(A/N: thank you all so much for the reviews! Hope you'll enjoy this one)
The music starts playing as I waited for her to walk down the aisle.
God, she looks so beautiful. I can't believe I'm going to get marry with her.
She came closer and the more she gets closer, the more my heart starts to beat faster.
I can't believe this is actually going to happen. The girl who I'm going to marry with, the girl that makes my heart skip a beat, the girl who I'm in love with is, Spencer.
''Wake up sleepy head! We're gonna be late.''
''What the fuck Taylor! I just had an amazing dream.''
''About what? Let me guess, Spencer?''
''Yes and I keep having this dream about me and Spence getting married. I just don't know what to do Tay.''
''Just talk to her Ash. Maybe then you two can work things out.''
''Ok, I'll talk to her. She's coming to the studio with me anyways so that will be the perfect moment to talk to her.''
''Good, now get your ass up and get dress. I'll see you later at the studio.''
''Wait! where are you going? I thought you were coming with me.''
''Well I'm gonna pick up Jordan first so I'll see you later then.''
''Oh, so you want to get some first and then go to work huh?'' I said with a smirk on my face
''Oh yes!... Hehe I'll see you later.''
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I called Spencer and said that I would be there in ten minutes. So I drove to Spencer and there outside her house she was already, standing in front of her house, waiting for me.
''Now are you getting in my car or do you want to stand there the whole day?''
''From my fiancé, I'm not suppose to get in a car with a stranger.'' she said looking so cute like a 6 year old kid
''So now I'm a stranger?!... Okay that's it. Bye Spence...''
''Wait!'' she gets in my car ''now happy? I don't want to be alone now Jesse is away for a week.''
''Aw Spence, I'm always there for you when you need someone you know.'' I said, giving her a warm smile
''Yeah I know, thats why I love you for that.'' did she just said she loves me? Oh god! No air! Breathe Ashley, breathe
''You..you love me?''
''I...ofcourse...in a friend way.'' and now my day is totally ruined!
''Oh..ok.'' I said disappointed ''we should probably go.''
''Oh Ash...you know I can't. Just let it go. Move on and forget about it.''
''yeah I don't want to be late.'' I said, ignoring everything what Spencer just said. I can't believe her! How many times did this girl hurt me without even noticing it?
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The whole ride was awkward and silent. Nobody said something until we arrived.
''Hey I know this place! My friend works here.''
''Really?...maybe we'll see her around.''
We went to Taylors department and there she was waiting for us.
''Hey Spencer! Nice to see you again.''
''Likewise Taylor.'' Spence said giving a warm smile to Taylor. She's so sweet
''Okay Ash, you're ready?''
''Yeah I'm ready. Let's do it! Spence you okay with waiting?''
''Yeah sure, no problem. Besides I came here to watch you sing right? Now good luck and make some records!'' aw I can't stay mad or disappointed at her...she's to cute for that
I smiled at her with one of my nose crinkles and I know that she's melting right now. She loves it when I do that
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I've record 1 song now and we're having a break.
''Gosh Ash, you were amazing! And I love that song! It's amazing.''
''Well yeah...i know. You like the song huh? Wait until you hear the next one. You will love it! ...and by the way, thank you for coming with me.''
''No problem, I like it here...with you''
There she goes again. Saying so sweet things to me and then afterwards leaving me hurt.
Our eyes were locked into each others. I know I shouldn't do this but all I want right now is just lean in to her and kiss her.
''Hello lovebirds.'' Thank you Taylor!
''Oh my god! Spencer! What are you doing here?'' and Jordan!
''Jordan, you know her?'' Taylor asked. Dude! Now I'm confused
''Hell yeah I know her. She's my best friend!''
''J! I didn't know you know Ashley and Taylor.'' So confused
''Actually I'm dating Taylor.''
''Oh so you're that girl Taylor!''
''Yes I am.'' Taylor said proudly
''W-wait! I'm confused! you 2 know each other...so that means Jordan is your friend you were talking about right Spencer?''
''Yeah that's right.'' major head deck
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so when the four of us were talking and getting to know each other more better, Mike came over to us saying the break is over and time to work.
''Spence wait until you hear this one, you will love it.'' I said leaving an excited Spencer behind
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''Taylor I don't want to do that song anymore.''
''Why not Ash?''
''Last night I wrote a song about Spencer and I know you will love this song too so please let me record this one. Please?''
''Uh...okay. What do you need?''
''Nothing, only a guitar and thats it...Thank you Tay.''
''Your welcome and ...make mama proud!'' I soo love her!
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Okay Ashley, calm down. She will love it. Just sing it!
I strum the guitar as Taylor give me a sign to start
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
She's standing there right now. Here it comes...
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
She's smiling, that must be a good sign
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of the winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Now I'm strumming harder and let my feelings out
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
i sing it from the bottom of my heart
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
WOW! that felt amazing!
I look at the people who's standing behind the window...speechless. They don't move just standing there.
I looked at Spencer and I can see in her eyes that she's about to cry. So I ran to her. Saying quick thank you's the people who's saying all those nice and amazing things about the song that I just sang.
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''Spencer wait!''
''I'm sorry Ash. I just can't.''
''Okay just listen alright...I thought you would like the song. It's about you and you know how I feel about us.''
''Ash stop! There is no us.''
''Exactly! Thats what I mean. You say things that a normal friend wouldn't say, you kiss ME and then leave me hurt behind... That's just fucked up Spence. Don't play with my heart.''
''I'm not...i...just can't stay away from you Ash. ...i...i love you.''
(A/N:okay have to stop here people! Song is from Katy Perry- Thinking of you. I love Katy Perry!
So please review and tell me what you think about this chapter.
sorry if it's rush and for the wacky ending :( just wanted to update soon. xoxo)
