Your name is John Egbert and you would do anything to see him again.
You arrive home, forgetting about school. You go straight to your room and drop your bag on your bed. Digging through your closet, you find the box of stuff that Dave has given you and begin to dig through it, looking for a couple things. The first you find easily, a shitty sword with a smuppet head skewered on the top. The next thing you have to dig a little more before finding it. One of Dave's shirts that he let you borrow but you never got back to him.
Your eyes begin to tear up again as you clench the shirt in your hands and press it to your face. Taking in his scent, you let the dam burst and begin sobbing, your shoulders shaking violently as you collapse onto your knees. You miss him. You miss him so much. 'Now is not the time for this. You need to go see Dave again…' You think to yourself and your eyes water more at the image of your love lying cold and dead on the bedroom floor.
You slip his shirt on over yours and stand up. Grabbing a piece of a paper, you write a quick note to your dad explaining the situation and that you won't be coming home again. You put the paper down on the kitchen counter on your way out of the house with your sword. You pass Dirk and give him a slight nod "John." He says your name and when you think about is, your realize that is the first time that you have ever heard him speak.
His voice reminds you of Dave with the way he says your name and the Texan accent. You give him another nod, not trusting yourself to speak. "It was nice knowing you…" He says, putting a hand on your shoulder before removing it and flash-stepping away. He knows. He knows about Dave and he knows what you are doing. "Thanks... I'm going to miss you, bro…" You manage to squeak out before continuing up to Dave's room.
You walk into his bedroom again and almost break down, seeing Dave on the floor, limp. "Dave… It's okay… I'm here…" you whisper taking his hand in yours and rubbing your thumb against his palm. Smiling sadly, you press your lips to his hand and drop it back down at his side before picking the sword he gave you up off the floor and remove the stuffed head from the top of it.
"Soon." You whisper, putting the sword up to your chest.
"I love you." You press the sword into your chest a little and blood wells up and spills over with the color that reminds you of Dave.
"We will be together again, Dave." You whisper pressing the blade further in, ignoring the pain blossoming in your chest and through the rest of your body.
"Because nothing can keep us apart… Not even death…" you whisper, tears spilling over the brim of your eyes as you push the blade the rest of the way through your chest and fall to the floor. Before your being leaves you completely, you shakily reach your hand out and grab his.
Your name is John Egbert and you would do anything to see him again. Even die. Because nothing can keep you apart.
Okay so me and my friend have been roleplaying a lot lately… Actually we always roleplay but we had two conversations going at once so I was multi-tasking by typing this, watching danisnotonfire on YouTube ((He is awesome you should check him out! and I do not own danisnotonfire nor do I own Dan nor do I own these characters and nor do I own homestuck. danisnotonfire belongs to Dan, and Dan belongs to Dan These characters belong to Andrew hussie and homstuck belong to Andrew Hussie and Andrew Hussie belongs to Andrew Hussie…)) and having a conversation about the weirdest things… I'm ranting right now… sorry… ummm kay well its currently 1:00am here in the state of John Egbert. ((See if you can figure that out… Hint: Where does John live before the game?)) So I am going to bed… Or staying up to all odd hours of the morning watching YouTube… Oh well… Nighty night and merry holidays!
Quote of the day: ((Im putting two of them for today)) "What do people want when they ship people together? Do they want to be one of the people in the pairing? Do they want to be in the middle of the people like a big weird love sandwich? Or do they just want to watch it happen from a bush with some binoculars?" Ok, so yes this is a video that Dan from danisnotonfire made called' I Will Go Down With This Shi'p so yes, he understands our freakiness or at least my freakiness…Oh and if you look that video up, look up another one by him called, 'HARDCORE INTERNET FANS'
Quote #2: "You can be really rude to people on the internet and they won't give a crap but when you insult someone OTP, shit just got personal," He goes on to explain what OTP means and to say his OTP "So whatever you do, don't criticize someone OTP, if they kill you, it's your fault." I could quote this whole video if you really wanted but I don't think you would really like that so these two quotes show how amazing he is and how he understands us sorta! So yeah… I am stalking him… Sorta… But it doesn't matter because I won't do anything creepy, I promise. So check him out and enjoy this author note that is probably longer than all four of these chapters combined. Have a nice day and or night.
