Over the next several months Ben and I got close. He told me about his mother and I told him about my father. We told each other everything. I even told him about my son.
"Can I tell you something?" I asked him as we watched a movie
"You know you can tell me anything." He said
"I have a two year old son. His name is Zane. I had him when I was 15 a month before I turned 16." I said " I signed custody of him over to my mom, because I didn't want him around my father."
"Wow so what he's being raised as your brother? What about his father?" asked Ben
"No Zane knows that I'm his mother. His father died attempting the change. We actually made Zane the night before. I had to tell his headstone that I was pregnant and he was going to be a father." I said blinking back tears
"I talk to Zane all the time on the phone. I used to see him everyday when I lived in Montana." I said
" Bran even let me see him after I was healed. My mom brought him to Bran's house. I was in wolf form and he was standing up to the couch. When I walked in ,he looked at me and smiled. He let go of the couch and walked over to me. He put his little hands in my fur and said mama and hugged me." I said tears slidding down my face
"He's so smart. He knew who I was even as a wolf. That was the day before I left to come here. I did it in wolf form because I didn't want him to see my cry." I said putting my arms around Ben
"It's okie. Maybe your mom will bring him here so you can see him." said Ben rubbing me back
"Yeah she said she would around thanksgiving." I said smiling
"Well I have to meet Stacy, but I can call and cancel if you need me." he said Stacy was Ben's girlfriend not his mate. His wolf rejected her which didn't bother me even though I had a boyfriend. we haven't slept together yet
" Well as tempting as that is. I'm okie." I said
"Why don't you like Stacy?" asked Ben
"Because she's fucking using you and you can do so much better than that fucking bitch." I told him
"I know. It doesn't bother me." he said "I'm just using her for sex."
"So you're using each other. That's fucked up." I said shaking my head
"Well what about you and Aiden? he doesn't even like you talking to Warren and he's gay." He said
"I don't know what his problem is. He gets mad when another guy looks at me." I told him shrugging
"He can't expect men not to look at you. I mean look at you. You're gorgeous." He said turning a little red
"Well thank you" I said " You know he told me that I can't hang out with you."
"Why would he say that?" asked Ben
"He thinks that you want to be more than friends. I told him you have a girl, but he said he didn't care." I said
"you just let him think what he wants. I gotta go home and get ready." he said
" 're going with us to the mall ?" I asked
"Don't you have a date tomarrow?" he said raising an eyebrow
"Yeah but not until 7. Warren and Kyle are going with me to the mall. They are going to help me pick out an outfit for my birthday." I said getting up
"Yeah. I guess I'll go." said Ben dramatically getting up too
"okay" I said as he walked out the door
Wait he didn't deny that he wanted to be more than friends. I thought as I shut the door.