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Accidentally In Love

Chapter Four

Dr. Carlisle Cullen

Our lips stayed together for moments that seemed like forever until my conscience got to me and I pulled away ever so slowly. Our foreheads pressed together as she caught her breath and I took one deep long breath. I tried to get up, but I couldn't even though I was usually good about movements, I just couldn't move as Bella's eyes leveled with my own. Her deep, beautiful brown eyes stared at me, clearly trying to figure out what was going on in my head. I smiled at her a little before she smiled her usual shy smile back that drove me crazy.

"Um," I said as I felt the alarm go off in my head I a sat straight again, "I should probably get going."

"Please, just don't leave," She replied her eyes pleading and reducing me to a puddle and I didn't move from her side.

"What would you like me to do Bella?" I asked kindly, knowing it was a loaded question as soon as I said it, "I mean, Bells I should get back before Esme does, I'll have to have a little conversation with Alice I'm sure."

"Right, having someone who can see the future, oh damn, she saw that?" Bella said and I chuckled as I realized I had been holding her hand, so I dropped it hand as I stood.

"Undoubtedly," I said as she stood up and walked towards me, and I looked at the sky, trying, and failing to get my focus on anything else.

"Carlisle," she said and my face jerked back to see her, "What're we? I can't go back-"

"Bella," I said and I could see the effect I had on her just in her change in facial expression as she looked into my face.

"Ok, if you want to stop this, tell me now," she said her eyes now ice to me, "I can't stand the way you look at me, the way you say my name, it just drives me nuts. I can avoid you as much as possible if you do."

"No," I said stopping her before she could ramble on, "I don't want you to avoid me, Bella, I just- Nothing can happen? Don't you understand? I have a family, you're dating the guy that's supposed to be my son, don't you see just how messed up this is?"

"Yes, of course I do!" said Bella as she took another step forward, "But I also know that-"

She broke off mid sentence, but it didn't matter. I knew what she would have said if she had continued as I carefully and gently pulled her into a hug.

"I know, me too," I said as I rested my shin very, very carefully on her head.

As we stood there the feeling of being trapped and helpless washed over me. I was their leader, how the heck was I going to explain this. I was in love with Bella, and I was still attached to Esme, I never thought I would be put into a situation like this. I had always been careful hadn't I?

"You can let go of me now," said Bella after about a half an hour of my thought process and I let go of her but she only took a miniscule step backwards and away from me.

"Sorry," I said as I took a step back and we walked over to Bella's truck, "I don't like this thing, it looks like it's going to fall apart."

"Naw, It's fine," she said as she hopped into the driver's seat and popped her head out the window.

"Well, put your seat belt on," I reminded her and I leaned on the window and my face was close to hers, "You have my cell number, right?"

"Yeah- Edward made me- well yeah I have it," She said and I gave her a little nod and I couldn't help but brush my lips by her cheek as I pulled my head out of the open window and walked backwards a little ways.

"I'll see you later, Bella," I whispered just loud enough for her to hear and I jetted off to the house, and went in through the garage.

I got up into the living room and noticed Alice sitting on the couch, clearly waiting for me to get back. I his the top of the stairs heading downward and she hopped off the couch and folded her arms across her chest, glaring intently on me.

"Give me one reason why I shouldn't be running to Edward and telling him so he can kill you," said Alice angrily, tapping her toe against the floor.

"Well, for one, I would beat Edward in any fight that would occur," I said and Alice's glare just intensified, "And it would hurt Es, and Edward, Three, let's think about Bella's health here too, Four, her dad's the sheriff… Alice, there are a thousand reasons why you can't tell anyone."

"Well there's no reason for me to tell, or let them know I know something like that happened," said Alice, "As long as it doesn't happen again."

"I can't exactly, promise, that," I said, "Or even promise to do my best not to."

"I know," said Alice, shaking her head at whatever she just saw, "Please just don't do anything stupid, well stupider than you already doing, and make sure they don't know, then."

"See what I mean, Alice?" I said, "Sometimes, it's best to keep them in the dark."

"You will eventually tell her, right?" Alice said, and I could have thrown myself off a cliff for the conscience I had put into her.

"I don't know."

"I don't like this."

"I don't either."

"Could you not?!" Alice said as I tried to halt the feelings that were racing through my head, the ones of somehow, someday leaving Es.

"I would if I could," I said.