Jax was standing outside the grungy motel smoking his cigarette. As he stood there, he took a deep breath, inhaling the smoke as well as all the emotions he was facing. After he realized that his wife was in fact alive and he wasn't seeing shit or dreaming, he had to excuse himself for a minute to get his head together.

As he stood outside alone with just his thoughts, he wondered why Tara would do this to him. Was this revenge for all the horrible things he did to her? Was she getting him back for sleeping with Collette? Was she just trying to get away from him and thought this was the only was she could do it? Jax head was spinning a mile a minute and he knew at this point he had to get back inside to Tara and Ope and find out what the fuck was really going on.

Jax came back into the dark hotel room and sat on the bed. Opie quickly ran over to lock the door, and checked the window to make sure that no one was around to see them.

Jax made his way over to the bed where his once dead wife was now sitting. He kept staring at Tara, taking her all in. This is what he had dreamed of for the past few weeks. To have the chance to see his wife again, to hold her, to kiss her, to make love to her. But something stopped him from doing all of this. He needed to know why his wife would hurt him like this and his best friend knew all about it.

"Okay, now I need to know what the fuck is going on here and someone better start speaking soon" Jax said as his fists began to tighten up. As much as he was thrilled to see his wife, apart of him was very angry for the pain he was put through.

"Baby you have to listen to me when I tell you I did this all for you and the boys, because I love you, you are my life." Tara said as she reached for her husband's hand.

"Faking your death? That was for me!" Jax yelled! "Craddling your dead body filled with blood as my world came crashing down? Telling our boys that mommy went to heaven? That was for fucking me?" Jax can feel himself getting crazy as he saw red and grabbed the lamp that was next to the bed and threw it across the room, shattering all over the place.

Tara started too shaked and tears streamed from her face. "Im sorry baby, im so so sorry" she sobbed into her hands knowing that her husband was right. How could she put him through this pain? What could have happened that she felt this was the only choice she had?

As Jax paced around the room, Opie tried to calm him down.

"Jax, you have to believe that she did this for you, I wouldn't have gone along with it if I didn't think it would save you and your boys. I promise you Jax, she loves you, and she would never want to hurt you." Opie said as he put his hand on Jax shoulders trying to calm him down.

"What the fuck could have possibly happened that my wife would fake her death?" Jax yelled back.

"Baby you have no idea what has been going on these past few months, I don't even tell you half of it. But I promise you I did this for us, it was the only way we can ever get away from this poisonous town and your club. Don't get me wrong, I love the guys, there my family, but I DO NOT want this life for our boys, or for me, so it had to be done."

"Why couldn't you just tell me this and take the boys?" Jax asked sincerely, trying to understand the pain in his wifes eyes.

"Its not that easily, she wouldn't allow it, and what im about to tell you, well babe its going to break your heart even more." Tears started to fall down Taras face again.

"Who wouldn't allow it? " Jax wondered.

"Who do you fucking think Jax? Your mother." Tara screamed back at the man whose heart was already broken from what she had already did to him a few weeks ago.

Jax sat there now with tears in his eyes wondering what his mother could have done so badly that his own wife would fake her death to escape her. Did he really know his mother at all? Was she just fooling him his whole life to? Jax knew the answer, but didn't want to admit it to himself that his own mother was a monster.