the desk grabbing tissues to further clean myself up before getting back into bed.
"You can't be serious?"
"Oh no, I fucking mean it" I hissed at him climbing into bed. Craig is just staring at me and I fix my pillows. He pulls me towards him hugging me from behind.
"Will you be with me sexually?"
"Friend with benefits?" I asked just to make sure I understood what he was asking.
"Yeah, I like being with you as a friend and I like making you feel good in bed." My face gets hot as the words he just said sink in. I think about the two times we have had sex and it is pretty magical. I also haven't had sex with anyone else. I mean maybe he could be my practice guy. Who the hell am I kidding. I could never do that to someone. I do like being with him though.
"What does this mean for you? Are you still going to be sleeping around?"
"Well sometimes maybe. That's the good thing about being friends with benefits is I go to just one person I know I can count on. If I meet someone I want to date I will let you know. You would do the same thing." I don't like the sound of this. It sounds complicated.
"I don't know" I muttered.
"Come on, I will take good care of you" Craig whispered in my ear before licking it. I flinched.
"Let's see how it goes but if I don't like it, I am out."
"That's cool" said Craig. "Let's get back to sleep. We only have about another 2 hours before we have to get up. I am doing my best to not to skip today." I roll my eyes. He is lucky that he is not in the foster system. They actually keep track of how many days of school I miss. I lay down facing away from Craig. I am pleasantly surprised when he pulls me close to him and starts to snuggle into my back.