Chapter 4 Revealed Secrets of the Whispered Moon

Edwards POV

Crashing on my bed I burst out into tears and sobbed till I finally fell asleep hours later.

"I won't be with you tonight." I said as she started to get out of my car. She seemed so distracted, what else was I supposed to do? She wouldn't talk to me and being the curious one I was it was making me angry. I always knew what people were saying and even thinking, but not Bella of course not; fate had pulled a fast one on me. Now she wouldn't even tell me what she was dreaming, even when I could tell it had and was still upsetting her.

I drove off back to my house, so I could think. Maybe leaving Bella by herself tonight would change her mind about keeping things from me. Was I being to hard on her? I mean she had been through a lot and it was in all my fault all these bad things kept happening to her. What if something happened to her tonight? Oh, no you dumbass! Something could happen to her tonight, what was I thinking.

So I decided on parking my Volvo along side the road where there was no way Bella could see it. I had a plan to spy on Bella and make sure nothing bad happened to her. She wouldn't know I was there and maybe I would find something out about her dream or what was on her mind. Sneaking up to her bedroom window I could already hear she was crying without me looking. What kind of person was I, I was putting her through hell. It took all of my might and self control to not go through her window and comfort her. After about two hours of her lying in her bed crying I thought I was going to break, but she finally calmed somewhat down and fell asleep. As soon as I could tell that she was in an un-wake able sleep, I crept through her window and laid next to her.

Running my hair through her soft hair I tried to comfort her the best I could because I could tell that the terrible dreams were coming. Laying there in that moment I realized that all this was, was a stupid fight. I was wrong, and I needed to make it up to Bella. I was her boyfriend and no matter what I thought I was supposed to comfort and be there for her whenever possible.

"NO…………My Flower………………….NO Jake Please don't……………………………" Bella screamed at the top of her lungs. She was going crazy, flinging her arms around like she was beating off an intruder. I forcefully tried to hold her down and wake her up, but nothing seemed to be working. Finally she stopped moving but that was the least of my worries because she stopped breathing too. I shook her as hard as I could, maybe a little too hard, because when she awoke she looked at me with the most terrified expression I had ever seen on her face.

"No nothing can happen to you, nothing!" She yelled as she sunk her head into my chest. I couldn't believe it she was crying for me, she was terrified for me, even though I had been the one that almost shook her to death. Man, did I love this girl, but she really had no concern for herself.

"Shhhh, everything will be okay, I promise we will work this out. Shhhhh" I told her while brushing her hair out of her crying eyes. Wiping away her tears with my fingers and then lifting her chin so she could see my eyes. "I am truly sorry, it was wrong for me to leave you. If you wish to tell me anything you can, but I don't wish you to push you anymore.

"I don't want to scare you, I just have this feeling something bad is going to happen, and I think it's going to be against you. I am so worried about you." She told me as she continued to sob in my chest. I hated seeing her like this, and the worst part of it all was she was worried about me, the indestructible one.

"It will all work out okay, I promise, now go get some sleep, I will be right here when you wake up." I told her as I felt her slowly fall back into some sleep.

ELLA'S POV

I woke up in Edward's arms still holding me tight, trying to make me feel secure. I wished that I could stay here, like this, forever so nothing bad would happen to either of us. I loved those moments when you know that the things in you life are as perfect as they could be and couldn't get any better. These are the once in a lifetime moments where your happy with all of your previous choices, but not wanting to make any ones that would change your life in the future. This was one of those moments. I laid in his arms for what only seemed like seconds, but was for actually some time. I finally got up went to get ready for the day.

I was a little disappointed when I remembered I had to get ready for school and even more disappointed when I saw how sunny it was outside today.

"It's actually better this way, I really need to go hunt anyways." He tried to convince me when he saw my disappointment when I saw the sun.

"I guess that's true, but it really won't be the same without you. It's cool do you think that you will be back tonight though?" I asked, trying to convince him more than ask for an answer.

"I will try to as hard as I can. I will be here for you, it just might be a little late, so don't wait up for me, but I will be here when you wake, I promise. Bye Bella" he told me as he left out my window.

I wouldn't lie to myself, I already missed him.

When I arrived at school, I went to my first class as fast as I could. I didn't want to run into anybody or talk to anybody. I just wanted to get this day over with so I could wake up in the arms of my perfect angel.

I headed towards my first class when I saw a head that looked familiar, but it couldn't be. I walked faster to see this tall figure more clearly. I must be going crazy, this couldn't be happening, Edward was going to flip. Oh no, not only was the figure looked like Jacob but he was also heading towards my class. I had never seen this man here before it must be a new kid, what if it really was Jacob?

"Hello Bella, nice to see you in this class, I will have some company then." Jake said to me as I sat next to him at first period. I couldn't believe that this was happening.

"Why are you all of the sudden going to school here," I asked trying not to pry into his business.

"Well to tell you the truth, my classes at my other school weren't as challenging so I decided to transfer here. Now I can see you more often isn't this great?"

I nodded in agreement but then focused my attention on our history teacher. I knew this couldn't be good.

"Bella, I need to talk to you somewhere more "private", can we meet somewhere after class?" Jacob asked me towards the end. I contemplated whether or not it was a good idea to agree to be alone with him, Edward defiantly wouldn't like it. My curiosity got the best of me and I agreed to meet him in the girl's bathroom by the auditorium that no one used at lunch,

The rest of the periods before lunch passed by quickly probley because I was in a daze thinking through my thoughts. I woke up from my daze walking into the bathroom seeing Jacob there already waiting for me.

"I have been waiting a long time for this, since he came back, to be alone with you." He said with a tone that frightened me and that's when I knew something was not right.