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"I could hear myself scream from inside my dream thing… but I couldn't wake up… until I joined in the screaming and sent him away." I said disbelief coloring my tone now even as I recalled my memories. Every body just looked at me as if I belonged in an Insane Asylum. I hoped their thoughts weren't going there.
BPOV
My gaze swept the room again looking at everyone who was ogling at me.
"You guys believe me right?" I asked though it was written all over their faces that they thought I was nuts.
"You guys have to believe me… why would I lie to you?" I asked my voice raising until I was almost shouting.
"Bella… are you feeling well?" Edward asked, his voice fully colored with worry and concern "I think you should rest some more Bella." He eyed me as if he knew something that I didn't and he wasn't going to let up.
"Your right" I said "it was probably a bad dream." I smiled and looked up at all of them before resting my head back onto the pillow and closing my eyes. I listened to everyone one exit the room before I looked up again. Only to see Edward still standing at the foot of the bed.
"Bella…" He said softly "Bella what's happening to you?" He looked at me with sorrowful eyes.
"Be careful and don't be afraid to scream" He said before he left the room. Either way he knew that I would be breaking out the duct tape when I got back home. I wouldn't scream even if it killed me. (metaphorically speaking) I looked out the window at the rain pounding against the window. I sighed deeply as I thought what had happened to me in what seemed like only hours.
"Two days" I thought. "What's happening to you Bella?" I thought aloud. I knew I couldn't sleep after what I had just heard, seen, and been through. I threw back my covers and swung my legs over the side of the bed only to be restrained my air mask. I ripped it off. "I don't need that thing" I thought. I took in my air in slow deep breaths. I was breathing fine. I looked around the room for anything else to wear. I spotted my clothes in the corner of the room and grabbed them. I went into the bathroom that was supplied with the room to change. I looked around the bathroom for a comb or a brush, something. I found a comb and made my attempt to brush through my hair but failed…miserably.
I walked out of the room, my hair a terrible mess but I was getting out. I reached into my pocket to see if I had any money and found a twenty dollar bill. Edwards doing no doubt. I walked around slowly pacing myself and breathing slowly looking for a place to get something to eat or drink. I found a vending machine with waters bottles in it but unfortunately it only took ones and fives. I pounded my fist on the machines front, angry that I couldn't get anything from it. I walked around hoping to find someplace to get at least a glass of water, a sip of water. All that screaming had worn me out.
I found their cafeteria some 20 minutes later. I purchased a bottle of water and drank a grand amount. Though it also left me very out of breath. I found a chair and sat down in it trying to catch my breath. Some time in that mess, Edward found me.
"And what are you doing out of your room?" Edward asked in a stern voice.
"Getting some water" I said "would you like some?" I tried my best to act innocent.
"You could have just asked a nearby nurse for some water… and why are you dressed?" he scolded me.
"Alright" I said "you caught me. I was trying to get out of the awful place." Edward frowned at me.
"Like you wouldn't do that same" I said trying my best not to look defeated. But, as usual, he saw the defeated in my posture and heard it in my voice. A faint smile played at his lips.
"Bella… your supposed so be getting better, not trying to kill yourself" He said.
"I don't need that stupid air mask Edward" I said. He was grinning now and I knew something was up his sleeve. Suddenly he was scooping me up in his arms and carrying my off back to my room.
"Edward!!" I yelled at he carried me off "put me down!!" People stared at us as he carried me down the hall and I screamed at him.
"Just taking a run away back to her room" He said to some of the people who were taking out their cell phones. They smiled and put their phones away. I sighed and gave up and settled down into Edwards arms and was asleep again before he got back to the room.
I was in that bright hallway, the one I left last time I was asleep. No swirling shadow and no creepy voice to come and haunt me. Good so far. I walked down the hallway heading for the giant golden doors. Something drew me to the doors, an unseeable force pulling me towards the door. Soon it felt like I wasn't even controlling my legs. When I got to the doors they opened automatically but what I saw was not like anything I would imagine. It was Edward, though, something was different about him. Then I realized what it was, his eyes were a deep crimson instead of the golden topaz that I had come to recognize in every vampire around me. I wondered how I could even Imagine this picture. Then Edward sank down into a catlike crouching position. I gulped; he was going to attack me. A backed away slowing only back into the closed doors. I was trapped in a room and Edward was going to attack me. "This is a dream" I thought "THIS IS A DREAM!!" But I couldn't help shake the notion that this wasn't a dream, but a premonition of what was going to happen. "No" I thought "Edward would never harm me… not again" I stared at him, terror rising and a lump forming in my throat.
"Edward, don't do this" I spoke aloud "you and I both know that we can't live without each other." I heard my words being repeated somewhere else faintly. I realized that I was talking in my sleep. Maybe their was a way to get something out to them to tell him to wake me up. I know that Edward would be sitting next to me.
"Edward, you can't kill me, no" I said and listened for them to be repeated outside of my dream. I heard them repeated.
"Edward, this isn't you… is it?" I asked as the dream Edward started circling me. His eyes suddenly turned pitch black. And he lunged at me.
"Edward NO!!!"I yelled at him. The room shook. Edward was shaking me awake.
"Bella? Bella wake up!" He was shouting at me now.
"Edward! Edward you heard me!" I shouted back him. I was in my room again and I was in my stupid hospital gown thought, thankfully, my bra was still on.
"What? I heard you?" Edward asked.
"I was talking to you through my dream… you were there and were about to kill me and when I said something aloud I heard the real me say it… that's how I got to you" Edward looked stricken at the mention that in my dream he was about to kill me.
"Its ok, I know that you'd never hurt me" I said "and besides, it was only a dream" I said smiling at him. His expression wouldn't let up. He still looked pretty upset.
"could you, um, get me a glass of water?" I asked trying to distract him. It worked thankfully.
"Of course" He said and he left the room to get me another bottle of water. After he was gone I let out another deep sigh. When was this going to end? When would I be able to have a clear nights sleep? When would I be able to walk down the halls without thinking that the dark shadow would come back to get me? I didn't know any of these things. All I knew know is that I had to stop telling Edward about what was going on and find a way not to scream when it did come.
The next person to walk into the room was not the person I expected. Carlisle came into the room then and I knew that Edward had been talking to him.
"Edward has requested that you come and stay with us for a while" He said "I have already asked your father if it would be alright and he said it was fine." I looked at him. This was going to be harder than I thought but I might as well stay with Edward. I would be safest there than anywhere else.
"Ok" I said "I'll need my stuff though"
"Already at our house" He said and then smiled warmly at me "Alice is going to be pleased but I will try to hold her back from the shopping trips for a while" I nodded and smiled.
"When am I allowed to leave?" I asked.
"We'll be leaving in twenty minutes" he said "Edward will be in in 10 so I suggest you get dressed now" my smile disappeared now but reappeared just as quick.
"Ok. I'll be ok by myself" I said hoping that Edward would be late.
I was wrong though… he was early. I walked out of the bathroom now dressed in regular clothing having been supplied with a brush I had brushed my hair straight. Edward smiled at me with admiring eyes.
"You ready?" he asked his eyes truly curious.
"Yea I'm ready" I said with confidence. He put his arm around me waist and we walked out of the room and out of the hospital. Though I didn't know that I was walking out of my life then.
Lol CLIFFY!!! Sorry for the cliff hanger but I had to end this chapter at some point. I'll update soon don't worry c(: thanks for all the reviews ... and I do have a story planned... its just planned on specific scences and then building up to them... but you'll just have to wait and see what the story is ..
