To everyone who has read my work i would like to say thank you. Once again i would like to say a huge thank you to my family and friends. You support me through everything so this is all happening because of you.

Npov (November's point of view)

I only just made it through the rest of the day. What with all the emotions going on and the hole in my chest I just couldn't hold it anymore. I raced back to my apartment most of the people in this town think I live with my parents but I don't. I haven't seen the people that were supposedly my family for years; it hurts too much to even think about why. But I had other people now

"I'm home" I call out to the empty house; I still don't live with those people either at the minute we're trying to find a safe way for us all to be here. But it is so difficult what with all the problems that arise around us. Just then I start to let my walls down.

I hear all the conversations and emotions going on inside my apartment building and just break down. My powers come out with full force as the memories engulfed me as the emotions take me under and into the black…

*Flash back*

I'd just been out with all the girls trying once again to create some sort of normality that had escaped us all since that fatal day. Sighing deeply and pushing away the thoughts of happier time before that day i came to our set of rooms that we all shared. I said the password to get in and pushed open the door. The sight that greeted me shocked me to my core...

There he was lounging on the settee surrounded by all the family photos we had all taken together. The only difference now was the fact that i had red words written all over me in the photos no doubt the work of some kind of magic. I released a strangled sound as i took in his pure hatred of me. His head snapped up with the sound and his express moved from one of hurt and longing to pure hatred.

I took a step towards him and say his name. His look transforms again at first i think this is all a mistake and he didn't do it. But then i realise that his sister and her partner had come in behind me.

'What the... what in Apolls name happened here' she yells, as her partner holds her to him to calm her. He looks guilty for just the slightest of the second before he spins a tale once again.' i don't know. When i came down here to head out i found all the albums out and with this already done. Every time i tried to undo the spell cast on them it just strengthens' he said in the most innocent voice he could manage, sounding just enough hurt in the right place. He looks at me 'guess someone has it out for you love' they think he is being sincere but after all i have seen i know this is all just an act.

'i guess they do' i try to remain as calm as possible while i turn to her and her partner 'can you two give us some time to talk about how to handle this?' i ask worry in my voice i just want this all to end and us to be back to how we were. But even i know now that no matter what i say or do nothing will ever be the same again that there is nothing to change him. I should have done as he asked me all those years ago...

'Sure we'll err give you some room. if you're sure you're going to be okay Bella?' he said that's what i love about her partner we both started in a similar position and are basically brother and sister, here's hoping that the vision i had doesn't come true i don't think i could survive that. I can already feel emotions so i know it is just a matter of time now.

'Yeah, I'll be fine' i try to repress the shudder trying to work its way through my body but it's hard. I'm sure he knows about the arguments we have been having but he stays silent, trying to give us our space to sort out the issues never telling me out right he knows.

They just nod and head out. I turn to look at him again, once again his face shows his true hatred but what he doesn't know is that I can feel the hatred coming off him as well now. 'So why this time, why not just tell them how you really feel?'

'Cause if I did that they'd take your side and you don't deserve any sympathy it's your entire fault that their gone!' he yells at me stepping closer and closer. I will not move and show my fear.

'But it's not! We all played a role. We all could have done things differently! If we had just done as we had planned none of this would have happened. What about you? Will you not see your part in all this and the aftermath?'

'Me I don't have the powers you do you could have just saved them! As for the aftermath' he trailed off and laughed 'well let's just say I've seen the light' at this he rolled up this sleeve and I saw it the marking that meant the end.

'Why' I asked physical feeling the pain of this final betrayal. I knew the answer and how things would be now.

'Because love this is where I belong now, where I have always belonged' he spat.

I brought my self-back from the black abyss of pain that I was heading into. I knew how that memory ended. I knew what happened next all the arguments that followed and my eventual and gradual push out of the place I called home. The loss of the family that we had all became. It hurt too much to even remember the names of those people. Not even the ones I thought I could count on stayed friends with me or stuck up for me. If only I had kept my promise…the pain would be less now.

Just then I got a text from one of my oldest friends who had given me a safe haven, of course that had caused problems itself.

Nov Hun r u okay I have a feelin that somats up but I can't place it-m

Yeah I just got lost in my memories-n

Okay Hun if Ur sure, we can all try to make a trip to u?-m

NO, don't it's only make things worse for you and me-n

Kk Hun tries not to get too lost again we're always here for u-m

I smiled at the thought and then started to panic I remember when someone else said that. No don't go there, I told my mind it's only make things worse. I got up and put my iPod on shuffle, just as the phone rang. There were only two people in this whole world that knew the home phone number.

'Ello how's you cupcake' said this voice on the end of the phone in a really bad fake English accent.

'I'm good Petety-weety, how's Char and please stop with the English accent it really does not work' laughing at the image the bad accent always conjures up, two vampires in their ranch house wearing old fashioned English clothes from the late 1900's. Pretending to drink tea.

'she's good, I'm getting better at it, anyway not the point I had a feelin you're in trouble cupcake and…well the rest is for you to figure out' he said the last part so low and fast that I almost couldn't hear it. Guess all my years training came in handy.

'I'm fine just too lost in the memories Peter, look I better go I talk with you tomorrow, I have some questions for you.'

He started to respond but I cut him off and told him I had to get something to eat.

Just then I started to remember the argument that made me leave and all my family from there and other places abandoned me. This time instead of falling into the memories I just let the emotions from the apartment and all the thoughts distract me until my body could not take anymore and I passed out cold welcoming the abysses blackness and emptiness.

Sorry it's so long but the flash back is important. At the minute I'm in York so I might not be able to post the next one so soon. Please review and tell me what you think. I like hearing your lots thoughts .

i would also like to say that it may take me a while to write the next chapter as school starts again soon and im losing hope with this story so please bare with.