Disclaimer: *sob* Kate Brian owns this *sob* wonderful book *sob* I hate you KATE BRIAN!..NOT REALLY ..I LOVE U…THX FOR GIVING ME THIS BOOK..AND THE PRIVATE SERIES!
P.S.
Finn lovers, don't kill me and sorry all for my grammatical errors.
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"I love you."
Mrs. McGowan looked at me with the same surprised face that Sean and Miller were wearing that moment.
Mr. McGowan suddenly appeared from the front porch darkness and he took in all the scene. By the look on his face, he had seen enough…like the L word that was hanging in the air.
I let myself escape a gasp when Finn's hand fell from my lap and his head fell from his mother's hands to the cold, damp, floor.
Tic toc, tic toc, tic toc, tic toc, tic toc, tic toc, cough, tic toc, tic toc ,tic toc , Shuffle in chair. Tic Toc.
I could hear everything. Everything that happened around me. Every ticking of the clock, ever movement made from Doug or Miller. My head was resting in my hands, my hair covering my face, I was leaning against my knees.
Cough
Every swallow I could hear, every footstep.
THUMP THUMP THUMP
Nope, another nurse, not the doctor of John or Regina…or even Finn.
It was not as if I expected him to come out walking out of the ER. But a girl can hope.
Sigh
I still can't believe that _________ still hadn't showed up. I mean, it was not like he was going to. We all knew that.
Sean stayed home with Caleb and Ian but Doug and Miller insisted on coming. Mr. McGowan still had to have a word with me about the…umm…"Love" thing.
Sharp inhale and exhale
Suddenly I heard one of the chairs beside me being desocupied and thrown back to the wall. I looked up to see someone very jittery.
"I can't wait anymore!" Miller shouted in desperation. His arms thrown all the way into the air. He was walking to back and forward.
"What do you expect; That Finn comes out and smiles?" Doug asks sarcastically. Well, a girl and Miller can hope.
"No…Maybe." Miller responded.
"Well kid, life's filled with disappointment." Doug said.
"Kid?" Miller asked indignantly. Oh no, here we go.
I look up at them with disbelief.
"For you information, I'm 10 minutes older than you, catched that, Kid?" Miller informed him. Or reminded him.
"Like if being first made you any better, rather be last than sick." Doug responded. I looked at him with disgust. I thought he had changed. Miller stood paralyzed. He was doing so well recovering.
"Stop it you freaking Eninem wannabe!" I snapped at Doug.
Both heads turned to me.
"It's Eminem." Doug corrected me. Oh God he wanted to die.
I inhaled and exhaled, digging my nails in my knees, leaving lunar marks.
"I swear, If you ever correct me—" Our heads turned to the door of the ER. John was coming out with his wife, Regina at his side. Her face was full of tears.
Oh no.
The fight came to my head. Was it possible that it had been fatal?
No this couldn't be. Finn couldn't do this to me... He couldn't leave me. He said he loved me. He can't leave. He just can't.
John and Regina approached us. Miller and Doug had stood up and were awaiting the news.
I couldn't make my legs move. My butt was glued to the seat. My eyes were glued to Regina's face. The tears it held were fresh.
This can't happen to me.
I finally stood up, facing John and Regina.
My throat had run out dry my voice cables, I was sure, were goint to betray me. My jaw was trembling.
"…H- H…How is he?" My voice cracked all over the question. Regina's eyes delivered a huge amount of tears and she sobbed. John turned to her and embraced he in a hug, kissing her head.
Then he looked at me and his voice opened…about to tell me the only thing that could kill me or the only thing that could save me from despair.
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I had NEVER made such a big cliffie…I think.
I hope u like it…please…Finn lovers…don't kill me…Im just a girl, a poor defenseless girl….
Sorry for all the grammatical errors…Im from Puerto Rico, cut me some slack…I know English but not that deep!
P.S.
You taste horrible