I'm just a selfish ghost
At first I was going to write this chapter the next weakened but since I got so much reviews I decided to update today. Oh and I just have to say that I really didn't expect them to brake up in ILove you, I liked the episode but the ending wasn't what I expected.
Full summary: Carly dies and becomes a ghost. She comes back with a mission: to tell Freddie that she loves him. But just as she's about to show herself to him and tell him she learns that Freddie is in love with Sam. So Carly decides to stop Sam and Freddie from even being friends. So Freddie and Sam would never become a couple. But as Carly puts her plan into action Sam starts to change for worse and Freddie seems more miserable then he's ever been. Will Carly realize how much she is hurting her friends before it's too late? Seddie :)
"I hear her music as I'm walking out of the house. I'm not going to lose her, she's all I have left."
Things really took a turn for the worse then I found out how Freddie feels about Sam, and I was just so madly in love with him.
Chapter 4: I think of a plan
Carly's pov:
I quickly stand up and step back from the stone. I can't believe that this is really happening to me. I'm dead. Dead. I look at my stone again. Why did this have to happen to me? I have to get out of here. So I turn around and start running out of the cemetery. I keep running even then I'm out on the street. I'm not even sure how long I've been running now, maybe minutes, maybe hours. Suddenly I fell so tired that I just can't keep running, so I just let my self collapse on the ground. What am I suppose to do now? Where am I anyway? I stand up and look around. I'm in front of Sam's house. So I guess I'm going to go see how Sam is doing. As soon as I step into the house I hear loud music, but I don't pay attention to the lyrics I just keep going towards Sam's room. As soon as I'm standing in front of her door I realize that the music is coming from her room. Why is this music so loud? I step into the room and see that her room is a mess. It always was messy but not like this. It looks like a tornado blew past here. All of the pictures are all over the ground, and pretty much everything is all over the ground. The only things that look like they are supposed to look are her TV, her radio and her bed. And the music is so loud. I look at Sam and see that she is laying on her bed and looking at the ceiling with a dazed expression. Her eyes are red so she's obviously been crying.
"Sam?" I ask but then I remember that she can't see me. Maybe I have to wish that for her to see me or something like that. I look at my feet and see that I'm standing on something. I take it in my hands and see that it's a photo of me, Sam and Freddie. I take a better look at Freddie. The guy that I'm probably in love with. And I never got to tell him. Wait... maybe I still can. Mom said that humans will be able to see me if I'll want them to. I put the picture in my pocket and walk out of Sam's room. I have to tell him. So I start walking towards Bushwell plaza.
Freddie's pov:
"Hey Spencer." I say walking into his apartment.
"Hey." He says depressed. I hate seeing him so sad, but it's understandable, his little sister died.
"Did Sam come out of her room yet?" He asks. Just like me he's been focusing on Sam.
"No." I sigh.
"I hope that she'll be okay." Spencer says.
"Me too. I don't want to lose her too." I say sitting down next to him.
"I know. Look I know that this isn't the best time to ask this but... do you love Sam?" He asks looking at me.
"What?" I ask shocked.
"Well you saved her life, and you go over to her house everyday and try to make her feel better." He says.
"And that means that I'm in love with her?" I ask.
"It's possible. So tell me honestly. Are you in love with Sam Puckett?" He asks me.
"Yes." I sigh. I've been in love with her for awhile now, I just never had the courage to tell her.
"I knew it." Spencer says quietly with a little smile. This is the first time I saw him smile ever since Carly died, so it automatically makes me smile too.
"Anyway, I'm going to go home, It's been a long day." I say standing up.
"See you tomorrow." Spencer says.
Carly's pov:
I walk into my apartment looking for Freddie the I hear it.
"It's possible. So tell me honestly. Are you in love with Sam Puckett?" Spencer asks Freddie. What? Why would he ask him that? There's no way that Freddie would be in love with Sam, right?
"Yes." He answers. I can feel the tears starting to come out of my eyes. He's in love with her? But how? Why? How could I not see this. I quickly turn around and run out of the apartment and out of the building. As soon as I'm out I fall to the ground and start crying. I can't believe that I was so stupid. Here I am about to confess my love for him and he's in love with Sam. That's so unfair. I'm the one who's suffering, so how can he choose her? I can't let them get together and I don't care if I'm being selfish, I'm dead I can do what ever I want. I'll stop them from becoming a couple, I have to make them hate each over, that's the only way. But how? And then a plan comes to my mind.
"Perfect." I say with a smile.
Sam's pov:
The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
So i'll do it myself
You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out
You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out more
More
More
More, more
The song ends and I wait for the next one. That's how I've been spending my time since Carly's funeral. Freddie comes everyday and tries to get me to come out of my room or at least let him in, but I never do. I realize that I'm trying to put up a wall between me and the rest of the world but I'm not sure what else to do. Carly was my best friend, she was like a sister to me and now I lost her. I just can't believe that she's really gone. I hate myself for being so week but at least as long as I stay here nobody will see me like this.
The next song will be played in the honor of the young web star Carly Shay who died a week ago.
I freeze then I hear the words come out of the radio. Music was supposed to help me forget about her not remind me of her. I know that for my own sake I should change the station before the song starts playing but I can't find it in me to do that, so I just wait and listen.
I know, you see
Somehow the world will change for me
And be so wonderful
Not this song... any song but this.
Live life, breathe air
I know somehow we're gonna get there
And feel so wonderful
I slowly sit up and look at the radio.
I will make you change your *mind*
These things happen all the time
And it's all real
I'm telling you just how I feel
I stand up and carefully kneel in front of the radio.
So wake up the members of my nation
It's your time to be
There's no chance unless you take one
Everytime
Just see the brighter side of every situation
Somethings are meant to be
So give it your best and leave the rest to me
I shakily put my hand on the off button, but no matter how hard I try I just can't make myself press it.
I Know
This time
To raise the hand that draws the line
And be so wonderful
Golden sunshine
I know somehow it's going to be mine
And feel so wonderful
I look at the ground and see a picture laying there. I take it and see that it's a picture of me and Carly.
Show me what you can become
There's a dream in everyone
And it's all real
I'm telling you just how I feel
I can't take it anymore, I throw the picture to the ground, stand up and for the first time since Carly's funeral run out of my room and out of the house. I keep running without even noticing where I'm running. Who was I kidding thinking that I can just forget about her? I finally stop running and look around. I'm in front of the doors of Bushwell plaza. Why did I run here? Maybe I should just go home? But for some reason I just don't want to be alone anymore. I want somebody to be there for me and tell me that It's going to be okay, that it's going to get better. So I go inside and start claiming up stairs.
I take a deep breath and knock on his door. I know that it's late so I just hope that his crazy mom won't be here. The door opens and a sleepy Freddie Benson steps out of his apartment. He looks at me and his eyes go wide.
"Sam?" He asks shocked. I can't blame him for being shocked since this is the first time I left my room in days. I don't answer, I just stare at him. At first I try to keep unemotional face because I don't want him to see how week I really am right now, but soon my eyes start to water and I start slightly shaking because I'm trying to stop myself from sobbing. He doesn't say anything, he just raps his arms around me and tightly holds me.
"It's going to be okay." He says and that's all that I need to hear.
I never should have thought of that plan, I should have just let them be happy.
The songs are Careful by Paramore and Leave it all to me by Miranda Cosgrove. Now the amazing people that I want to thank: freindliy for a favorite story, purpleham138 for a favorite story a story alert and a review, VeVe2491 for a favorite story and a review, sonofafluffymuffin for a story alert and a review, Anti-Creddie All Seddie for a review, DannySamLover20 for a review, LyshaLuvsSeddie for a review, IzzyRoxUrSox14 for a review, minaxcruz for a review. Thank you so much. Please review and tell me what you think :)