We Aren't Evil
My World
Chapter 4: Secrets
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I swallow thickly as I start to rouse and look about myself. Jasper and Carlisle are talking in hushed voices right inside the doorway and I look around the room. It's a tan painted room with rooms and bookshelves all over and one wall is completely window. The bright golden sunlight shines through and warms my skin lightly. I sit up and wince lightly before sighing and looking around more. The bed I'm in is a decently big probably a king with a nice brown with a black and tan plaid design. The pillow covers are the same and all of it is soft to the touch. Their voices pause and I look over at them blinking my piercingly blue eyes. Jasper walks over to me, his back straight and his hands behind it with his chin held a bit high. He looks like he's an old Calvary soldier. *But that's impossible. He would look like a geezer by now. Must have someone in his family that told him he had to walk like that or something.* Jasper swallows lightly as he stands at the side of the bed.
"Do you remember what happened?" He is standing just out of reach of the sun's rays as he stares into my eyes. I frown and look down at my hands sadly.
"How much did you see? ..." My voice is quiet and almost sorrowful. Jasper raises a brow softly.
"I saw a trail of destroyed feathers and followed it to you and saw Wings as black as night trying to cover you from the weather…" His reply is well thought out and soft spoken. I swallow thickly and ring my hands lightly.
"You have questions I suppose…" My voice shakes a bit and Carlisle steps for forward nodding softly. Jasper glares at him and sits on the side of the bed next to me.
"When you are ready, you can answer our questions. Until then you can rest." I blink and look up at him in surprise and then I gape lightly. His skin is lightly sparkling in the sunlight like he had been lightly dusted with diamond dust. "When you decide to tell us your secrets then we'll tell you ours." He smiles lightly and I blink before lightly smiling back and leaning forward hugging him softly.
"Do you believe in God and his angels?" My voice is much calmer now and Jasper slides his arms around my shoulders.
"I've heard tales from the Bible of them but I would not say I believe in them." I smile lightly to his answer and look up into his eyes.
"What if I told you I was a fallen angel? ~" He raises an eyebrow softly again.
"I would ask to see your proof." I smile more and remove myself from the hug. I carefully get off of the bed standing precariously on my feet. Both of them watch me curiously as I take a few steps away from them and remove the black T-shirt they had put on me showing off the bandages covering different parts of my torso. Underneath my bandages in a midnight black ink are two twin tattoos of Angel wings that go from the top of my shoulders and all the way down too slightly below my belt. They both give me questioning looks as I turn around to face them with a meek smile on my thin lips.
"Hear my now father who are't in haven Hallowed be thy name. I send my prayer so that you may hear it and grant me thy grace." Two black wings start to pull themselves out of my skin and after a few minutes I stand there with my wings slightly tucked. I smile at their shocked expressions. "My full wing span is seventeen feet when I stretch them out~" Jasper swallows and hesitantly steps forward up to me. I smile meekly at him as he reaches out and gently slides his fingers over my soft feathers.
"This is amazing…Have you always been able to do this?" His voice is full of aww as he stares at my wings before moving his gaze to mine and I blush lightly.
"I was born with the others of my kind in a strange place full of light and clouds but I committed a supposed act against god… I apparently followed in the footsteps of Lucifer and was therefore cast out of Haven and down to Hell. Place were you never see the sun and there is always an unbearable heat that is always scorching your feet were ever you step.
"Lucifer saw me as an innocent who had been wrongly cast out such as he had so he showed me the path to here, were I can either show my worthiness of Haven or show the truth in and reason for my being cast out. As of yet I have not stood up to the standards that God set for my return and the redemption of my true wings color." I smile as if none of it truly mattered to me and Jasper blinked before lightly frowning.
"And what are these 'standards' that 'God' has set for you to reach?" I bite my lip lightly to his question.
"I am to find another being that I can trust and love as much as, if not more than, God himself…" I bite my lip harder. "Unfortunately for me it seems I cannot find anyone I would trust in anyway, well other than you of course." He blinks before smiling lightly at me.
"You trust me?" His voice is light and almost happy. I nod vigorously and smile up at him happily.
"Of course I do!" He smiles a bit before frowning again.
"But you ran away from me before?" I gulp at his response and bite my lip again as I glance at Carlisle.
"I didn't want to get in the way of you and your family… You have such a nice one I didn't want my being near you to get in the way of your relationship with them…" I swallow thickly and feel the lump in my throat swelling. He blinks several times before smiling softly and hugs me close.
"If anything, I prefer you company, mainly because you make me feel alive again~" He smiles at me kindly in that slightly crooked way of his and I blush lightly. Carlisle smiles a bit before leaving us alone in the room.
"B-but won't my being around get in the way of you and your girlfriend? I-I mean, she l-looked so sad when we were walking i-in the hallway that day…" I look away almost sacredly and he chuckles his soft chuckle.
"Alice and I have long since lost our original spark. Yes if it hadn't been for her I wouldn't be here today and I owe her a lot but I can't keep clinging to her forever, especially when my mind is on another person. It's pretty much lying to her and I can't do it." He smiles and looks deep into my eyes when I look back at him. I blush a bit deeper.
"Y-you mean it?" I ask the question softly and slightly disbelievingly as I stare back into his eyes. He nods. "But who are you thinking of then?" My mind is working with so many thoughts that I can't even begin to keep up with it as he smiles more at me. He slides his arm around my waist and pulls me closer to himself as he tilts my chin with his other hand. Time seems to go in slow motion as he leans in and then at the moment his lips meet mine my heart seems to skip a beat as I tense up at first before I relax and kiss him back. I rap my arms around his neck and close my eyes savoring the cool feeling of his lips against mine. Without anyone noticing a small streak of my hair turns stark white and my wings fold back into tattoo form on my back.
*My life is changing all because of one person who I had thought was a snotty prep… I can get used to this warm feeling I have inside right now~*
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So I hope all of you like this chapter and if I put in anything you didn't like please tell me, but if It's about the gayness it's your own damn fault for not reading the warning in the first THREE chapters I posed of this Fanfiction. So please have a wonderful day and thank you for reading this chapter of "We Aren't Evil"~~