Urg, Sasuke, you're pissing me off! (

Sakura's Birthday: Chapter 4:
Broken Promises.

Sakura swore that, when Sasuke spoke, all the walls in the room fell at the same time in a horrible harmony.

''W-what?'' She looked at him and tried to smile. This had to be a joke. It had to be a joke. He couldn't be leaving, not again. If he was to leave, she knew that, her world would never be the same again and the color would fade forever. She was not strong enough, not for that.

She got up and looked at him, not caring that she was naked. He was leaving. He was going to leave her, again!

''You.'' She started. ''You c-can't! You-'' She didn't know what to say. Was she supposed to laugh? Scream? What was he expecting her to say? Her heart was just starting to heal!

When she fell on the floor and started to sob, Sasuke was at her side in an instant.

''Sakura, I'm sorry, I-''

''Don't talk!'' Her voice was low but Sasuke knew she meant to be screaming, it's just that her voice was leaving her, just like his. ''If you're not going to say that you are staying, then don't talk! I-I don't want to hear it!''

Sasuke looked at her and grabbed her face with his hands, they were shaking.

''Listen to me, Sakura.'' Oh god, those tears again. It was killing him, every time he was to see them, he wanted to embrace her. He wanted to wipe them away and make reappear her beautiful smile. Those tears. He had to hold his breath, he could feel her pain and her sadness in them.

''Why?'' She asked. ''Why do you have to leave again? You just came back! You just came back to me!''

He could almost hear her own heart beat with fury, as his own was ready to explode at the sound of her salty and painful words.

''Sakura-''

''Why did you came back if you were going to leave anyway?! Why? Don't you care about my feelings at all?''

''I do!'' It was the first time Sakura heard Sasuke spoke in such a voice. He sounded, hurt.

She looked at him, shocked, surprised, but mostly hurt, knowing that she had just hurt Sasuke.

''I do care.'' He repeated. ''That's why, that's why I have to leave.''

Sakura tears refused to stop falling. It was like if they had their own will. She closed her eyes and tried to control the beating of her heart, trying to catch her breath. Then, Sasuke took it away with his words.

''I love you.'' He said softly. ''That is why I have to leave, Sakura.''

Sakura was confused. She was glad, glad to hear those words from Sasuke, she had wished all her life that, one day, Sasuke was to love her. But, she was also confused. If he loved, then why? Why did he need to leave?

Noticing her confused look, Sasuke closed his eyes and spoke: ''I'm a criminal''

He grasped her shoulders and opened his eyes to look at her. '' I only came back to, to give the Hokage information about The Akastuki. I-I wasn't planning to come here.''

''Regrets?'' Something in Sasuke died as Sakura's words reached his ears. ''Do you regret coming? D-do you regret making love to me? ''

Her voice was shaking as she spoke.

''No!'' Sasuke hissed at her. ''How, how could I regret this? I-I wished for this to, I-'

Sakura's lips covered Sasuke's without any warnings but he responded to her automatically. How could he regret such a thing? She should be the one regretting. He was a criminal, a monster. A monster that broke her heart hundred and hundred times, over and over again. She was an angel, a perfect and pure being. She was too good for someone like him, for him.

''Sakura...'' He slowly pushed her away and got up. ''I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you. But, I can't stay. I have to go.''

She looked at him and got up.

''Isn't there any chances for you to stay?'' Even though the question was simple, Sasuke could not find anything to say, beside one word. A word that he was getting tired to say.

''No.''

He hated it. He was always disappointing her. He wished, he wished that one day, he could make her happy, even just for a moment.

''Then.'' Sasuke saw a smile appear on her face.'' I'm coming with you.''

Sasuke's answer was instant. ''No.''

She ignored him and started packing up her things but was stopped by Sasuke's hands on her bag. ''Sakura.''

''Sasuke.'' Sakura's eyes were burning with determination. ''I am coming you, period.''

''No you are not.'' He grabbed her bag, threw it away and looked back at her. ''It's too much risk.''

Sakura arched her eyebrows. ''Sasuke...'' Her voice was menacing, she didn't care about that. She wanted to be with him.

''Sasuke, if you don't let me come with you, I'll follow you. I don't care how much time it will take but I will find you. This is risky.''

They exchanged a few glances and Sasuke sighed. He knew Sakura, she was the kind of person who would keep their words, even though it meant to put you own life in danger.

''You are going to regret it.''

Sakura smiled and jumped in Sasuke's arms. She grabbed her bag that had ended it course on a corner of her room and continues packing her things while Sasuke stared at her.

''Are you planning to go like this?'' He smirked at her and she realised that she was still naked. She rushed to her clothes but Sasuke's arms wrapped around her waist.

''Who said that you could get dressed.'' He told her in a sexy voice.

Sasuke kissed her hungrily and laid her on the bed. Good thing she was still naked, he wanted her right now and couldn't stand to wait anymore.

Sakura moaned loudly when Sasuke nibbled on her neck to left another mark on her now aching skin. It was hurting a bit but she liked it, she liked everything Sasuke was doing to her.

He liked her neck and descended to her stomach, kissing her bellybutton. When he reached her legs, he kissed them from her foots and back to her thighs, can't helping himself but biting on her inner thighs. For Sasuke, Sasuke was the most erotic being ever. As he licked her hips slowly but surely, he noticed how she was biting her lips, trying to suppress he moans but failing miserably.

When Sakura felt Sasuke's tongue where she needed him the most, she called his name, she couldn't control herself anymore. He was completely making her lose her sense.

''S-Sasuke!''

He looked up at her and smiled. He wanted to make Sakura feel good, not only good, but amazing. He wanted whole body to remember him, not only her.

When he felt that she was way past ready in entered her in a single movement. When she was about to shout he shut her up with a passionate kiss.

Sakura's whole body shuddered with spasms caused by the pleasure Sasuke was causing her. She could feel her foots tremble without her agreement and Sasuke's nails in the skin of her hips almost made her faint. He pushed himself deeper and harder in her, forcing her to grip the blanket under her to stop herself from falling.

Sasuke grabbed her arms and made her sit on him so they were face to face. ''Sakura...''

She breathed the air he exalted and swore that it was the most beautiful thing she had ever smelled, it smelled like a mix of menthe and apples. She loved it.

He liked her lips, asking for entrance. She opened her mouth but was the first one to react. She touched Sasuke's tongue delicately. It was smooth and tasted apples. He quickly responded and wrapped his tongue around hers, wining a groan from her.

She was amazing. It felt so good inside of her. Her skin was so smooth and her hair smelled so good. It felt like if it was a dream, it was way too perfect and Sasuke wished he could stay asleep forever.

When he felt that she was about to climax, he hugged her tightly and came.

They were sweating, tired but happy. He looked at Sakura and was satisfied with what he saw. She was smiling. She was happy.

''I love you Sasuke'' She told him, trying to catch her breath. ''I love you.''

She repeated the same words over and over again but he never got tired of it. It was like music in his ears. A never ending melody that seemed to be written only for him and sang only by her.

He laid her on the bed carefully, knowing that, in the morning, she would be really sore. 'I should've been gentler.' He was kind of feeling bad but didn't regret anything. She was his now. It was a fact. Period.

He put his boxers on and looked at Sakura's face. She was asleep but was still smiling. She seemed so fragile and defend less.

He covered her with the blanket and walked to her window. In a few hours, the sun was going to rise, the people were going to wake up. And, he had to leave before.

He looked at the moon in the sky. It was shining in the cloudless sky. It was pretty. Not as pretty as Sakura, but it was pretty.

He stayed there for a while and stared at Sakura sleeping figure. Beautiful.

He walked to her bed and kissed her forehead. Then, he did something that he hadn't done for a very, very long while. He smiled. Sakura was asleep, so she couldn't see it, but Sasuke smiled. He smiled a real and content smile. After all, at this exact moment, he was happy.

He got dressed, grabbed his bag and his eyes wandered on Sakura's face another time. His smiled disappeared as he whispered the same three words.

''I'm sorry, Sakura.''