Disclaimer: I don't own Matt or Amy, nor do I own anything of the WWE. I don't own the Bo Bice Lyrics and I don't own anything else you recognize. I'm just doing this for fun. :)

Author's Note: Hi guys, sorry this too so long again. Okay, so this chapter needs some explaining, so please read this a/n. So, I decided to combine the following story into two chapters, one-shots, making it a two-shot. It'll be two different songs, one one-shot leading up to the other. It's not what you'd expect from me, nor is it what Matt acts like. I was just thinking dark about their break-up and wondered if Matt ever had thoughts like this. So, in this, he quite frankly starts to loose his mind. In this too, I am not saying some of the stuff he 'says' is true, or is what really happened. It's a story and its definitely not a love story, ha. Well... enjoy and let me know what you think. I'd say this is pretty shocking. ;)

Track Five: My World

Matt sat at his computer desk in November 2005, staring at an old picture of him and his ex-girlfriend, Amy Dumas, better known as Lita while in the WWE. Today was supposed to be special, after all it was Thanksgiving. He'd be heading over to his brother's place soon, to eat a dinner with his father, brother, and Beth, Jeff's girlfriend.

He couldn't shake the feeling around him though. Every time he'd click on a picture, memories would flood his brain and cause him to relive the past he was finally beginning to get over.

Did you know that you were leaving when you first told me your name?
Convince me that you love me while planning your escape?
Always looking past me on to someone else's face…
Tell me;
Is he all the things you tried to change me into?

Matt laughed bitterly. People thought he was wrong for putting out their breakup as public knowledge. They weren't the ones that had to live with Amy over the last few weeks. She was distant and constantly bitchy, looking off into the distance a lot, her mind never focusing on anything.

He should have known that when she started to act that way that something was wrong. Was she planning on ever telling him about the affair? If he had not found the message on her phone, would he still be with her, blissfully unaware? Or would have it had eaten at Amy until she burst?

He wasn't sure. He still couldn't believe that she was gone. Hell, it'd been almost a year and he still wasn't over the woman. Sure, they'd 'worked things out' but Matt was still bitter. What did Adam have that he didn't? Sure, he wasn't the overly romantic type, but he loved Amy. Loved her.

Tell me does he make you high?
Does he make you real?
Does he make you cry?
Does he know the way you feel?
Love is all around you
Your universe is full
But in my world
There is only you
Yeah, there is only you.

You could say he was growing a bit obsessed with his ex, sure, definitely perhaps. They probably sat back at Adam's house, enjoying a small thanksgiving dinner with each other, cuddling by the fire, all that damn cutesy stuff that wasn't necessary. He could have done that with her, she never asked for it! Adam wasn't anything to rave about, Matt thought, why did she end up with him? Stupid lowlife betrayer. What did he have? Lucas.

Don't get Matt wrong, he loved that dog, but it wasn't fair. They should have been getting ready to go to Jeff and Beth's house right then, excited for a southern cooked Thanksgiving meal. No, she had to be with Adam. What about his world and what she left it in? He'd 'forgiven' her, so did she think everything was fine? He was still so angry!

Kept me at a distance while you told me you want more
Plans about our future made with one foot out the door
You say that it's over but there's some things I can't ignore
Tell me
Is he all the things you tried to change me into?

What sucked the most about finding the details of the affair? Knowing that he was shopping for an engagement ring when it happened. He had his entire life planned out! They would get married, make babies, and live together until they were old and senile. Matt was still so angry. Was he really planning on marrying this woman at one time? The thought of marrying someone who didn't even love him enough to have the guts to say 'it's over' made him sick.

Tell me does he make you high?
Does he make you real?
Does he make you cry?
Does he know the way you feel?
Love is all around you
Your universe is full
But in my world…

I have my fears, you let them out
Now I wrap myself around you like a blanket full of doubt
The darkness burns, the sunlight stings
Cause he's holding everything…

Why didn't she tell Matt that she wanted a princess lifestyle? He thought about it at his table with anger. Sure, he'd be late for dinner now, but it was not fair to him. The more he thought about it, the more angry he got. If Amy wanted to be treated like a damn queen, all she would do is ask… she didn't say a thing. Stupid women.

Please, Matt was in denial. Over her? As if. He still dreamed about her every night.

Matt snarled at the picture of Matt and him with his father. He'd never be able to fully commit to a relationship without the fear of cheating on his mind. He'd search for a replacement for her forever. He'd never find one. This damn woman ruined his life. Adam did too. Matt sighed, his thoughts raging overhead.

What were Amy and Adam doing? He pondered it some more, picturing a corny love scene from a movie, where they stare into each other's eyes with pure love. It made him sick.

Next thing he knew, Matt hit his computer, smashing the laptop down onto the floor. What was he doing? Why could he not control his anger? He swore up and down and stormed towards where he kept his coat.

Matt could not allow this to eat at him like that. He was going to do something. Something.

Matt smiled evilly, eyes raging. Amy was going to pay.

You made me high
You made me real
You made me cry
Now you know the way I feel
Love is all around you
Your universe is full
But in my world
There is only you.

He would not rest until he saw the pain she left in his eyes. Oh yes, she was going to pay for what she did to him. That he promised himself as he grabbed his coat, keys, and headed to his car. A man on a mission for sure.

Next song will be: 'Remember Me' It will be updated most likely tomorrow, since it is part of the two-shot. Figured I'd leave y'all in suspense for a bit. ;) :D Read and review, alert, and favorite please! :)