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Chapter 4

When you got home, you went straight to your bedroom. You were so tired. Little J. had gone to the kitchen to make sure Dorota was following the instructions correctly for the sleepover. Jenny was a blessing right now. You didn't want to deal with anything.

You entered your room and drop the bags at the floor. Your eyes went instantly to the bed. There it was, your cell vibrating. The ID said Cabbage Patch.

You didn't know why, but you answered it.

"Hi".

"Blair!" he sounded surprised. "Finally! I've been calling you all afternoon. I thought I was gonna get your voice mail again"

"oh" is all you said.

"yeah. Hey Blair, I'm sorry. You know… we need to talk. I just…I don't know…" he says.

"I know. Sorry for being a bitch today. But you're right. We do need to talk."

"i… miss you"

"me too"

"ohh you're such a cutie"

you laugh "shut up. Can you come over for a minute? Serena, Kati and Is won't be here for 2 hours".

"ok. Hey what about Jenny? Didn't you invite her too?"

"I did. But she doesn't need to come over. She's already here".

"Really? But—"

"She knows Humphrey. I told her this afternoon."

"Ohh"

"sorry, I know she's your sister and you should have told her. But believe me, I didn't plan on it".

"I know, I know. It's ok". You can almost see him smiling.

"so, you'll come?"

"mmmmm, I don't know. I need an excuse" he says in serious tone, but you know he is joking.

"tell your dad you're coming over to practice oral hygiene we learned today in Health class"

"haha, very funny. I'll see you in a while".

"ok…Dan?"

"Yeah?"

"Hurry".

And you hung up. But your phone started ringing again. Right away you answered thinking it was Dan. "Are you already on your way? Wow, I knew you were fast, but this is surprising" and you laughed.

"Am, hey Blair, it's Nate" a confused Nate says over the phone.

You were took by surprise. "Oh, hey Nate. Sorry, I thought you were, amm, Serena"

"Oh, don't worry about it. How are you?"

"Fine, and you?"

"Great. I was wondering what were you doing tonight."

"I'm having a sleepover with the girls. Sorry. And you?"

"Don't sweat it. I was planning on doing something with you, but…"

"Nate"

"What?"

"I…We're not dating anymore."

"I know. Well, actually I thought we were taking some time—"

"Yeah…well, I think we kinda need to talk"

"Yes. We should. When?"

"Tomorrow. I'll give you a call, ok?"

"Yeah…see you tomorrow then."

"'Key. I gotta go Nate."

"Fine. Hey Blair?"

"Yeah?"

"I miss you. And I love you."

"Yeah…me too Nate. Me too."

"You have no idea how good it feels to hear this. Ok, see you later. Bye."

"Bye."

Oh boy. Blair was in a lot of trouble.

It wasn't that you didn't love Nate. You thought you would never stoop loving him. Because despite he had broken your heart by sleeping with Serena, he had been your first love. Of course you missed him. But almost three months ago when you had found out that Nate had told Jenny at your own Mask Ball, thinking she was Serena, that he wanted to be with Serena, you had had enough. It had become too much.

You didn't thought that he didn't love you. It just was that you knew that if Nate was given the chance to choose between you and Serena, he would choose your very blond best-friend.

And…now, added to that all incredibly complicated situation was Dan. He was like a breath of fresh air in a hot august July day.

He was an escape from that crazy world you were part of. And most of all, he understood you.

You knew in your heart that you had to choose.

Just like Dan.

Archibald or Humphrey?

Waldorf or Van der Woodsen?

Suddenly, your door burst open, and Little J. said "Dan's here".

Your heart jumped when you heard that. But somehow you knew that the decision hadn't been made yet.