I love adding songs to my chapters… so you'll probably see a lot of songs.
Susannah quickly broke away from me, and stared at a gaping Chad. "SUZE!!!!" He screamed. She's in trouble. I shut off the radio, and walked swiftly to the kitchen, carrying the milk and chips in hand. I could hear their conversation heat up.
"Chad… I'm sorry."
"HOW THE HELL CAN YOU BE SORRY SUZE??"
"Chad… I don't know how to say this, but.."
"BUT WHAT?? SUZE!! I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS SOMETHING SPECIAL!!! BUT WHEN YOU COME BACK TO CARMEL, I FIND YOU LIP-LOCKING WITH ANOTHER MAN!!"
"HEY CHAD!! LISTEN BUDDY, JESSE WAS MINE BEFORE I STARTED DATING YOU!!! JESSE AND I NEVER BROKE UP!!"
"THEN WHY DID YOU AGREE TO GO OUT WITH ME??"
"'CAUSE I FELT LONELY, UNLOVED I NEEDED TO MOVE ON!! BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T LOVE HIM!!"
"Suze…" He said, stepping towards Susannah, grabbing her firmly by the shoulders.
"You don't love Jesse."
"Um, yeah I do.
"You love me."
And he leaned down to kiss her.
"NO!!!" I screamed.
"What the hell Jess?"
Okay, I HATE being called Jess... it's such a girl name.
"Let Susannah choose."
"Susannah? Oh, a gentlemen, are we?"
More then he knows.
"Hey, Buddy, that's not fair. We both know who she's gonna pick."
Duh. That's why I'm doing this.
"How about this?" Chad said, spitting spit on my body as he spoke.
"We flip a coin, and whoever wins gets Suze."
"FINE!" I spat back at him.
He pulled the nickel out of his pocket, and said, "Heads or Tails?"
"Heads." I said, pretty confident in my decision.
"Fine then, tails."
He flipped the coin into the air, and it landed on the ground.
When I opened my eyes, great frustration came over me.
"YUS! TAILS I WIN!!" he screamed, grabbing Susannah, and pulling her out of the door.
When they left, I turned around, and slammed the wall, my fist going right through it.
I turned on the radio again, hoping it would cure my heart. It said:
And I almost had
you And you kept me guessing
But I guess that doesn't cut it
almost had you
And I
didn't even know it
And now I'm
destined
To spend my time missing you
I almost wish you woulda
loved me too
I groaned and switched the channel. It screamed at me:
Days swiftly come
and go Did you think that I would cry
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions
they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left
while the tears fall
On the
phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find
someone new
Maybe this isn't a bad song. Whatever. Man Susannah is rubbing off on me. But now, I can't see her anymore.
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed By a former love
Can
you help me find a way
To carry on again?
I got up off of the couch, and walked over to my bedroom. I opened my closet, and took out a box on the top shelf.
Dreams cast into the
sky Did you think that I would cry
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was
wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to
a new love
On the phone?
Do
you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new
As I opened the top, I whispered.
"I hope I'll find someone new." I gazed inside.
There were pictures of Susannah and I.
One of Susannah, me and Father D.
There was another one of Me and Susannah at the winter formal.
She looked so happy.
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former
love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?
"Please Susannah, come back to ME!!!" I knew I hated Chad.
Bury me Swing, swing, swing
(You
thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(Away, away,
away)
From the tangles of
My heart
is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To
carry on again?
As I closed the box, and set it into the closet, tears fell down my face.
When I turned around, I gasped.
"Jesse?" She asked.
"CEECEE!!!" I screamed.
CeeCee was standing right in front of me.
"Jesse? Can I ask you a question?"
I nodded my head.
"Am I dead?"
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