Chapter 4
Emotions
Later that night at Sara's house
"Hey sleeping beauty, time to get up."
Sara opens her eyes and sees Nick smiling back at her.
"Hey, how did you sleep?"
"It was wonderful with you by my side."
Sara just smiled and leaned in and gave him a kiss on his cheek.
"Sara, I want to talk to you about something before we go in to work to night."
"Sure thing Nick, what is it."
"You know that I am so glad that you asked me to help you, and as I told you before that I will be there every step of the way, but I realized it will be a little bit difficult to be there when we live separately, so I was thinking that you can move in with me since my place it bigger, and it will be much easier when you need me, say for instants in the middle of the night."
He looks at her, and waits for her answer.
Sara starts to cry and Nick looks at her with a worried expression.
"Hey Sar, what is with the tears?"
"I never thought I would be this happy. Nick I would love to live with you and I agree that it will be so much better if we were under the same roof."
"That is good to hear, I am happy that you are going to be living with me."
"That is good because I am happy that I am going to be living with you too."
"You go take a shower while I make us something to eat then we will go to the lab and talk to Grissiom, how does that sound."
"That sounds like a good plan Nicky."
"Ok go get ready for your shower and by the time you come out the food will be ready."
"Ok"
Nick leans forward and places a kiss on Sara's forehead.
Sara walks out of the bathroom 15 minutes latter to a wonderful smell coming from the kitchen.
"Hey, there gorgeous."
"Hey there handsome."
"Ready to eat."
"You bet, I do not even think that I have been this hungry before."
"Sweets, remember you are eating for two now."
"Yah, I know."
"So I made eggs, toast with butter, some strawberries and oranges, and to drink orange juice."
"Sounds great Nick, thank you."
"No problem darling"
"So are you feeling ok?"
"A bit nauseas, but other then that I am fine."
"Good."
"Sara I have one rule with my helping you, you know that I care for you and I do not want anything bad happening to you or the baby, so if you do not feel well what so ever, I want you to stop working go to the break room and come and find me, ok."
"Ok."
"You ok?"
Nick asks while rubbing her cheek.
"Yah, just feel nauseas, and moody, I just do not feel like my self and I have to get use to it."
"I am right here babe ok."
"Yah."
"Let's get to work how does that sound."
"That sounds good."
The Lab
Sara and Nick walk in to the lab a half hour before shift starts. They head straight for Grissiom's office.
Grissom's office
Knock, Knock
"Come in."
"Hey Griss."
"Nick, Sara, Hi."
"Sit down please."
Nick helps Sara sit down.
"So I told Nick and he agrees, and I am going to be moving in with Nick so I will need to change my contact information."
Sara looks over at Nick and just smiles.
"I am glad to her that and I am vary happy that you could go to Nick and ask him for help, and do not worry about the contact info I will do it."
"Thanks Gris." Sara and Nick say at the same time.
"So we will see you in the break room when you give out assignments."
"I will be there."
"Ok see you soon."
Sara and Nick walk out of Grissom's office and walk towards the break room.
Break room
As Nick and Sara enter the break room the notice that the rest of the team is there.
"Hey guys."
Nick and Sara say at the same time.
The rest of the team greets them.
"Hey Nick, Sara."
"So what have you been guys up to?"
Warrick asks.
"Why you ask Rick."
Said Sara.
"Well because you usually come in at lest two hours before shift starts and you are right on time and it is unusual for you, that's all."
"I had to talk to Grissom about something."
"You have been talking to Grissiom about a lot of things lately."
Catherine says.
"Well I have just been updating him on some things."
"On what things Sara, we have no cases; we have been working on cold cases for that last couple of days."
Catherine says.
" She as a point there Girl, what is going on with you, first you are late for shift, then you need to talk to Grissiom privately, then you need to talk to Nick about something, you leave before shift is over, then you come right on time for shift and on top of that you have been looking pale, lately. Sar is there something wrong, are you sick?
"Rick everything is fine and no I am not sick, I am just sorting through some things and it is taking longer then I thought."
"Ok, if you are positive, but if you need anything you know I am here, you know you are like my baby sister and I do not want anything bad happening to you."
"I know Rick, you are like a brother to me and if there was something seriously wrong with me you would know right away, ok."
"Ok"
Sara gets up and hugs Warrick.
"Sara you know that goes for everyone in this room right."
Catherine says.
"Yah Cath I know, but thanks for the concern, I really appreciated it, even though I do not show it often. You guys mean the world to me."
Sara starts to cry.
"Sorry, will you just excuse me."
Sara runs out crying.
"I will go, everyone just stay here."
They all just node their heads, they have never seen Sara cry before, and it was kind of nerve wracking to see her like that.
Nick just follows Sara out and he knows exactly were to find her. He climbs the stairs to the roof and opens the door, he sees a crying Sara on the ground.
He goes over to her and sits down beside her and raps an arm around her shoulders.
"Hey, why are you crying?"
Nick sooths her.
Shhhhhh
"Sara what is that matter?"
Nick lets go of her shoulders and he positions her so she is lying down with her head on his lap.
"Sara, you need to calm down it is not good for the baby ok."
"Breath with me ok."
She just nodes her head.
After a few minutes her breathing is back to normal and her crying mostly stopped.
"Feeling better."
"Yah."
"That's good ready to go back down?"
"Yah."
"Ok, lest go."
Nick leads Sara down the stairs, and back in to the lab.
"Sar why don't you go into the restroom and wash up your face and I will meet you in the break room ok."
"Ok."
Break Room
Nick walks back into the break room after leaving Sara to fix her self up in the restroom.
"Nicky is everything ok?"
"Yah man everything is fine she is just going through an emotional time right now, and before you say anything she will tell you when she is ready, ok, just let her get use to what is happening right now in her life."
"Nick can I talk to you for a second?"
"Sure Cath."
Lay out room
Catherine and Nick go into one of the empty lay out rooms.
"Nick what is going on with Sara it is really scary to see her like that."
"Cath it is not my place to tell you, Sara will tell you guys when she is ready, and she is planning on telling you."
"Ok, I just want to make sure that you are not lying and saying that everything is ok, when it really is not."
Nick takes a hold of Cath's arms and looks her straight in the eyes.
"Cath, everything is fine and there is nothing to worry about ok."
"Ok"
"Let's head back in to the break room, Sara should be back by now ok."
"Let's go."
Break Room
Sara walks back into the break room while Nick and Cath are still out talking.
As soon as Warrick sees Sara enter, he jumps out of his seat and goes and gives her a hug.
"Hey Girl, everything ok, now?"
"Yah, everything is good."
She smiles up at Warrick.
"That is good to hear."
At that moment Nick and Cath enter the break room.
Sara gives Nick a look that says, did you tell her?
Nick just looks at her and nodes his no and gives her a look saying that she does not now.
While Sara is still hugging Warrick, Sara gives Nick a smile, and mouths I love you.
Nick just smiles, and mouths back I love you too.