February 28th
I think I'm starting to understand the purpose of a Muimina-Janku and about those emotions it said you had but didn't know you had. I think it is possible to feel love, but not understand why or if you really do. That is my opinion on Sakura, I don't feel like I love her when she hurts me, but I do. The hurt, as I've come to realize, is her way of affection. I guess she must have grown used to being around Naruto, who is a person she seems to like to hit a lot. He is an idiot, so when he does something wrong she will playfully hurt him. And I don't think he really minds.
I wonder what it must have been like when Sasuke was there. Was it worse, better? Was it better without me? I think I have started to become a better friend, and a better person.
On a different note, Tenten bought me chocolate when I asked for it. I am very grateful to her, as I said, I am short on money. I will pay her back somehow.
Choji also said he will lend me some if I ask. He said, to quote: "You could do with some more meat on your bones."
And several people have said I am too pale, this is because as a child I hardly had any outings, so I was always undernourished and never got sun.
Working for blackops… That is something that will always be part of me. I am not sure what I would be like if I was a regular child, if I wasn't forced to do things by the ANBU. I have started to make a name for myself outside of the organization. Sai, I suppose would be the name. I never realized how nice it is to have an identity. Or 'friends'.