He had done it. He finally did it. He had stolen her last piece of sanity.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Kagome laid in bed with tears flowing down her indigo eyes. Her body was trapped under her 'best friend' as he took up position on top of her. Her arms and legs were chained to her bed tightly. His warm naked skin stuck to her bloody cold skin. He hadn't been gentle at all. Nope, he had broken her body and mind. As he shoved into her without care, he yelled insults and clawed at her already scarred body. He broke her jaw at the blows he had given her before they started. She could no longer see out of her left eye because he had clawed her face and she was probably pregnant. He hadn't pulled out, when he released into her bloody folds. She wanted to die right here and right now. Letting a tear slide down, she closed her eyes.
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Koga awoke slowly. Looking down at the girl that was crying he smiled. Not saying a word, he removed himself and got dressed. He looked at her cold dead eyes with satisfaction. She wouldn't leave him now. Walking over to her, he kissed her forehead and touched her stomach. His cub would be born in there soon enough. He had released himself into her enough to make sure. Standing, he waved at her before walking out. The door closed with a slam.
Only when I stop to think about it
Kagome rolled over and sighed. There were no more tears to be shed, no more screams to be yelled, and no more fear at the awaiting darkness in her mind. As she let the voices become alive, she sunk into madness. Her eyes once a bright indigo eyes, dulled into grey eyes. She wasn't going anywhere. Here to stay forever locked away in her mind. The danger was just beginning. And she couldnt listen to its voice anymore. She was done and that was it. Giving up was alot easier than she thought.
-9 days later-
Where was Kagome? He hadn't seen her since that night he had offered his serives as a listener. She hadn't come to work either. Showing up at her house, he cringed mentally of course. The great Sesshomaru Tashio would never cringe outwardly. The smell of stale blood and seed, hit his nose. But there was something else. He walked to the door and knocked. The door opened. It was dark and looked as though an animal had attacked something here. Blood littered the walls. Drapes laid ripped to shreds on the floor. Glass was shattered everywhere. Quietly, he stepped over the stuff and followed the scent of madness. Opening the door, he was surprised to see her naked form balled up and her wild eyes looking at him. Her wrist had shackles on them to keep her from running away.
Looking up, she was surprised to see Sesshomaru standing there with a bored face. But his eyes gave him away. Anger burned in those eyes at the sight of her. She covered her face.
"Don't look at me." She whispered.
Sesshomaru stared. Her body was full of scars and bruises with blood still seeping through the wounds. He could smell the blood 4 miles away. What had he done to her? Taking a whiff, he was even more angered at the lost of her purity. She wasn't a virgin anymore and what was worse, she was pregnant. Cursing himself, he stepped into the room. He should have came earlier but Rin had gotten sick. Her ribs had begun to poke out her skin. She smelled like death and blood. Blood stained the matress and pillows like a sheet covering. It was horrible. Koga would be punished for assulting the girl like this.
"Kagome," he said her name softly.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
She moved her left hand but sighed before switching the other hand. Why couldn't she see? Looking at the scar marks, he shook his head mentally. Slowly he approached until she started flipping out.
"No! Get away! What more do you want?! You stole my virginity! Just leave me alone!" she yelled in tears as she covered her eyes.
Stunned for only a moment, he walked toward her before sitting on the tattered bed. He slowly reached for her hands. She flinched but let him touch her. Bringing them down from her face, he looked into her wild eyes.
"You are safe with me." He spoke calmly.
Her eyes looked at him with the need of assurance.
"I promise I will protect you."
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Picking her up after breaking the chains and carrying her to the car, he slowly put her down in the passenger side. Driving slowly, he made sure to take his time. She was severely traumatized and stress wasn't good for the cub. As he arrived at his house, he carried her to his bedroom. She needed him right now. This was unfamiliar territory and the way she was right now, she could probably hurt a staff member in protection to herself. Rin was in danger as it was from her and if she got loose, there was no telling what would happen.
Laying her down on the bed, he stepped away. They watched each other in pure curiosity as they tried to detect who would do what. Stepping closer, she didn't flinch but she didn't run to him either. Taking that as a good sign, he stepped closer. Her eyes watched him closely.
"Why do you wish to be close to one such as I?" her hollow hoarse tone asked.
"Why do you wish to be away from one such as I?" he asked.
"Because, I am damaged goods." She said looking to the side.
Only when I stop to think about it
He sighed. "No you are not."
Looking up quickly, she stood. "Look at me! I am damaged goods! You should have left me to rot alone! Nobody cared anyway!" tears formed in her eyes. "I can't even see out of my left eye and I've been beaten. Every day for 3 years I have taken a beaten in the name of friendship. And this last nine days have been hell. Every night he beat me, raped, cut me, stabbed me, broke me. Sometimes he would choke me with the chain till I passed out. I no longer have skin on my back for not cumming when he told me too. Your own brother didn't love me enough or at all to stop him because I'm damaged. My own parents wanted nothing to do with me. So don't tell me that I'm not damaged." She yelled. Sitting down on the bed she wiped her eyes. "You don't know how it feels to hear the voices in your head all the time. Their so dark and they scare me but they won't ever go away." She whispered as blood streamed out her left eye.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
He stared at her. There it all was. In a fit of anger it all came out. How long had this been bubbling at the surface. Being raped by her 'best friend' for nine days pushed her to the breaking point and now she snapped. So lost in a mindless rage, she didn't notice the blood going down her cheek. Sitting next to her, he patted her head.
"You are strong. Damages can be fixed. I will ensure that you get fixed Kagome. Nobody deserves that." He stated looking into her dull blue eyes.
Only when I stop to think about you
I know
Only when I stop to think about you
Do you know?
"Why?" she asked slowly.
He shrugged.
She wrapped her arms around him. "Thank you Sesshomaru."
He just sat there. This was awkward for him. He didn't hug at all.
"You are welcome." He replied.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
The floor ripped open. Something black rose from the floor slowly. A scathe appeared in its right hand with a gleam as it rose to stand on the floor. The hood fell slowly to reveal a head. Kagome leaned onto Sesshomaru's back in fear as they both watched the scene. Black eyes opened as pale skin was revealed. It was man, an old man that was looking directly at Kagome.
"Kagome." He smiled showing his gleaming white fangs.
"Who are you?" she asked softly.
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
"Why, I am the Grimm Reaper my dear and I have come to take your soul." He smiled.
Kagome gasped.
Sesshomaru growled.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
"Now lets get down to business." He said raising his scathe.