A/N: Finally an update! Here is chapter three for Underneath. I know I left it on quite a 'cliffhanger' last chapter and I do apologize. I have no excuses this time. I have just lost complete and total faith in my writing. I feel as if all that I write anymore is just shit. Which sucks because here is summer, I have all of this free time on my hands, and every paper I touch turns to shit. Ugh, so much hate. But I really hope you all enjoy the update and don't hate me too much.
Underneath
Chapter 3
It was a small cute little breakfast nook just a bit out of town with an old country feel and these candle lights in the center of the table of the dimly lit room. The colors of red and beige soothed him as he and Sebastian ate their respectful meals, Sebastian an egg omelet and Blaine a simple egg sandwich with cheese. The whole ordeal was just strange, but one thing that didn't go unnoticed was the flirty behavior and heart eyes that his boyfriend has been making at the waiter, a tall man with dusty blonde hair and a black beanie on his head to go with the black shirt and black slacks that all of the employees are enforced to wear. Now Sebastian flirting with other men wasn't anything new. So all thoughts of Sebastian losing his mind were now officially invalid.
"I really know it's hard on you Blaine." his boyfriend had stated after a very long sip of his coffee.
Blaine looked up from his meal and glanced around the restaurant before his eyes settled back into place.
Sebastian took that moment to speak again.
"I know how it feels, he was my best friend Blaine and every time I look at you...I think of him."
Blaine blinked back his tears.
"He promised that he would be back. He said that we could have a new life when he got back. I knew it was silly living with such high hope that he would come home...but I did. I had hope, then he got killed..and now I have no family left." Blaine didn't know what made him say it, he didn't know what made him open up like that. He never talked about his parents and he sure as hell didn't talk about his brother.
"You have me." Sebastian smiled reaching over the table and clasping onto Blaine's hand. Blaine looked up with a shimmer of hope—something that he usually doesn't allow himself to feel.
"Come on," Sebastian said directing Blaine out of the restaurant—after paying of course.
"Let's get you to school."
They held hands the whole way and Blaine's heart fluttered, he never felt this way before. When they pulled up to the school Sebastian parked and turned towards Blaine.
"I'll see you after school?" Sebastian winked with twinkling eyes.
Blaine smiled. "Yeah, but I have detention so maybe you can pick me up?" he asked hopefully.
"Yeah." Sebastian assured leaning in pressing a kiss onto Blaine's lips.
"I'll be here." and with that Blaine hopped out of Sebastian's car and made his way into the school with his head held high.
School was actually a bit more bearable today for Blaine. He still said some snarky comments here and there, and Santana attempted to go all Lima Heights Adjecent on him until Kurt took her by the hand and told her it wasn't worth the time. Blaine didn't try to think about the last part too much, he shouldn't be thinking about Kurt like that anyways. He has Sebastian. He always had him and he will always have him, Sebastian proved that himself this morning.
The day seemed to drag on but finally there he was sitting in detention thankfully by himself this time around, his teachers eyes never left him the entire time. He didn't do much today to get on the bastards nerves—a few lude comments but otherwise he had hardly said a word. His mind was actually on Sebastian and how for once in his life things were okay.
Maybe that means everything will actually be okay? He thought to himself as the bell rang singling it was time to go.
"Alright Anderson you can go." the teacher just grunted merely.
But when he walked outside Sebastian wasn't there. Blaine's heart sank when he look around one last time. The doors then swung open again and the members of Glee Club started coming out one by one. Rachel and Santana glared at him as the rest of the members walked past. Kurt was the last one to leave.
"Are you waiting for someone?" he questioned with a bit too much sass.
Blaine flinched slightly; rubbing his neck. "Uhh yeah." he replied blinking back tears.
"I'm waiting for my quick fuck." he quickly mumbled without thinking.
Kurt just rolled his eyes. "You are not going to find any of that here, maybe around the corner you may have better luck—but I'm sure you been around there quite a few times." with that Kurt walked away, leaving Blaine alone.
Blaine shrunk in on himself as he took one more look across the parking lot before shaking his head and started his journey back home; feeling the weight on his shoulders once again. The whole way back he thought of all the possibilities why Sebastian wasn't there to pick him up—but by the time he had gotten to his street he had given up. Sebastian will probably never change and things will go back to the way they always were.
Walking through the door he was greeted with silence. Sebastian's car was in the driveway so where was he? The living room, kitchen, and bathroom were all empty. Setting his satchel in the hallway Blaine then made his way to his and Sebastian's room.
"Oh—Sebastian!" a voice screamed followed by a series of moan.
"You're amazing don't stop." Blaine's fingers curled around the door knob angrily and the next thing he knew that door was swinging open; making Sebastian's head pop up, he grinned...but Blaine payed no attention his eyes were on the familiar blond haired boy from earlier, the waiter. If Blaine's heart could break more than it already had it would of—but it didn't—he was left with a sad empty feeling and angry, just so much anger. He tired to open his mouth but nothing came out he just balled up his fists.
"Blaine? You wouldn't mind stepping out for a few more seconds would ya? Chandler and I were just finishing up." Sebastian said with a tight lipped smile.
"No!" Blaine screamed through his clenched teeth, his hands shaking, and his body seething with tears he refused to shed. He looked over at Chandler who was fidgeting on the bed.
"Get out." was all Blaine said, his voice monotone—flat, dead.
"Get out and don't come back." Chandler was about to do what he was told but Sebastian held him back with comforting hands and he whispered something softly in his hear then they fucking kissed right in front of him. Sebastian then stepped aside motioning towards the the door; Blaine actually followed, once they were outside of the bedroom Blaine crossed his arms.
"What the hell is that supposed to be?"
"It wouldn't be the first time." Sebastian just shrugged.
"Why? Why did you actually act like you cared for me this morning and then...then do this. Actually give me hope, then take it away." Blaine couldn't look at him. All anger he felt was gone and now all he felt was weakness. He was tired, tired of everything.
"You really don't get it do you?" Sebastian questioned Blaine his usual bitter tone sad.
"You are him. You are Cooper and I can't fucking stand it." he choked pushing Blaine hard against the wall. A picture crashed to the floor but Sebastian could care less. He gripped Blaine by the lapels of his leather jacket. Coopers leather jacket and tears started to well in his eyes, something that Blaine had never seen before.
"You always came first when it came to him. You were his fucking everything. His world revolved around you and when he got deported he left you with me and now he is dead and all I have is you...just you" he cried shaking Blaine by the lapels. Blaine tried to pull away but Sebastian's grip was too strong and he was too gone lost his thoughts. Sebastian just stared at him with really sad eyes.
"All I ever wanted was for him to love me the way that I loved him and now that will never happen." he revealed. "and I'm done keeping promises. I'm done having to see him in you every day. I'm done." he screamed still pulling Blaine by the jacket and throwing him out of the house. The door then slammed close as Blaine fell hard against the cold wet concrete, it was raining, and yet the only sound was the sound of his jacket ripping and his blood went cold. The only thing he had left of his brother was gone. The only place he had to call home was gone and now he has no place to go.
A/N: So that's it. Thanks so much for reading! Thoughts and opinions would actually be really great. XxLaurenxX
I really hope you all enjoyed!
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