Hey!, so, someone asked me to make a part 2 of the past chapter, and I will do it, I just wasn't in the mood today. But trust me when I say that we will have some Bensisi sexiness ! Please, enjoy this chapter!


Prompt: Empty
Pairing: Carisi/Olivia
Word Count: 449


Before, he used to feel really empty, as if something was missing inside of him. He had decided to keep that to himself, keep it as a secret so that no one could ask him about that hole, that emptiness that made him feel miserable and lonely. He never had had too many friends; it's always been him and just him. He cried alone, in the dark, where no one could see him because he felt too ashamed of what was he feeling. He knew it was wrong and stupid; he had so much ahead of him, where was this numbness coming from? It looked as if the world was against him, as if the reality wanted to asphyxiate him until he could no longer breath. He was choking; he was completely lost, wondering how much time he had until everything come up to the surface.

He was scared too. Scared of dying alone, scared of spending more nights crying and crying until his eyes couldn't shed more tears. He told himself that he preferred it that way; staying alone, keeping everything inside of him. And he survived, and suddenly he was an adult trying to figure out how life worked for the big ones. The ones who had dreams, the ones who had a family to take care of, the ones that didn't struggle as he did. He always asked to himself how they did it, which one was the reason why people kept moving, living, dreaming? There had to be something for him out there, he couldn't stay his whole life feeling like that, could he?

Then he met her. He met her and when his blue eyes saw her brown ones, he knew that everything inside of him had changed. It was surprisingly beautiful how she had been the reason why he kept on breathing. Her voice, her body, her compassion, her wisdom, her love; it meant everything for him. She had saved him from that hole, and he felt so grateful towards her that words just couldn't express how much he appreciated her support. She was the one for him, he knew it from the first time he saw her.

And now that he was lying next to her while she was asleep, her slow breathing bringing him tranquility and peace, he couldn't help but smile widely, closing his blue eyes and thanking God for putting her in his life. Carisi kissed the top of Olivia's head, breathing in her essence, putting all his thoughts aside. He knew he was safe being in her arms, so he fell asleep with no worries in his mind.

Little did he know that he had saved her too.


This was sooo emotional, I'm sorry! :c xD . Thanks for reading!