5": I am just updating like a two bunnies, I am going to have to slow down, but I doubt it for I have other stories I want to work on and I really want to finish this one as soon as possible. Call me out on anything that can be fixed.

Thanks for all the reviews and Yullen22490, if you find the insects of hell can you take a picture I would really like to see, because I find them to be down right adorable and I have been trying to find them every where \(T^T)/

I don't own -man. If I did I would have continued with anime! Just to hear what chibi Kanda and Lavi sound like!

Chapter Three

What is going on, and who are you really?

Pull me closer, dream of my way. Hold me together for I am what you weld, I am your protector and you are my master. -me

Allen stared at Kanda, her eyes wide. The silver orbs showed how unsure she was. She was comfortable in his warmth and like the idea of staying in them. But this was Kanda. Should she pull away, but if she did she would fall off the bed. So her mind froze and rebooted itself. Once it did she looked at him fully. "Umm, well...good morning Kanda." She said, her tone was shy and unsure.

Kanda just looked at her with a raise eyebrow. He looked amused, his smirk dropped a little. He pulled her closer to his chest. He could feel her bust against his chest. He watched as she squirmed against his hole.

"Kanda what are you doing!" She asked in a panic. She tried to pull away, but she was way too weak. She winced and laid down against the bed. She was panting heavily.

"You need to relax, your body is not healed, you just got here about nine years ago." He explained, his tone was harsh and cool.

The Moyashi looked at him with narrowed eyes. "Says the one with the stick up his ass." She mumbled.

Kanda hummed and nodded. He did not reply, he was too emotionally tired to. He gripped her left hand and knotted his fingers with hers. He wanted to touch every single part of her. He slowly pulled away and covered her up. He nearly saw everything from the stomach up. He looked at her and scuffed. He ran his fingers through his hair and brushed them down. He liked the fact that the green tea shampoo got out most tangles.
Standing up he looked at her. "I'll be back, I am going to get you something to eat. I know you are hungry." He said and smirked as she started to blush deeply.

Walking out of the room, he was still wearing his pajamas. Going to his room, he changed into his normal uniform, just without the jacket. He frowned, he had forgotten it with Moyashi. Shrugging his shoulders his mind went to work on more important things, like why Mugen was gone and why Moyashi was radiating with power unlike before. He could feel it on her skin, it tingled.

He was slowly understand what was going on, adding up the dots bit by bit. It was making sense but no sense at all. Pulling from his thought. He felt an arm wrap around his shoulders. Tensing he looked over, he knew who it was. "Don't fucking touch me!" He snapped and ripped off Lavi's arm. He hated the man touching him. It felt so wrong on so many levels. To Kanda, he felt that the man was trying to undress him, searching for all his little secrets.

Lavi pouted. "But Yu-chan~" He whined. He then noticed that Kanda was out of uniform. "What happened to your jacket?" He asked and tugged on Kanda's shirt.

Kanda slapped his hand away and growled. "I said don't touch me you fucking bastard." He hissed darkly. He pushed the redhead away, his foot step quick and harshly. Most of the finders moved out of his way.

Going to the cafeteria, he slammed the doors open and headed towards Jerry, he ignored the looks the people gave him as he walked in.

Jerry looked at the male. "What can I do for you dear?" He asked in utmost cheerful tone, he had heard about Allen being back home.

"The usual for me, but I am going to need a lot of food for Allen, so I guess you know what he likes." He said. Kanda's tone was rather bored and slightly irritated.

Jerry cheered happily began to cook all sorts of food for Allen.

~Allen

I watched as Kanda fix his long hair and walk out, I heard him say something but I was not sure as to what. I heared food and that was it.

With the slamming of the door. I looked up to see that I saw alone in the room, I sighed and laid down back onto the bed. It was painful to move. But not like before, I could feel my body healing itself. I look down at my body from under the blanket. I saw that the bruises were fading rather quickly and that the blood on the bandages were still there. But other than that nothing was changing. At least that is what I am thinking.

I sat up, I look at my breast, I gently grope them, I wanted to make sure that I could feel them. I loved my breast, they were not small or too big. But I wondered as to why they did not bandages them as well, everything else from stomach to shoulder was wrapped, but my chest was left bare.

Pulling the blanket to my chest, I wrap it around me, making sure that it did not fall off I tucked it in.

Soon, the door opened up and Kanda walked in, he was pulling a cart with him filled with food and such. He pushed it towards me with a gentle tap of his foot.

I grabbed the cart before it tipped over, lightly glaring at Kanda who walked over towards the other bed beside mine. He lifted his soba from the cart and started eating quietly.

I started eating as well, I was finished way before Kanda. I had practically inhaled the food like it was air.

Cleaning my face with a napkin. I looked at the male and smiled. "Thank you Kanda." I said and pushed the tray away from the bed and by the door with a soft thunk against the wall near the door.

Kanda lifted his head and stared at her for a moment, he then went back to eating his soba. Silence filled the room.

At these moments I wished Lavi was here so that the silence would be filled with something rather than this silence between Kanda and I.

I stood up from the bed and walked towards the restroom, dropping the blanket outside the door, stepping inside I walked over towards the mirror and started to take off the bandages. Once they were off I saw that the bruising was gone. All of them, not a mark on my body. Frowning, I wondered if it had to do with Kanda.

~Kanda

I watched as she left towards she bathroom, dropping the blanket behind her as she walking into it. I sighed and out my plate aside, I was curious as now what she was thinking.

Rubbing my face, I leaned forward and covered my eyes with the palm of my hand. Going back to where she first went missing, it was utter hell, that is when I realized that I cared for the Moyashi, I simply thought it was brotherly affection. Then it formed into something more. Something that would have never wanted. I was in love with Allen.

That was I fought with him well her all the time, I wanted her attention on me and no one else. I hated the affection she gave away so easily. I found it odd and well I was selfish, I wanted it to myself, I wanted the hugs. I wanted that smile, and I wanted those eyes only and always pointed at me.

I wanted all of her. Was that too selfish?

If I gave my heart to her, will if be fine that she gave me everything else?

Hearing the door open, I looked over towards the bathroom. I looked over her body, she was meant to have children. Her hips were wide enough, her breast were big enough. She was strong, mental, physical, and emotionally. She was a perfect women for me. A good child bearer.

Maybe it would be best to win her over? Yes, that would do...but how...no...god no...I am not...but...I guess if need be, I would have to be the one she has been waiting for.

But before anything. "Moyashi." I called out to her to get her attention.

She looked at me with a frown "It is Allen, and what do you want?" She asked as she sat down on the bed, she was now wearing my coat once again. It was the only clothing she had at the moment. It made her look so small and well cute.

"Why is it that...well did you try hiding the fact that you were a women?"

Watching Allen's expression, it changed a few times, from embarrassment, confusion to thoughtful. "No; I never tried hiding it at all, half the Order already knew that I was a women, those who do not know, are Lenalee, some finders, Miranda, Krory, and the Noha." She explained. So most do now of her being a girl. "Besides them everyone else knows that I am female, and if you listen, they say she and not he or her and not he."

So Toma is the only finder that knows that Allen is a women, all the other finders think that Allen is a man. Lenalee thinks Allen is a man, Krory thinks that Allen is a man as well as Miranda and the Noha's.

Lady Luck was on my side, I looked over at her. She was going to be an easy win, well not that easy. But no one will be aiming for her as a mate. Lavi is was a lover of all women.

And well I don't have to explained the others.

From here on out things are going to get interesting. But I know that I will have to understand the situation fully, things are still unanswered, like Mugen is gone. And it lead me to Allen, and is she somehow connect to Mugen?

I need to know, before I make her the mother of my children.