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Chapter 4
CPOV
We just got back from dinner with everyone. Mom and Dad and Mia were tired from the jet leg and traveling so they went to bed after dinner. Elliot and Kate snuck off at some point for some alone time… lucky bastards. It's just me and Ana left, neither of us wanted to go to bed so we decided to sit outside for a while. She's just gone to her room to get changed out of her dress. I pour us a glass of wine and wait outside for her. I hear the door open and I see her walk to the edge of the dock where I'm sat. She looks sexy even in her grey pyjama shorts and white camisole. Her legs look even longer and have a light sun kissed look like the rest of her body. She sits down next to me with our feet dangling off the edge and I pass her a glass.
We just sit for a few minutes admiring the view and just enjoying each other company. These moments of us not talking are never awkward. It feels normal, natural, relaxing which I like. I decided to apologies about me being so forward with the Michael situation.
"Hey, I'm sorry for being so forward when I ask if you liked Michael earlier. I was just curious since I saw you laughing together" I say, she blushes
"It's ok. I found it funny that you were jealous" she banters with me
"I don't get jealous"
"We'll what would you say If I told you I was lying. He isn't gay, he's straight and he asked me out on a date"
My eyebrows shoot up! WHAT THE FUCK! My eyes darken at the thought of that fucker touching her, being closer to her, being with what I want to be mine. My fists clench.
"Oh my god Christian, calm down! I was just joking, he is really gay. I just wanted to prove you were jealous" she says laughing at my reaction.
"Liers have Karma coming to them Anastasia" I can't believe she played with me…I like that.
"Anyway, maybe I am jealous. What are you going to do about it?" I challenger her
"I would do nothing because your Mia's brother"
"Why does that matter?" I'm confused why Mia would care
"Because she's my best friend and you're her brother, that's probably weird for her. I don't know if I'd want to put her in that situation"
"Trust me, Mia won't mind. If anything, she'd be ecstatic that I'm dating someone"
"Do you not date?"
"Not really. I've dated other girls before but I've never brought a girl home to meet my parents" I admit. I've had sex with girls but as harsh as it sounds, I never want more. I never see them after a few dates or hook ups.
"What about you?" I ask curiously
"Emmmm…. I've never even had a boyfriend so I don't really have much experience with the dating scene" she says looking into her lap. Look at me angel.
"How?! Your absolute breath taking! How has a guy never swept you off your feet?"
She shrugs "I don't know, I've just never met I guy that made my world stop turning"
She looks up and into my eyes. I feel the familiar spark between us, drawing us closer. I can't believe she's stayed single for this long. She's the most amazing women in the world. We are so close already; I want to be even closer, I want to kiss her lips so badly. She hasn't backed away yet so I inch forward letting her know my intentions. She doesn't move so I take that as my cue that it's okay.
I lean forward and press our lips together. The second they touch, it's as if the world around us froze. It's just the two of us here. It feels like the air is crackling around us, as if fireworks are being set off as our lips mesh into one. Her lips are the softest, plumpest, the most perfect lip's I have ever kissed! I want to keep kissing her. I am about to place my tongue at her entrance but she pulls back a little to separate.
"I know you said Mia would be cool with this, I still want to take this slow. This is all new to me and I don't want to rush it because…. I really feel something with you and I don't want to mess it up" She confesses. I smile back to reassure her.
"I understand. We will take this at your pace. We'll only do what you're comfortable with just know I'm always here for you. I feel something for you too" I kiss the tip of her cute button nose
"Thank you" she blushes and looks back to her hands "That was a really good kiss though" she lightly giggles
I agree baby. I'm glad she said that because now I know she's into me and enjoyed it just as much as I did. After a few minutes of us sitting close to one another I know it has to end before I do anything more and push her to something she isn't ready for.
"Come on, Elliot will probably be waking us up at the crack of dawn again so we need to get some sleep" I stand and offer her my hands which she gladly takes and I lift her from her spot. She leads to go back inside with our hands still linked but I don't move.
"Ana. Do you remember when I mentioned Karma?" she cocks her head to one side. I smirk at my plan
I pull her arm and with one quick swoop I lift her into my arms.
"This is pay back for lying to me. I'm going to throw you into the water" I inch closer to the edge of the dock.
"No Christian! Please don't" she struggles in my arms and grips my neck tighter.
"This is what liars get" I am about to throw to throw her when she screams
"NO PLEASE DON'T!" She grips me tighter than anyone has before "I-I can't… I can't breath….. ple-please put me down"
FUCK FUCK FUCK. I can now she was being serious and she's having a panic attack. I step back and lower her down. The second her feet touch the floor she sprints off to her room crying.
Well done Grey you definitely fucked that one up! I feel horrible, I was only playing, I didn't realise she was actually scared.
I feel so ashamed of myself. I sign then walk to her balcony door. I knock on the glass.
"Ana, I'm so sorry; I had no idea you were serious. I was only playing, I didn't mean to upset you. Please understand I never meant to hurt or upset you" we've only just confessed our feelings and now I've fucked it up.
From behind the glass and curtains she speaks up, I can still hear the tears and upset in her voice "It's fine Christian. I'm tired, Good night"
"Okay, good night…. I really am sorry"
She doesn't say anything back so I bow my head and walk upstairs too my room to fall into a very restless sleep.
APOV
I wake up from what feels like 2 hours of sleep. I couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard I tired. I was restless for the entire night, I kept waking up every hour; My mind wouldn't stop thinking about how I messed things up with Christian. I can't believe I reacted that way, I was truly so scared. That was one of my biggest fears and I panicked and now I've probably scared him off! Why wouldn't he run? Who would want to be with a dramatic, shy, inexperienced girl.
I want to try and make things right so it's not awkward for the rest of our trip. I see its 6:30 am; I remember Christian mentioned he was an early riser so I get up and go make him a cup of coffee so I can go upstairs and apologise. I take my cup of tea and Christian's coffee upstairs to his room and manage to knock on the door without spilling. He opens the door and I almost drop the cups straight on the floor. He must have just woken up because he answers the door with a bare chest and sweatpants that hang perfect on his hip. How can someone be this hot right when they wake up. I saw him with his shirt off yesterday and in his swim trunks but he looks even hotter in the morning!
"Oh… emm-I'm sorry I didn't know you were sleep. I-I'll come back" I need to cool down for a second.
"No Ana wait, I wasn't asleep. I was just laying in bed. Please come in" I walk inside and stand awkwardly.
"I'm just going to use the restroom. Please make yourself comfortable" he smiles at me then goes into the bathroom.
I look round decide to sit on the bed and wait for him. I place the cups down on the night stand and sit up against the headboard and wait for him.
He comes out the bathroom and he smiles when he's sees me on his bed. I think I catch his eyes go darker too. I hand him his coffee after he gets comfortable next to me.
"Thanks for the coffee" he says as he takes a sip.
"Your welcome, I just wanted to come and apologise for last night"
He freezes mid sip
"You want to apologise to me?" he asks confused "I should be the one apologising"
"No, it was my fault I ruined last night. I just got really scared. I have such a bad fear of water when its dark…... When I was a kid, me and my friends used to go to this little beach near our houses and one night we went down to hangout. We decided to dip our feet in the water and while we were stood there talking I cut my foot on a piece of glass that was floating around. I have never felt a pain like that before in my entire life. I was screaming, the pain was indescribable. Since that night I've never been in dark waters where I can't see what's floating around" I take a calming breath so I don't panic again.
"So, when you picked me up and I thought you were going to throw me in so I panicked. It was so dark and I couldn't see what was in the water. I know it's so silly for me to over react like that, I just- the pain felt like I was paralysed. I never want to feel like that again so I'm careful around dark waters." I look down at my lap while I'm talking, he probably thinks I'm a dumb drama queen.
"Ana please look at me" I lift my head to look at him and thankfully he doesn't seem disgusted or weirded out by me.
"Anastasia, I'm so sorry I put you through that. You didn't overreact at all! I fully understand why you got so upset. I truly didn't mean to upset you, I was just joking around. I really am sorry"
I'm so relieved he isn't mad at me!
"Can we just forget about the whole thing. There's not point us both going around in circles apologising"
"Of course," we both smile back at each other. I relax even further into the headboard and I yawn loudly.
"You still tired?" he chuckles
"I didn't sleep much last night" I say through my second yawn.
"Me either. Should we try and get more sleep before everyone wakes up?"
"I'd love too" I shuffle down so I am laying down in his comfortable bed. I look up and he's frozen looking at me
"What? Oh my god I'm sorry I thought you meant us lay together! This is so embarrassing. I'll go back to my room" I throw the covers off me and get up.
"No Ana wait! Please stay…. It's just- I've never slept with a girl in my bed before" he confesses.
"Oh"
"Please come back. It's fine, I want you here" He wants me there, he's so sweet
I walk back over to the bed and climb in and pull the covers up too my chin. We lay facing each other. We gaze at each other and at some point, my eye lids go heavy and I fall into a peaceful sleep.
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Not for very long though. I startle awake to someone banging on the door. SHIT! BUSTED. Christian sits up startled by the bang too, we must have moved closer in our sleep because he is right next to me.
"For fuck sake, it's Elliot" Christian groans
"Fuck, what are we going to say to him!" I worry
"Christian wake your ass up!" Elliot says through the door.
I surprisingly think of an idea quickly; I hand Christian the now cold cup of coffee and I grab my cold cup of tea. I open the door to let Elliot in. When he sees me instead of Christian his eyes bulge out in surprise; but he quickly switches to a curious frown.
"What are you doing up here banana?" he asks curiously with the same face
"I just brought Christian some coffee to wake him up" I smile back. Please buy what I'm saying. Elliot looks past me to Christian, to make him believe me, Christian takes a sip of his very cold coffee and smiles. I feel so bad that must taste awful!
"Hmmmmm sure. Anyway, I came to tell you that the boys are women free today. I think the girls are going to the spar for the day." Oh no I won't get to see Christian all day
"Okay great, thanks for letting us know"
Elliot thankfully leave us alone but not before eying us one more time. I hope he's not onto us..
I shut the door and Christian spits his coffee back into his cup, he clearly couldn't swallow it.
"Jesus Christ, that tasted fucking awful" he says in disgust
"Thankful he didn't suspect too much. I'm gonna go get ready for the day" I walk over to him "I'll miss you today" I really wish we could spend the day together.
"I' miss you too" he grabs my hand and strokes my knuckles.
"I'll see you later?" I try not to sound too excited.
"Later's baby" he replies back smiling. We slowly loosen the grip on each others hands, our finger tips slowly tingling in the wake. I head downstairs to get ready to meet the girls. I miss him already...
I hope you enjoyed this Chapter! It's not super long, I wanted to give little more background information so the story can escalate and they can become a lot closer!
I also how a question again! For the next chapter would you like for there to be more conversation written with the family, so when the girl go to the spar would you like for me to write about that and the same for the boys? I want to write all about Christian and Ana but they aren't the only ones on this vacation! PLEASE LET ME KNOW!
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