The car ride home was eerily silent, until Hikaru, of course, broke it.
"Hey, uh, Kaoru?" he asked. Kaoru turned his gaze form the window to his twin, looking curiously into his familiar golden eyes.
"Yeah Hikaru?" Kaoru replied. Hikaru hesitated for a moment before answering.
"I invited the Host Club over." The older twin said softly. Kaoru's eyes dulled slightly and he searched Hikaru's face for a sense of humor. It wasn't there.
"But Hikaru, it's our movie night! We never invite people over," Kaoru protested. Hikaru turned his eyes from Kaoru's to the floor.
"I thought it'd be fun if they came over this time." Hikaru said, looking back up at his brother. Hikaru's eyes were slightly sorry, but mostly excited for movie night. Kaoru merely pulled his hand from Hikaru's and looked back out of the window.
'Is he trying to make me cry?' Kaoru thought angrily. He heard Hikaru sigh deeply. The limo pulled up to the Hitachiin residence and Kaoru immediately got out of the car. He didn't wait to see one other car pull up and the rest of the Host Club file out. Opening the front door and walking in, Kaoru also ignored Hunny yelled 'Hi Kao-chan!' as he shuffled up to his room on the second floor. The Host Club walked in, the door being shut by Hikaru as he walked in last.
"Isn't Kaoru going to watch the movie too?" Tamaki asked. Hikaru shrugged.
"I don't know. If wants to, he'll come downstairs." Hikaru replied. Kaoru took a deep breath and let it out silently. He trudged down the hallway to his room, not Hikaru's room, but his own. Opening the door, a musty smell filled Kaoru's nose. Closing the door behind him, Kaoru flopped down on his bed. The sheets were cold underneath him as they had not been disturbed for a long time. Closing his eyes, Kaoru tried to sleep, but as the movie was turned on and the volume way up, he couldn't. Sighing heavily, Kaoru rolled onto his back. He glared at the ceiling as he tried to forget everything that happened this day. A small squeak came from the door and Kaoru turned his head.
"Hello Kaoru," Kyoya said as he walked in the room. Kaoru looked at Kyoya with narrowed eyes.
"Why are you up here? Aren't you going to watch the movie?" he asked. The older boy sat on the bed next to Kaoru's legs.
"I am not interested in the movie that they are watching so I decided to come up here with you. If you don't mind," Kyoya replied, his facial expression stating obviously that he wasn't going to leave anyway. A small, almost uncomfortable, silence broke out.
"So, what do you want to do Kyoya-sempai?" Kaoru asked after a few hesitant moments. Sitting up, the younger Hitachiin boy looked at Kyoya. Kyoya merely smiled. If Kaoru didn't know any better, he swore that it was a mischievous smile.
'Why is he smiling like that…? It's kinda weird…' Kaoru thought. Before Kaoru could blink, Kyoya had pulled Kaoru by the shirt and kissed him. Wait…kissed him? Kaoru's mind raced as confusion pulsed through him.
"K-Kyoya, why the hell did you do that?" he asked nervously after the kiss was ended by the need for oxygen. Kyoya adjusted his glassed on his nose and looked at Kaoru with a smile that actually reached his eyes.
"I don't like it when you look upset. You're a lot cuter when you smile." He answered. Kaoru didn't know what to say. All thoughts ended and he looked blankly at Kyoya.
"I don't…Kyoya I…Uh…" the words spilled from Kaoru's mouth as he couldn't think of anything to say. Kyoya chuckled and leaned toward Kaoru again.
"Would you like to go watch the movie?" he asked kindly. Kaoru thought a moment then nodded. Kissing Kaoru's on the cheek, Kyoya stood up and held his hand out to help Kaoru. Taking the older boy's hand, Kaoru stood up. As the two walked out of the room, Kaoru, for once since he got home, smiled. He didn't know why he felt a fluttering in his chest and warm feeling overcome him but he liked this feeling. It was comfortable. The two walked down the stairs.
"Hey Kyoya. Oh, Kaoru!" Tamaki greeted them with a huge smile. Haruhi and Hikaru were sitting together on a relatively small couch, Hunny was in Mori's lap as Mori sat in a recliner, and Tamaki was sitting in another recliner across from Mori and Hunny. Kyoya took Kaoru's hand and led him to a couch that would seat on person. Sitting down, Kyoya pulled Kaoru onto his lap and smiled. Hikaru looked at Kaoru, a hint of uneasiness and jealous in his eyes.
'What is trying to do?' Hikaru asked himself. Leaning on the arm of the couch, he turned his gaze back to the movie. The movie, SAW IV, was nearing the middle. Kaoru and Hikaru simultaneously flinched as they saw and man and women impaled together back to back with metal rods. The rods were through the man and women's bodies, though not hitting vital points. Kyoya wrapped his hands around Kaoru's waist, causing him to jump a little. The most annoying sound filled Kaoru's ears as Haruhi screamed. In the movie a metal rod was shot through a girl's neck/head. Hikaru wrapped his arm around Haruhi's should and held her close to him, causing Tamaki to pout. Hunny was hiding his face in Mori's chest as the movie was apparently too scary for Hunny to watch.
'What is that…?' Kaoru thought and looked at where Kyoya's hands had moved to. They were on the inner part of Kaoru's thighs. Putting his hands on Kyoya's, Kaoru tried to move them.
"Kyoya…" he complained quietly. Kyoya rested his chin on Kaoru's shoulder.
"Shh…You don't want anyone to hear you," he whispered, his breath warm against Kaoru's neck as he spoke. Soon enough, the movie came to an end and everyone yawned.
"Hey if you guys want to stay the night you can." Hikaru invited.
"Yay!" the Host Club cheered, except for Kyoya and Kaoru who were silent.
"Where is everybody gonna sleep Hika-chan?" Hunny asked.
"Well, you and Mori can sleep in the bedroom down the hall from mine and Kaoru's. Tamaki can sleep in the one next to Kaoru's old room," Hikaru said, trying to think of other places.
"Kyoya and I will stay in my old room." Kaoru said plainly. Everyone looked at the two. Kaoru leaned back a little on Kyoya and he smiled a bit.
"Um, alright then Haruhi do you want to stay in my room?" Hikaru asked, annoyance rising inside of him.
"Sure Hikaru." She replied with a bright smile. Everybody got up from where they were and headed to the rooms. Kaoru and Hikaru looked at each other before they went into their separate rooms.
"Kyoya-sempai do you think Hikaru likes Haruhi?" Kaoru asked as he began taking off his shirt and pants. Kyoya sat on the bed and shrugged.
"I personally think he does," Kyoya replied. Kaoru threw his clothes in a corner and opened a drawer. Getting out black sweat pants, he pulled them on and went to the small bathroom in his room.
"Yeah I guess he does…" Kaoru murmured as he started washing his eyeliner off.
"Why do you ask by the way?" Kyoya asked and walked over to the bathroom, leaning against the doorframe.
"I was…just curious." He replied and wiped his face with a towel. "I'll be out in a minute Kyoya," he added and shut the door, forcing Kyoya out. Kaoru looked through the drawers of the counter and pulled out something metallic. Looking at it almost nervously, Kaoru sighed.
'Should I…?' he asked himself as the razor in his hand looked all to alluring. Bringing it to his wrist, he pressed it to his skin. Gently at first, he questioned what he was doing. Finally, without thinking, he dragged the razor across his skin. Blood dripped from the wound and Kaoru bit his lip to keep from making any noise. Cutting himself again, Kaoru wrote a word in his wrist. Turning on the sink, he rinsed the blood down the drain, watching the crimson water become clear. Looking at his wrist, Kaoru felt sadness fill his mind.
Hikaru. That was what he had carved into his skin. The name of the person he loved most. Throwing the razor angrily into the drawer, Kaoru took out some gauze and wrapped up his wrist.
"Kaoru are you about done?" Kyoya asked and knocked on the door.
"Yeah, be out in a second." Kaoru replied, pain filling his voice as his wrist stung him.
"Are you okay?" Kyoya asked worriedly. Kaoru opened the bathroom door and turned the light off.
"Yeah I'm fine." He answered and went over to the bed. Flopping down, he glared at the ceiling in the darkness of the room. Kyoya lay down next to him under the covers, only wearing his boxers.
"Are you sure Kao-chan?" The Ootori boy asked. Kaoru merely nodded. Kyoya wrapped his arms around Kaoru and pulled him close. Kaoru pressed against Kyoya, finding comfort in his embrace.
"Get some sleep," Kyoya whispered. Closing his eyes, Kaoru let a tear slide down his face. The night was quiet, until a noise down the hall awoke Kaoru…
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I am SO sorry I haven't updated this faster! It's almost been a month! Well now, I will get the next chapter up soon!
Kyoya: You know, you would post these a lot faster if you actually focused and did this in an organized manner.
Me: Shut up Kyoya…
Kyoya: I am just stating facts.
Kaoru and Hikaru: Those two are never going to get along.
Me and Kyoya: What?
Kaoru: Nothing~
Hikaru: Just tell them a little about the next chapter already!
Me: Fine, fine. In the next chapter, there will be a scene where Kaoru begins to hate Hikaru. You will see why ^_~
Hikaru: You-you hate me Kaoru? T-T
Kaoru: No, no Hikaru!
Me: Well, while they talk that over, see you guys later! Please R&R!!!