Why can't I just fucking die?
Raph cornered me today, kept asking me questions, poking and prying at my brain while he tried to touch me with those hands that pawed at me and left stratches in my flesh, like claws. God, I still can't keep the tears from my eyes. He did it right in front of the others, the sick fuck, he's just trying to get me punished even more by making me have an outburst.
Leo wound up sending me to my room, said he refused to have us be an audience to my 'theatrics' as I started hyperventilating and sobbing uncontrollably when Raph pulled me into a hug. God, I just wish all this would just fucking end.